Nam Pyeon & Buin

Within Me

~Changmin~

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I was walking with Eunmi towards the psychology class. Well meeting actually.. We were going to give her our presentation of our first meeting and our marriage

We stood outside the door and I looked down on Eunmi who looked terrified

"Hey.." I said

She looked at me

"Breathe.."

"I can't.. I'm so nervous" She said

"It's gonna be fine.. I won't let her tear us down.. Araso?"

She nodded

"Gomawo.."

I knocked on the door and waited for the teacher to call us

"come in!"

I looked at her and took a deep breath

So did she and we entered. We bowed as we entered and the teacher greeted us

She showed us the chairs and pointed at them

"Sit down students" She smiled

I nodded

We both sat down and I don't know why but I kept looking at her, afraid that she might would have a nervous breakdown

"It's gonna be fine" I whispered to her

She looked at me

I sighed and took her hand and squeezed. I felt how she instantly froze and faced me

Her eyes were saying "What-are-you-doing?"

"Just assuring you that I'm here.." I whispered

My grip tightened and soon I felt her hand respond to mine

"So students.. I guess you've been preparing the whole weekend huh?" The teacher said

I nodded

"We worked really hard .." I smiled

"Chincha? Very good.. So tell me about your first meeting"

There was an awkward silence

The teacher waited

"How about.. I start with Eunmi~~ssi first? and I'll call you in when it's your turn?" The teacher asked

"BWOH?" We both said

She nodded

"Changmin~~ssi. Wait outside. I'll call you back soon" The teacher smiled

I looked at Eunmi who looked even more terrified

I nodded

When I stood up, So did Eunmi

The teacher looked at us

"I need a moment with you" She whispered

I looked at the teacher

"Please give us a minute"

She nodded

"Take your time"

I took us both outside and closed the door

"I can't do this!" She said as soon as I had closed the door

I looked at her

"Wae?"

"I don't like.. holding presentations.. and it gives me.. a hard time.. really.. my heart beats like a maniac.."

At the end of the sentence she quieten

I looked at her

"You can do this. We can.. Araso? We're in this together.."

She shook her head

"I can't.. I'm sorry" She said

I sighed

I took her in my arms and embraced her. She kind of froze again and she kind of became solid

"Look, just pretend.. that you're talking to a friend.. Alright? Pretend that.. you're telling your friend about a guy you fell in love with .. Don't think of her as a teacher..think of her as a friend.. araso?"

I let go of her and bended down to look her straight into her eyes

"I'll be waiting here.. Just a few steps away from you.. If you can't do this, go out and I'll go in.. It's ok..Alright?"

She took a deep breath and nodded

"Fighting!" I smiled

She put on a smile as well and nodded

"Fighting!!"

She went in and closed the door

I leaned against the wall and started to think about her

I had never.. seen her.. so scared before.. I'm used to the happy and bright Eunmi, but i Think this was the first time.. I've ever seen her.. so .. out of balance.. I hope everything goes well in there..

I looked down on my hand which was still a bit red after holding hands with her. I guess my blood circulation was up..

I smiled as I looked at it..

It did feel good to have her hand in my hand though..

I laughed to myself

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~~Eunmi~

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Breathe.. in.. and out... in and out..

You can do this.. Changmin said you could..

Well i guess my reason for this kind of.. face to face presentation with teachers wasn't my strongest side.. since.. i wasn't a good.. talker.. especially when it came to these kind of things..

I sat down in front of her as my stomach started to feel even worse

"Gwenchana?" She asked

I nodded

"Let's start.."

I nodded

But I didn't say anything and the teacher waited

"How did you and your boyfriend meet?"

I avoided to look into her eyes and stared outside the window

"We met.. by accident.. in the hallway" I said

"oh.. how? What happened?"

I then spotted outside a couple who were sitting under a tree on a bench and feeding each other.. I couldn't help but smile..

"I bumped into him by accident.. I was.. into my books.. and he was on his way.. to eat lunch.. I made him drop his lunchbag.." I said

I could hear the teacher taking down some notes

"Was it love at first sight?"

I shook my head

"Not really.. It was more.. cold.. atmosphere.. He was.."

I started to get flashbacks and couldn't help but smile at the memory

"He was.. fierce.. and very.. cold.. Almost angry I think.. But I kept apologizing.. In a way... I was scared.. that he might yell at me.."

"Wae?"

"I'm scared of people who yells.." I sighed

My stomach ache started to disappear and it wasn't so hard and terrible as I thought it would be

"Then.. one day.. he helped me to.. carry some boxes to my collegeroom since I just.. moved in.. I didn't see that it was him and he didn't see me until he put the box down in my room and we stared at each other.. I was surprised.. but well.. he was a bit friendlier then.."

"Were you surprised?"

I nodded

"Of course.. I never thought that I person you just met would be so helpful and caring.. He is a gentleman.. to make it short.. After that.. i decided to repay him with kimbap.. and well it was hard first since he didn't want to accept it"

"Wae?"

"Cause.. he said something about.. giving back.." I laughed

"I can remember his facial expression so clearly.. he looked so annoyed"

Even the teacher started to laugh

"But I guess.. that is where our history.. started.." I looked up

The teacher nodded

"You can send in Changmin now" She smiled

I nodded happily

I was happy that it was over and that I made it..

