Big Project

Within Me

~Changmin~

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"I'm home!"

I heard people running and soon I stood face to face with my Hyungs

"Where have you been? We've been so worried!" Yunho said

"Bwoh?" I asked

"We thought something had happened so we were on our way out!" Xiah said

I looked at the clock

Oh.. the time had passed really quickly

I looked at my Hyungs

"Oppps?" I asked

We all burst out into laughter

"So.. where did you go?" Yoochun asked

"No where. I was studying in the library.. and I met .. Eunmi again" I said

"You did?" JaeJoong asked

I nodded

We all sat down in the livingroom and turned down the volume on the tv

"Did you talk?" Xiah asked

I nodded

"Yeah.. I was reading a book where the english books were and she was just walking around and exploring the library.. She's really weird" I laughed

The others joined me

"Why did she explore? HAs she never seen a library before?"

I laughed

"Aniya aniya.. It's just that.. she had never seen such a big one before.. that's the difference"

"Oh.." They chorused

"And then..we talked a bit. Afterwards I continued with my studies and so did she and when i was about to go home, I saw her on my way out and walked over, talked to her for a bit and we accompanied each other on our way home"

"Oh you walked her home?" JaeJoong asked

I nodded

"Well it was late and I thought it wasn't good if I let her go home by herself so I offered to walk her home" I said

"ouuuh.. such a gentleman!" Yunho cheered

I laughed

"Well.. you do have manners" Xiah said proudly

Everyone quieten and looked at him

"What do you mean by that?" JaeJoong asked

Xiah smiled

"I taught him.. DUH!" He said

We all stared at him and all of sudden everyone started to laugh

I wasn't even able to breathe

"Hyung.. you're.. such .. ahahah a... Dummy!" I laughed

Xiah laughed as well and shrugged

When we had calmed down Yoochun went to bed and so did Xiah

"Are you hungry?" JaeJoong asked

I shook my head

"Aniyo.. I'm tired.. So I'll go to bed.. See you tomorrow"

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~Eunmi~

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As I was sitting on the couch and watching tv I was thinking of the questions that Changmin had asked me

I did regret a bit for being so harsh on him when I ran home .. but the thing was.. I didn't have an.. answer for it..

Somewhere deep inside of me.. I didn't want to have a boyfriend..

I had my reasons for it..

I sighed and stood up and looked at the painting above the couch

It was a picture of a couple, the girl was holding her heart and handing it over to the boy

The painting was only painted in shadows.. The only thing that was colorful was the heart

I tilted my head to the side

"I don't know if I will be able to give my heart to anyone.." I whispered

I put my right hand on my chest, to feel my heartbeat

Who knows? Who knows when I will be able to get a hearttransplant? I could only get it if I could find someone myself.. but that is way too hard.. People are healthy nowadays.. and they are taking care of themselves..

I was afraid of being in love. What if.. I fall in love with the person so deeply that I have to tell him my secret? That my heart.. one day will stop beating?

But at the same time... I longed for someone.. Who took care of me and only had eyes for me..

Which girl don't?

I headed to my bed and lied down after I had turned off the tv

"Another day with new challenges.."

I soon fell asleep to the sound of my heartbeat

In the morning I hurried to shower, eat breakfast and change into new clothes

As soon as I was finished, I hurried out from the apartment and made my way to the school. Allover the collegeyard students were walking and heading towards the school for their first lesson

I wonder what I have?

