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     Baekhyun again, again, and again. I feel sorry for him, he always treat me well. He bring me home, confort me, when my parents can't even do that. What they are doing is working, and working. Especially, my father. I sighed, while looking at Baekhyun's back. He was preparing a hot choco for me, he was really kind. But i can't see his kindness more than as a brother, i love him as a brother.

     "Drink this." He smile and hand me a cup of hot chocolate, i nodded and take it. "Thanks." I muttered, he nodded and put the sugar and cocoa powder back to the cupboards. I drink the choco slowly, feeling the hot flowing through my troat. Baekhyun sit beside me, "Are you going to tell me what happen to you?" He suddenly ask. I think for a while before nodding my head. "Go ahead." His voice was soft, i know he was trying to confort me.

     I sighed as i remember what happen before, "He.. Chanyeol ask for my help. I don't know about what at the first time, then suddenly he kneel and confess to me. I thought he really confess to me, yet he didn't. He just asking for my opinion, is it romantic enough. Cause, he'll confess to Sara.. tomorrow." I tell him while shuttering, a tear escape my eyes.

     "I'm sorry for asking." Baekhyun wipe my tears away, and i nodded. "It's okay." I mumbled. "I'll give him some lesson when i'd time, nae?" Baekhyun patted my head, and i nodded again. "Then don't cry." He smile, i reply with a smal smile too. "I think i should go home now, goodbye. See you tomorrow." He get up from his seat, i put my cups on the table and walk beside Baekhyun. "Good bye, oppa." I smile as he walk to his car, and drive away. I sighed, seeing his car had leave my house. I turn back inside, and lock the door.

     I walk inside of my room after washing the cups, i check my phone. There's nothing there, no calls, no messages. Chanyeol usualy call me on this time, yet he doesn't do that any longer. I feel my tears are going to fall again, i shook my head. I'd promise Baekhyun, that i won't cry again. I put my phone at my table, and some pictures caught my eyes.

     I smile seeing at those picture, with Chanyeol and me. From we were kids until graduating from junior high school. I think there won't be any of our picture when we're on senior high, or we could say, now. I took the pictures and keep it inside the drawer, i can cry if i see that pictures again. I should just keep it. Then i walk to my bed, and try to sleep.

     It was hard on the first time, but i manage to sleep after some minutes.

     I walk lifelessly to the school, Baekhyun who was picking me up too. "You don't feel like going to the class?" He ask, and i nodded. He laughed, "I can easily guess it." I smile, "I'm going to my class then, annyeong!" I wave at Baekhyun and walk inside of my class. I saw Chanyeol and Sara talking together, they greet me when they saw me. "Annyeong, Hyemi ah!" Chanyeol said and Sara said it too, i greet them back. I try to forget about yesterday, even Chanyeol act like nothing happen yesterday. Oh right, i forgot. He doesn't even know my feeling, how could he feel sorry? I scoff to myself.

     For the whole day, Chanyeol act normally. I sighed to myself, i think i should forget yesterday and act normally. I should forget him, really. Final test will begin next week, i can't do it well with Chanyeol inside my head. I turn my head to the left to find Chanyeol and Sara discussing about the notes that the teacher give to us, i chuckled bitterly. When did Chanyeol become like that? Asking here and there about notes? Fake characters of him, i stare sadly at him. I want the real him back.

     Or he was just looking for some thing for their conversation topic, i shrugged it off. I don't need to think about them, it just hurting me. I just need to ignore them. As the bell ring, i walk out of the class searching for EXO K. It's better than staring at Chanyeol and Sara, talking happily at each other like the world was theirs.

     "Annyeong, Hyemi ah!" Two voice greet me, i turn to my back. It was Kyungsoo and Kai, they look sad. "Annyeong!" I greet them back, while forcing a smile. "I just heard Chanyeol was playing with your feeling yesterday, eh?" Kyungsoo raise an eyebrow at me, i gulped. That Baekhyun! Why did he tell them, they'll be worried and sad because of my problem. But i can't lie to them now, so i nodded. And i heard they sighed.