I ran to the door and opened it and looked around to see Changmin looking outside

I squeaked and smiled happily

He heard me squeaking and spun around and looked at me

I ran towards him and threw myself at him

He caught me and started to laugh

"Are you ok?" He asked

I nodded

"It went great and I'm so happy.. Thank you " I smiled

I then realized that we were hugging each other and pulled away in embarrassment

He smiled

"My turn?"

I nodded

"Hurry araso?"

He nodded

"Fighting!" We both cheered

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~Changmin~

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I sat down in front of the teacher and she looked at me curiously. I took a deep breath before facing her..

"So.. how did you guys plan the wedding?" She asked

"Well.. I asked her about her idealwedding.. but she didn't say much.." I said

"Wae?"

"She.. said.. that it doesn't matter hoe the wedding looked like.. as long as she can marry the one she loves.. she'll be happy" I said

I couldn't help but smile when I started to get the picture of her doing the gestures with her hands while explaining

"So how did you guys plan the wedding then?"

I smiled

"I was thinking of traditional..."

"She wants a traditional one?"

I shook my head

"She said that marriage.. is one of the highlights in life.. She also said that she wants to wear a wedding gown too and such .. but the most important.. is the sentence 'I do'.... So I think.. I'm going to surprise her.."

"Oh.. really?" She said

I nodded

"I want to find a small church somewhere.. decorate it with cream, pink and white roses.. with pearls.. I want my friends to be there, my family and her family and friends.. We would after wards have a small dinner together with the family and then, for our honeymoon, we would probably go overseas where there is an beautiful beach.."

The teacher nodded

"Actually.. as long as I'm with the girl I love.. It doesn't matter.. where we are.. If she's happy.. it makes me happy.."

The teacher nodded

"So you two will most likely have a traditional wedding?"

I nodded

"Yes. She said that she wants to wear a white wedding gown.. and it's most likely that it's in the church, with her father by her side, walking down to the alter.. and then saying I do.. I combined everything..."

She nodded

"You can go and get Eunmi now" The teacher smiled

I nodded

I went out and looked at her

She looked at me

"Let's go"

"Go where?"

"In here!" I laughed

We walked back into the office and sat down

The teacher looked at us

"So how did the planning go?"

I looked at Eunmi

"IT went fine. We never argued once and.. while we were planning, we got to know each other more.. which made me feel a bit more comfortable.. " Eunmi said

"Same here.. We took our time and didn't stress" I said

She nodded

She then took out 2 papers and signed it and handed it over to us

She then smiled

"I now pronounce you Husband and Wife. You make take these Marriage notification and start your life as newlyweds" She said

I stood up along with Eunmi and took it

We looked at each other and then she threw herself at me again for the third time..

"Congratulations!" The teacher smiled

"Kamsa Hamneeda!" We bowed and went out

Outside I looked at Eunmi who was smiling

"Oh my.. We're married!!" She laughed

"We sure are!" I laughed

"Hey.. Nam Pyeon.."

I reacted and looked at her. She smiled

I started to laugh

"What?" She asked

"You called me Nam Pyeon!"

"Yup.. that's my nick name for you!" She smiled

I laughed

"Araso.. Are we suppose to hand in our report books now? With the pictures and how our wedding were structured and so on?" I asked

She shook her head

"By the end of the week.. it says here on the note.."

I nodded

"Let's celebrate?" I asked

"Araso.. You decide"

"Dae~~ Let's go!" I smiled

Without me realizing it, I took her hand and together we walked outside the college.. What I didn't notice was how red she was as she was blushing.. and the girls jealous eyes staring at us..

Somehow, I felt happier than ever today..

and of course.. my heart.. was beating a little faster than usual..

I looked at her and smiled as she smiled back

"Buin" I smiled

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cmacchiato #1
Chapter 58: I just came across this and I'm crying a river in midnight
naznew #2
Chapter 58: it so sad....changmin-ah...
yuki_21
#3
Chapter 58: This story is really good. I'm crying while reading some chapter.. Eventhough Changmin is not my bias but I really like your story line. It's just so sad that Changmin leave her alone :" I really love this story!!
Angelz0715 #4
Chapter 58: I'm crying a river!!! This is so good!!!
CinqLuna #5
hey~ make a story like this again. I really love it. for the nth time I read and it never get boring . It just so sad that changmin leave her alone ToT

I love this story so much ^^
hazel_marie13
#6
Chapter 58: new reader & subscriber :) just found this story of yours & I like it even though it's sad :( love how Changmin & Eunmi fall for each other & the friendship of DBSK. It was really sad that it ended Changmin being died just to save her but it just shows how much he loves her. this is really a heartbreaking story but it is also a wonderful story that it can be really happening in true life. And also those loved ones we lost may not be with us but the memories we had with them will always be remembered & stayed in our hearts just like what I had realized after losing some of my loved ones. continue on creating good stories like this :))
NoRaM-DCL #7
I'm crying ! How could the story end like this ? :'( Omg ... My eyes are red now :'/ Anyways , its a really good story ! I'm glad I read this :')