Hey guys,

I know it's been a really long time since I updated this story, but I just don't think I can keep writing it. I can't write about Jonghyun or any of the other SHINee members knowing how much pain they must be feeling right now. Maybe some day I will feel comfortable taking up this story again, but I don't think it'll be any time soon. Thank you all for your patience and understanding. I hope you're all doing ok after the horrible news and I hope you all know you have an open ear here and you can talk to me any time. There are always reasons to carry on. I love you all and there are many other people that do too.

Love,

Meghan