Chapter 47: Miyoung's Inner Thoughts & One Crazy Dream.

My On Flight Boyfriend

 

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"No matter what," I whispered, "I want you, not Onew." 

 

Miyoung's POV 

 

I was making the right decision. Making tons of mistakes in the past, I knew that this was the right decision. Onew was someone I needed to forget. He was a good part of my past, but that was the past. Bringing the past back isn't possible. Plus, I had Jonghyun and he was what I needed right now. He was my fresh start. A fresh start…

 

I realized that asking Jonghyun that question was a mistake. "Do you think I made the wrong decision in the past?" What a stupid thing to ask of me. I knew the answer deep inside, yet I had to be an idiot and ask the question. I didn't even think about how Jonghyun would have felt. I was blinded by my guilt, regret, and sadness. 

 

Next to me, Jonghyun was sleeping peacefully. His breathing was so calm and his appearance was so angelic. This is probably the first time in the past five hours that I've seen him so peaceful. I brushed the strands of hair out of his eyes and his cheeks. He really was there while I was being a dramatic mess.

 

"You look so stressed, Jonghyun," I whispered. I continued to his cheeks. Then, Jonghyun started to move. He wasn't awake, but he was shifting from left to right.

 

"Miyoung," he mumbled, "Don't leave…" 

 

My eyes grew wide as I listened to his sleep talk. His husky voice continued to mumble under his breath. Many words were hard to understand. 

 

"Miyoung, I thought you wouldn't leave," he whispered harshly, "Why are you going back to him?" He was speaking of Onew. It was clear that he was dreaming of me turning back to Onew. 

 

Jonghyun's POV 

 

(DREAM)

 

Miyoung and I both got off of the plane. The flight attendants gathered near the door to bid us a farewell. Even the flight attendant that tried to hit on me then give us our first class tickets was there, but her expression wasn't very pleased. Probably couldn't get 'some' this flight… 

 

I walked beside Miyoung through the terminals to the baggage pick-up. She was silent and it seemed as if she was in thought. Her eyes stared forward and walked quickly. 

 

"Miyoung," I said, "Are you okay?" Miyoung simply nodded and walked faster toward the baggage pick-up. She stood a few steps in front of me as she waited in front of the baggage carousel. 

 

Again, we were both silent. Onew and his sister walked up beside us and waited for their luggage as well. Onew stood close to Miyoung, and surprisingly she didn't mind. The bags started to flow and people picked theirs up one by one. Miyoung spotted her bag and walked towards it. I followed. She grabbed the bag by the handle and attempted to pick it up. I stood beside her and attempted to pick the bag up for her. 

 

"I don't need your help," Miyoung coldly stated. She picked up her luggage and rolled it to where Onew and Eun Mi were both waiting. 

 

"Miyoung, where are you going?" I asked. Miyoung ignored me and continued to walk towards Onew and his sister. The trio gathered their stuff and were making it out the door, not even looking back towards me. 

 

"MIYOUNG!" I yelled. She turned around and a stern expression was on her face. She placed her bags down and walked back towards me. 

 

"Jonghyun, I'm sorry for using you," she said, flatly. She didn't sound very apologetic. "But, I realized that I belong with Onew. So, I'm going home with him. This is goodbye, Jonghyun." Miyoung turned around and walked back to Onew. Onew smiled at her and handed Miyoung her bags,

 

"Miyoung, don't leave!" I yelled. She didn't even turn around.

 

"Miyoung, I thought you wouldn't leave," I yelled harshly, "Why are you going back to him?" Miyoung turned around, shrugged her shoulders, then turned around and walked with Onew and his sister out the door…

 

"Why did you use me…?" I mumbled.

 

(END OF DREAM!)

 


 

 

it would have been funny if your guys thought the dream would come true...

hehe. evil smirk. LOL.

you'll have to read to the end to see what really happens. (;

 

 

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&& I've decided about what I want to do with my new story!

expect a 5 chapter epilogue for this story! maybe even 6 or 7 chapters! :D

&& as for new story... A one shot featuring Eli or Donghae called "The Girl In The Coffee Shop" . so look out for that! :D

&& NEW STORY based on firefly... still don't know the main yet. but i'm determined to write it.

 

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katarinaq #1
♥️♥️♥️
-2Mirae-
14 streak #2
Chapter 68: I loved the story! Imagine having an hundred and so passengers in the same flight as them and up in the sky theres a real life drama.. I kinda feel bad for those who wanted peace and quiet while traveling hahaha
I miss jonghyun ㅠㅠ but he will always be in our hearts ♡
armyofelf #3
Is anyone else going back to read Jonghyun fics again these past 2 weeks? Miss him so much TT Jonghyun, you've done well.
blanche_seize
#4
One of the first fanfics I have ever read and still one of my favourite Jonghyun fic. Gone too soon, but will never be forgotten. Thank you Jonghyun. Rest in Peace.
superstar_kamc
#5
first ever ff of jonghyun i read! rereading it again as this reminds me of how i became a shawol. and also missing jonghyun ;; may he rest in peace and i'm sure he's in a good place now.
pxmens
#6
Oh my god, after all those years I find this story again through the Wayback Machine. I shall reread it again! I may have forgotten the plot and all, but I remember loving it when it was first released and kept following.
missadel #7
Chapter 17: My feeling right now~ why did onew so dumb .. why dint he check bfr break up with miyoung .. sorry but yeah this's way too unlogical ~~
GoldenAngelFeather
#8
hi! I decided to reread this stort (lack of many good stories with shinee on aff recently) and its been around 2-3 years since I've read this story and after rereading it, I got so nostalgic! Loved it before, still love it, great story!
I still remember this was one of the stories that really pulled me into th fanfic world xDD
Anyhow, was disappointed, slightly, there was no sequel, but with such a good ending and such great progression of the story, it didn't needed one
wanted to etll you how awesome it is and still one of my favs! >__<