I took out the paper and saw that I was going to have psychology

Well that is an interesting subject I might say

The doorbell rang soon and I just arrived at the auditorium

I took the nearest seat that was available and sat down

When I was taking out my notebook and pens I suddenly heard whispering around me and screams outside the door

I looked up to see Changmin, Yunho, Xiah, JaeJoong and Yoochun entering

"Whoa.. they are so handsome" A girl whispered

"I like JaeJoong Oppa.." Another girl said

"Aniya.. Changmin Oppa is the most handsome.. he's so tall and manly"

I couldn't help but giggle to myself when I overheard what they were saying

I then noticed that someone was watching me since an awkward feeling was running down my spine. I looked up and soon I saw Changmin looking at me and smiling gently

I smiled back and waved at him and soon The other 4 guys did it as well

Okay.. this was awkward. I didn't do anything but just smiled back and waved

"Hello students! Welcome to the psychology lesson"

"Good morning!" Everyone greeted

"We will start an interesting.. a very interesting subject today.."

I rested my chin on my hand and watched the teacher as she started to write on the big black board

"We will be doing a big life project"

"Life project?" I mumbled

"For 3 weeks we will pair up 2 and 2, to have a live out a fake marriage"

"ohh.." Was everyone's reactions

"You can be 2 girls or 2 boys or 1 girl and boy. It doesn't matter. What you will hand in later, the report is more important. Once in a while I will hand out different missions where one of the partner's has to act or do the mission. Together, you will need to solve and think as a real couple. You will have to think of money, the future, jobs. The main point with this is the collaboration. I will hand you one book where you will daily write your thoughts about how life has been during the day, what you have experienced, obstacles, happiness, love or sadness. This book will later on be your report. I will individually later on give you a score from 1 - 10. If you get a 10, of course it means you got an A in this course. if you get a 5, it means you got a B. 3 means C and 1 means an F"

Wow .. this is surely a big project

"I hope you will take this project really seriously. You will understand the life of a real couple and the biggest reason for this is, that you will learn more about life. Marriage is a big step in life and also a big change.. Have I made myself clear students?"

"Yes Miss"

"Good. Now I will dismiss your class and on your way out, I want you to take one of these report books. By tomorrow, I want to know who your partner is. Remember students, It's for 3 weeks and it doesn't matter if it's 2 boys or 2 girls or 1 girl and a boy. As long as you understand the project and will fulfill it, it won't matter who your partner is. Now good Luck!"

I started to pack my things and waited until everyone had gone out.

I was one of the last students who took the report books and went out

As I was walking through the hallway I saw the bunch of girls who was following Changmin and his 4 friends

I laughed

"It must be hard to be a Kingka..So much pressure and image to live up too.." I thought

But he doesn't seem to care though. He's actually just like any other student here..

I shrugged

at the moment, I didn't know anyone on this college so .. who am I suppose to pair up with?

Well.. I can think of that later.. I can always ask a girl in the class

I had a break now for 2 hours before my math lesson starts so I decided to go to the Library to study some english and read through my notes.

I found myself a corner which looked really cozy so I decided to sit there. as soon as I sat down I could hear whispering everywhere.

"I want to be with Yunho Oppa.. do you think he's taken?" A girl whispered

"Aniya.. If he already has one.. then we would probably know who that girl is" The other girl said

They passed me like I was air and I couldn't help but laugh

Man this project.. girls were taking it seriously.. I wonder if they.. haven't asked someone already

I shrugged

I took out my notebook and started to read through the notes

I was so into my writing that I didn't notice that someone was standing in front of me and waiting

I started to feel watched and awkward so when i finally looked up I saw The guys smiling down at me

"Is this seat taken?" Yunho whispered

I was so surprised that I didn't answer

"Is it available? All the other seats are already taken" JaeJoong whispered

I didn't answer and just nodded slowly

"What are you reading?" I didn't notice that Changmin was standing next to me so I flew up from my seat and stepped back

"You gave me a fright you PABO!!" I whispered

He laughed

"Mianhe.. I didn't mean too" He whispered back

I hit him lightly on the arm and took the seat next to Xiah

I did feel a bit awkward when I was surrounded by the guys who was the Kingka's of the school. I saw girls passing by all the time which made me feel uncomfortable

"Uhm.. Hey guys.. Nice seeing you.. but I think I'm gonna go now" I said and started to pack my stuff

