Anguish.

Resentment.

Agony.

Coldness.

Bitter.

Hatred.

As the feelings grew from anger to bitterness and hatred toward Eun Ah, Onew could not help but feel utterly betrayed by Eun Ah.

He thought that she loved him.

How could he have trusted Kibum's words?

They were all lies.

Every single one of them.

Kibum wanted to make him suffer for what he did to them in the past.

He always felt distant from Kibum, even when they were kids.
Kibum was a loud, obnoxious, bratty kid while Onew was a kind, caring, and shy kid.

The only reason why both of them were friends because of Eun Ah.

But even now, she was distant with him.

And now, she's betrayed his feelings by being engaged to Kibum.

She must have known for years since it had been decided when they were young.

He could hear his heart breaking.

All her smiles, laughs, and kisses were just lies.

Her love for him was a lie.

They were a lie.

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He wanted to die.

He didn't want to live anymore.

If she didn't love him, he didn't want to go on living life.

Life was meaningless without her.

He was meaningless without her.

He was nothing without her.

He was as good as dead.

For once her love for him died, he died.

The day she stopped loving him,

Is when his heart stopped,

When his body collapsed utterly,

When his soul left him soulless,

When his eyes fluttered shut,

When his breathing stopped,

And left him wandering this world alone in black and white.

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Sorry if this chapter is short but I just wanted to write this for Onew. This is just a short camera shot into his life and feelings.