He sit alone in his room while holding a glass of wine. 

While looking at the red wine and gulp it, he pour on another glass.

Yes, he spent his time like that..

After going work he come home and sit alone in the dark room and dont want to sosialize. He become a stranger in his own life.

He become so thin because he is not take care of himself,

he didnt shave and always eat late.

Sometimes he didnt eat at all. 

Its been 2 months Tiffany didnt meet, call or text him. 

She feels lonely, broken and regret.

She feel that she have lied to herself. she have lied to her feeling and her heart. 

She feels sad because he didnt even try to see her at all. 

That words is true. 

"That you will never realize until you lost it." 

And now she have lost it 

she lost him, 

she lost her best boy-friend that she really love. 

She cried. 

Their friends really worried about this two. They never expect their friendship will end up like that. 

For tiffany too 

she never imagine that the day like this will come. The day she let her tears fall for Nichkhun. The guy she think that will never hurt her. 

She just want to protect their friendship but what she did just hurt him, she is the one who hurt him.

She open her closet ... and guess what?

She find Nichkhun's old sweater. 

She hug it and cry even more. If she could turn back the time. She will told him how much she missed him.

How does she really feel for him. But she know, she dont have that power. Just hopping for a second change.

She snap to reality again after she heard her bell house ringing. 

She got up but the visitor touch it many times that its really annoy her.

"Who's visiting my home at this time?" She place the sweater to its place and approach the door.

she open the door and it was taec

"Hey taec. Whats bring you here?" 

"I want to ask you but let me have a seat ok?" She nodd

"How are you fanyyah? We havent meet in a long time" he said as he bring his water by himself from her refrigerator and sit in the sofa. 

She always too lazy to serving her visitor. She called it self-service in her house.

"You see. Im ok. How about you? Why suddenly come to my house?" She ask

"5 days later is jessica's birthday you remember? So i want to hold her a surprise party by inviting our close friends" he explain the plans and tiffany just hear everything while holding one question in her head..

"....and the other will gather sing her a happy birthday" he finished his plan for jessica with a bright smile. 

She smile, imagining jessica will love it.

"She will be really surprise and absolutely love it. Im happy that you two end up together" she tap his arm

"And how about you tiff? Are you happy?"

He ask and she become quiet

"Im happy. Can you see?" She give him a smile

"Im your bestfriend too. Dont lie to me. Dont ever try to lie to yourself. You are not okay and so do he"

he said with serious facial expression. 

"Is ..Nichkhun will come too?" She ask with trembling voice

"I still dont know. I just met him before i come here. He said if he can then he will. But im not sure"

"How is he? Is he okay?" She was worrying about him. They are not calling or texting each other anymore. She is freakin miss him. But she cant do anything about it.

"You really want to know?" She nod again

"He is terrible. He lost his weight a lot. He is not take care of himself at all,  Looks like barely sleep, he dont look like him anymore. When i enter his room i found him laying on sofa while listening a sad song. He didnt even recognize my presence until i shook his shoulder." He said with full of concern

"I worry about him tiff, no.. its about you two" he place his hands on hers

And she begin to cry. 

She never know that his condition was really that bad. 

They are both hurting themself

He sad for he thought that he lost his love. And she thought she was gurad her heart 

"I dont know whats going on between you two. But im worried looking at my best friends suffering like this. Pls, make it up soon for good" 

"I miss him taec, i really miss him, im worried about him too." She down her head

"Just do whats your heart told you to. Dont ever try to hold it back. The more you hold it is the more you lie to yourself. And it will not only hurt you. But him too" he said it and they bid a goodbye. Its such a good time she can share to someone she trust.

She is thinking about what taecyeon said last time.

"Taec was right! I cant stand still like this." She stand up and bring her coat then walking to her car. The rain pouring so hard

She arrived infront of khun's house and she dial his phone but no one answering. 

So she try to bell his house but she forgot to bring an umberella with her so she get wet easilly. 

She touch the button many times but nobody open the door. 

"Is he not in the house?" 

She was about to give up. Feeling cold and shivering. The thunder soars so loud so she low her head and covering her ears with her hands. 

When the thunder is over, she look back and there's someone who cover her with umberella. 

The thin tall person that she really love, worried, miss and all. The reason she came here.

"Khun.." she frozen like a statue infornt of him. So he drag her inside his house.

"What are you doing here?" His question is cold as cold as the weather now. 

"First. Please dont act like this to me." Sigh. She said as he come with a towel in his hand.. and she receive the towel

"I ask you what are you doing here in the middle of raining? Dont you care of yourself? You may get sick" he said.

She smile in her heart knowing that he still care for her.

"I wont. I come to see you."

"Why you always make it hard for me? Do you know how hurt i am?" He said looking straight at her eyes

Our last incident play again..

We look at each other's eyes and see what was there..

Sadness

"Im hurting too.. im sorry i know i.." before she could explain any further he cut her again

"You never realize. Im the one should saying sorry for expecting top much" he said and walk away tp his bedroom but before he open it she siddenly hugging him from his back. She hug him hoping that he can feel how much she misses him

"I realize my feeling right now. And im sorry i cant admit it before. I love you and i really do... Please forgive me. Im just a selfish girl that dont know what i had until im crying cause lossing it. But i cant lose you... i cant lose you khun.. i cant imagine my life without you." She said as she crying, burrying her face in his back.

Nichkhun was surprise..

He never imagine those words will come from . 

That she said she love him. 

He is hurt seeing her all like this. 

He knew they both suffering. 

He turn around and hug her back.

"Sshhh.. im really happy that you said you love me. But im afraid that its only a dream. So i want to hear it again.." he said and he gain a pinch in his hand from her

"Its not a dream buck. But i can always tell you that i love you from now on" she said with looking into his eyes.

They smile at each other. 

Cant wait for a new day for them.

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