"Wae?" JaeJoong asked

I sighed

"Don't tell me you don't know" I said and rolled my eyes

"We don't?" Yunho whispered

"All the girls are passing by all the time and keep looking at me.. They are giving me death glares which make me wish that I wasn't born.. " I whispered

Changmin and jaeJoong giggled

"Don't worry.. just sit with us.." Xiah said

"ANiyo.. I don't want to be an outsider" I whispered

"Who said you're going to be an outsider.. you're with us now" Changmin said

I was so surprised by the words 'you're with us now' so I just kept staring at him

He smiled

"Are you. hiding something from me?" I whispered suspiciously?

Yoochun shook his head

"Aniya.. we just want to be friends.. you're not like the other girls"

I sat down on the chair and looked at him

"Other girls? What do you mean?"

He smiled

"Are you like those girls? hanging after us and such?"

I laughed and shook my head

"Dae~~ that's why and it's pretty rare to find a girl like that in this school. besides.. you were so nice making some kimbap to us and such.. and we have to tell you.. you just have to make some more in the future" Yoochun smiled innocently

I smiled

"Chincha?"

I faced Changmin

"You didn't eat it?" I gasped

He nodded

"Of course I did. I'm not that impolite!" Changmin laughed

"So.. this project is really getting out of hand" Yunho whispered

"Indeed.. Everyone is following us like maniacs.." Xiah sighed

I laughed

"Well.. what do you expect.. you're like the most popular guys in school.. you're like every girls' dream guy here so why wouldn't they follow you?"

They all started to laugh embarrassed

"Well it's really flattering.. but it do get annoying sometimes" Xiah said

"Of course. I understand.."

"But there are even girls that's not even in the same project who are following us as well.. isn't that weird?" Yoochun said

"They have a crush on you.." I smiled

"Well.. probably.. but just because of our looks and nothing else" Jaejoong shrugged

"Maybe.. but if you meet a person of course you're nice. Probably they judge you guys from that too and thinks you're the most sweetest guy they've ever met.. we girls build our picture of you and personality in our heads and we keep believing that you're like that until you show us the opposite" I explained

The guys quieten

"And I think that the girls thinks that I'm the most lucky in the world to be with you at the moment" I said embarrassed

"Maybe.." Changmin laughed

"Alert. Someone's coming over" Xiah said

We started to look down in our books and continued to study

"Uhm.. .. Yunho Oppa.."

We all looked up to see a really pretty girl smiling at him shyly

"Dae~~" Yunho smiled

"This psychology.. project.. I was wondering.. if .. you had someone who's your wife yet.."

Yunho smiled

"Mianhe.. But I already have someone. Mianheyo"

The girl looked a bit surprised but forced a smile on her face and left

Suddenly another bunch of girls came or actually it was one girl and her friends

"JaeJoong.. Oppa.."

JaeJoong looked up and smiled

"Dae~~"

"Uhm.. for this Psychology project.. do you have someone.. in mind?"

JaeJoong scratched the back of his head

"Mianheyo.. I already have someone.."

"oh.. Araso.."

The girl left disappointed and I looked at them

"You have?" I asked

They all laughed

"We decided to pair us up 2 and 2..just the four of us guys" JaeJoong explained

"Bwoh? How is that possible?" I asked

"It's me and Yunho. Xiah and yoochun" JaeJoong smiled

I looked at Changmin who was totally concentrated on his study

"What about Changmin?" I asked

"He doesn't know yet. He hasn't decided.." JaeJoong said

"Did you ask him then?" I said

"Dae~~ We did.. But he said that he was going to talk to the teacher first.." Yoochun said

"What about you?" Yunho asked

I smiled

"I don't know. I was thinking of asking a girl in the same class" I shrugged

We went back to our studying and was really concentrated that we didn't notice a girl standing next to Changmin

"Excuse me?"

We all looked up

"Changmin Oppa"

Changmin didn't answer . I think he didn't notice that she was there

"Changmin Oppa"

I looked at him. He wasn't paying any attention.

