I froze. 

I was just standing there at the side, staring at the both of them. I couldn't quite comprehend with what was happening. My fist even clenched, and my whole body went rigid. 

What the hell was happening? Is this a joke? I kept asking myself. I swear, for a moment there, I was expecting YoonA to grabbed the mic from her dad, and scream, April Fools! I waited for it.. sadly it didn't.

"...these two had already been in a relationship for a long time. Taecyeon had already proposed to her months ago, and I think it's just proper to make this all official to the public." Her father continued. He was looking at them happily, and applausing at them both. The crowd followed. 

What? YoonA and Taecyeon? In a relationship? Proposed? I didn't know what was happening. I was denying everything what I just heard. I didn't want to believe this not until YoonA tells it herself. Right! I looked at her, expecting her to look at me, with anger in her eyes, and the feeling of wanting to runaway with her. But instead my expectations took a wrong turn. Taecyeon moved his head a little closer, whispering on her ears. She smiled, and gave him a chuckle.

My heart was in pain. My nails were digging on my palms. My teeth gritted. I feel like I wanted to punch something.. someone. THIS IS JUST SICK! 

"I told you so, you shoud've listened to me." She said smugly. I didn't have to looked at my said to guessed that it was Hara who spoke. I felt the dark pleasure behind her comment. 

I didn't answer, and I didn't actually wanted to, since I might to something worse than answering back. 

But she didn't stop. "You should've broke up with her when you had the time-"

I didn't want to hear this. I didn't want to stand there with my heart already hurting. 

"She lied to you Tae Min-"

I felt my arms tembling. I got angrier and angrier by the second.

"..even her "I love you's" where just lies. All lies." She said arrogantly. 

"STOP!" I said, and grabbed her arms. I clasped tighter. I heard her winced from my hold. My voice may be higher than normal since some of the guests were already looking at us. "Just shut up Hara." I said venomously. And let her go. I left, I didn't want to cause a scene.

"Tae Min!" Someone screamed from behind. It was YoonA. I walked a little faster.

"No! Wait.. Stop!!" She said, I can her heels running against the asphalt. 

I didn't want to see her now. I wanted to get away from her. To disappear from all of this. I wanted to be alone. 

Then she grabbed on my arm. I didn't looked at her. I can hear her panting behind me. "Please stop. Don't walk away." She said, breathing heavily. I looked at her with cold eyes. She was panting, her hand on her chest while the other was clutching her dress. Beads of sweat was forming on her forehead. I looked at her eyes, and she was looking at me sadly. 

"Please, just let me explain." She said desperately. She firmed her grip.

"Your dad already covered that." I said sarcastically.

"Tae Min." She said miserably.

I shook my head, and forcefully taking her hands away from me. "It's over noona." 

Tears started to running down her face. "I'm sorry." 

I didn't answer. I walked away, and left her crying. I know it was cruel but what she did to me, was worse. I aimlessy walked down towards the street. Never caring where I was headed, what I direction I would took. The crowd would pull me wherever, just like the waves. I heavily dragged my feet in the middle of the street, not even caring about the glares and snide comments of the people I bumped with. I didn't care about anything, all I wanted was to be there. To see myself get lost in the midst of the crowd. I wanted to get swallowed up, together with the pain. 

After minutes of walking and wandering around, I looked up and realized I was near the Han river. I went down the stairs, and walked towards the riverbank. I settled on one of their benches and tried to collect my thoughts. 

I looked down, and run my hands on my hand. I closed my eyes for a while, trying to rememeber the months we spent together. The time we met, when I saw her dance, when I confessed to her, the first date we had, the vacation we had.. all of it, rewinded in my head.

Was this a lie?

Every touch, every kiss, every hug we shared, was nothing but a game for her?

Did she even love me?

Endless doubts run into my head. Endless pain poured inside my heart. My heart started to race, and my nails were digging on my palms. I wanted to scream. I wanted to let this all out. I wanted the pain to pour out of me. I wanted to.. I wanted to.. 

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" I screamed so hard. I yelled harder even if it was hurting my throat a little. 

Hot angry tears started to fall. "Pabo Tae MIn!" 

I felt so dumb. Why didn't I even see it? Why didn't I even realized that I was nothing but a toy for her? I felt like the biggest fool in the world!