     "It's better if you love Baekhyun instead of that giant." Kai roll his eyes, and got hit by Kyungsoo on his arm. I chuckled, "Sorry, oppa. I'd look Baekhyun ask my brother." I smile, and they nodded. They can't do anything thought, this is my heart. They can't contral it.

     The bell suddenly ring, "I think i should go, let's hang out sometimes!" I said, try to look cheerfull and they nodded, "Sure, why not. See you later, Hyemi ah!" Kai said and wave his hand before walking away, while i walk back to my class. First thing i saw, Chanyeol and Sara laughing at each other. I feel jealous, but it has been a daily routine now, so it has been a habit to me seeing them like that.

     I hope my day won't turn worse, it's better like this. But i love it better when Sara wasn't here, she has steal my position, and i'm mad because of it. I don't really have problem if there is some girls being close with Chanyeol, but i hate it if they steal my place of Chanyeol's life. And now i just sit without talking to Chanyeol, just like a nobody. It's hurt. It's hurting me badly, can you even imagine? Loving someone is this hard.

     Really hard.

     I turn my head to the teacher, as she enter the class. As soon as that, the class begin.

     I pack my stuff back to my backpack, the school has end. I'd text Baekhyun to wait for me, because i need to find some teachers. After talking stuff with teacher, i walk to the front door. I haven't talk properly to Chanyeol these day, i think i won't from now on.

     I sighed, then suddenly i heard Chanyeol's voice from the front door, i was shocked and i hide behind the walls. Omo, why did i hide in the first place? I could just walk pass him like nothing was there. Then i heard a girl's voice. No, it wasn't just some girls. It was Sara. I sighed, i was trembling now. I think i should go now before he said those words infront of me, i remember what he said yesterday. I should go.

     "Sara ah, will you be my girlfriend?"

     I close my eyes i heard it, i should had left from the first place, why did destiny let me hear those words from Chanyeol himself. It's better if i come to the school tomorrow, and found their in a relationship than i heard it myself, like now. I took a deep breath as i heard Sara's answer, "Yes, oppa. I will." Just when she said that, i walk to them.

     Guess what? They are hugging and they break the hug when they saw me, i bite my lips to prevent me from crying again. First, he take me to a date to tell me that he love Sara. Then he ask for my help, i thought he was confessing to me, yet he ask for my opinion if it was romantic enough. Then last one, he confess infront of me. This life sure love to play jokes with me, how i wish i'll just go to sleep and wake up in another day and know that all of this was just a dream. Nightmares, for sure.

     "Omo, Hyemi ah?" 's eyes widden, she look panic when she saw me. Guess what Sara? You'd steal everything from me, happy now? I know you was a kind girl in the first place, but your kindness have steal my precious Chanyeol from me. I hate you so much i couldn't tell. If ever you made him sad, i'll be sure to murder you by my own hand.

     I fake a cough, "Congrats, don't forget the treat." I smile at them and walk away from them, leaving them dumbfounded. I close my eyes once again, when i open it, tears roll down my cheeks. I wipe it away. You're going to Baekhyun's car, Hyemi! Don't cry, just don't. Keep your promise, don't forget your promise like Chanyeol do. I don't want to be like him.

     I'll be by your side forever, Hyemi

     It's all an empty promise now, i chuckled bitterly ad i walk to Baekhyun's car. He has been looking at me from the first time, from the front door. He sighed when i walk to him, and he saw my eyes without any tears. "Just cry if you can't hold it, Hyemi." He frown sadly at me, my eyes widden a bit.

     As he said that, my tears roll down my eyes and i start to cry.

ah~ Double update!

I'm so sorry for making Hyemi suffer T_T

I won't do it for a long time, really!

I promise >< just don't hate them..

This is my story's plot~ Hope you'll like it. whenever it hurts hyemi to much. ;-;