I looked under the table and kicked him lightly

He looked up at me

"Changmin Oppa"

Changmin realized the girl and smiled at her

"oh.. Annyeong"

"Oppa, do you have someone for this Marriage project?"

He shook his head

"Not yet. Wae?"

"Would you like to be with me?" The girl asked

Changmin looked at her for a moment and smiled

"I haven't thought about getting a girl yet. So I have to say no for now. Thanks anyway"

The girl smiled and nodded

He then went back to his studying and I looked at Yunho

"Why is he like that?" I asked

"Well.. He thinks more of the school and is really a good student. I think he doesn't care at the moment about getting a wife for this project" Yunho said

I nodded

We continued to study but it was getting a lot harder as the time were passing by. Now when the rumor about the others already having partners for the project, and Changmin hadn't and girls kept coming all the time to ask him..

I started to get annoyed

"Changmin Oppa"

She pushed him lightly and he looked up at her. He looked really annoyed and angry..

"Uhm.. I wonder if you have a partner for this.. Marriage project?" The girl asked

Changmin forced a smile and took a deep breath

"Actually.. I have"

The girl got a shock.

"But the girls before me.. all got rejected.." She stammered

Changmin smiled

"Well.. I do have one.."

was he lying to her?

"But.. how is that possible.."

"Well.. it is possible.. I have someone.." Changmin said getting more annoyed

"Nugu?" The girl asked fiercly

Changmin reacted on her tone and raised an eyebrow at her

He then faced me

"Eunmi, Would you like to be my partner for this project?" He asked really loudly and clearly

I noticed that the guys looked at us, as well as the girls and the girls that were nearby

"Bwoh?" I said and eyed him

"Eunmi, would you like to be my wife during this project?" He smiled innocently

Suddenly I felt a kick under the table and I knew it was him

I forced a smile under the pain that was coming from my leg

"Yes. Of course" I said

Changmin faced the girl again

"See..? Now I have one. So may I ask you to leave us now so we can study?"

The girl nodded slowly and hurried away with her friends

As soon as she left I started to whine

"AOOOW.." I groaned

"Mianhe.. I didn't mean to kick you so hard" Changmin apologized

"It's ok.." I said

"Did you mean that?" JaeJoong asked

"Mean what?" Changmin asked

"That Eunmi is going to be your partner" JaeJoong said

Changmin faced me

"Yup. If she doesn't change her mind" He smirked

I sensed that something was behind his evil smirk

I raised an eyebrow

"I'm gonna tear you down Husband"

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cmacchiato #1
Chapter 58: I just came across this and I'm crying a river in midnight
naznew #2
Chapter 58: it so sad....changmin-ah...
yuki_21
#3
Chapter 58: This story is really good. I'm crying while reading some chapter.. Eventhough Changmin is not my bias but I really like your story line. It's just so sad that Changmin leave her alone :" I really love this story!!
Angelz0715 #4
Chapter 58: I'm crying a river!!! This is so good!!!
CinqLuna #5
hey~ make a story like this again. I really love it. for the nth time I read and it never get boring . It just so sad that changmin leave her alone ToT

I love this story so much ^^
hazel_marie13
#6
Chapter 58: new reader & subscriber :) just found this story of yours & I like it even though it's sad :( love how Changmin & Eunmi fall for each other & the friendship of DBSK. It was really sad that it ended Changmin being died just to save her but it just shows how much he loves her. this is really a heartbreaking story but it is also a wonderful story that it can be really happening in true life. And also those loved ones we lost may not be with us but the memories we had with them will always be remembered & stayed in our hearts just like what I had realized after losing some of my loved ones. continue on creating good stories like this :))
NoRaM-DCL #7
I'm crying ! How could the story end like this ? :'( Omg ... My eyes are red now :'/ Anyways , its a really good story ! I'm glad I read this :')