Sandara 

When we exited the restaurant, I lagged behind for a while as the gang was heading to who knows where ,I looked in front as I muttered to the guy next to me,” Thanks for backing me up earlier, Jiyong.” He looked cockily as his face returned back to normal,” It’s been a while since you called my name huh?” The two of us walked in silence as the gang in front had somehow lagged slowly and joined us, the 6 of us walked towards the beach that left fond memories of us when we were young; it was a silent connection that we all headed towards the beach that had waves calming the atmosphere. The guys headed towards the waves as they settled by the beach, having their usual guy talks, while Bom and I headed towards the old swing that glided slightly in the air because of the wind that was blowing, that swing left tons of memories. When we reached the swing, Bom sat on the swing as I lightly pushed her. I stopped for a while allowing her to do the pushing alone while I walked slowly towards the tree behind the swing, every step, a crunch was heard as my heels connected with the sandy ground. I saw the exact carvings that the 9 of us did; it was there, not fading.

I lightly brushed my fingers to the words written, after those words, we were never the same.

2ne1 and Big Bang officially left their past here, they will not continue to be who they are.

Tears slightly sprung to my eyes as I heard the creeks coming from the swing, voices were heard echoing through my mind,

“Oppa! Push me! Palli Palli!”

“Ah! Oppa! Catch me if I fall!”

“Don’t swing too high Bom!”

“Dara don’t stand too close, you will get hit!”

“Chaerin! Push Harder”

“All 5 of you Oppas stand behind and push us!”

Soon, cries were heard in my mind.

“Ouch! Oppa! I am bleeding, pain, pain!”

“I’m bleeding, Bommie! “

“Minzy! Ottokae, I told you not to swing so high!”

“Chaerin! Don’t leave us!”

“Oppa! Chaerin left us, she lied! She broke her promise!”

“Youngbae, hyung! Don’t leave us! Why are you like Chaerin?”

“Liars! All of you are liars!”

“Why? Am I not good enough?”

“What a bastard!”

I crouch down low as Bom continued swinging, closing her eyes, she must have been thinking. The voices were swirling in my head, coming from different people, as we grew older; the words were coming in according from young till old. I felt a jacket drape over me as a white handkerchief was used to wipe my tears. The black tuxedo jacket hung loosely by my shoulders as the person held my shoulders and guided me to stand up.

Jiyong’s voice came out softly,” I think you are going to yell at me for violating you, tomorrow when you realize what I had done.” I chuckled softly and sniffed back my tears,” Jerk face, it seems as though, many memories were hung here.” He nodded as I leaned against the tree. I closed my eyes as we begun to converse, he reminded me,” 2ne1 and Big Bang officially left their past here, they will not continue to be who they are, Rabbit, remember that.” With that he walked away, I let him off for calling me rabbit this time, it was his nickname to piss me off, it works all the time like Jerk Face works on him. His words echoed through my brain, Left their past here. I wiped my tears off, Bom came and hugged me as she convinced me, more like herself,” Your past soul is still here, it went into you without you knowing, it must have visited you, well, Dara’s past soul, it is time to go.” She spoke carefully, towards what she calls my past sou