~Junsu~

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I saw Eunmi blinking her eyes all the time, still surprised after I revealed Changmin's secret

"You're not joking are you?" She whispered

"No" I said truthfully

"How.. do you know for sure?" She asked me

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~Flashback~

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As I was sitting with Yoochun on the couch waiting for our performance, suddenly the door flew open and Changmin entered, his eyes were wide as his cheek were red

No actually, his whole face was red

"Omo~~ What happened to you?" Yunho said

All of us stood up and looked at Changmin who was still at loss

"Changmin ah~~" JaeJoong called out but still no respond

We started to get worried and walked towards him

"Changmin ah~~" I said

"I kissed her" Changmin mumbled

"You what?" I asked

"I .. I.. Kissed her" Changmin said and looked up

"Nugu?" Yoochun asked

"Eunmi" Changmin said still dazed

I stared at him along with the others, shocked

"You kissed her? Like lips to lips?!" I asked

Changmin nodded

"Pabo what do you think?" Yoochun said and hit me on the head

Changmin sat down on the couch and after a few seconds he smiled by himself

"Okay, now you're freaking us out you know" Yunho said

Changmin laughed

"I kissed her. I did.. Chincharou" Changmin squeaked

I looked at JaeJoong

"I thought he didn't have feelings for her. How come he's so happy?" I asked

JaeJoong smirked

"You actually believed him? COme on, they're like spending time everyday, at school, after school. Meeting and doing things together all the time. And on the top of that, they're MARRIED. Junsu ah~~ I know that your IQ is low but I didn't know that it was that low" JaeJoong said

I gasped

"I'm smart!" I said

JaeJoong laughed

"Changmin ah~~" Yoochun called out as Changmin were still running around in the room happily

I was a bit surprised though. Changmin wasn't the type who was getting happy for nothing and seems like he was really happy for kissing her

I wonder how that felt like since I haven't been kissing any girl for the last years

"How come you kissed her?" Yunho asked

Changmin stopped his marathon-happy-lap and looked at us

"Hmm.. Mol la yo.. It kinda.. just happened" Changmin said a bit confused

"Just happened?" I asked

"I don't know. She was about to leave and suddenly, from nowhere, my arm just pulled her next to me and there she was, her lips against mine.." Changmin said

"WHoa.. So cool~~" Yoochun said

Changmin laughed

"I don't know if it's cool.. but I do feel nervous now. Even more nervous when i think about it and that she is in the audience" Changmin said happily

"You're going to do fine. Besides, we've rehearsed a lot already so no need to worry" JaeJoong said

"What was her reaction?" I asked curiously

Changmin quieten and looked at me

"I think.. she was surprised.. But so was I" Changmin mumbled

"You just left her there and walked away?" Yunho asked

Changmin looked at us with guilt

"Oops?" He said

We all started to laugh

When we had settled down Changmin gathered his senses and calmed himself down

"Talk to her later" Yunho said

"Talk?" Changmin said

"Or confess to her"

"Why should I confess?"

I laughed

"YAH.. You just kissed a girl and you're so happy about it that you could like, eat a whole elephant. It's pretty obvious that you're inlove with her" I said

Changmin looked at us

"Maybe.. I am.."

"No maybe here Dongsaeng~~ah. It's the truth. Believe it or not" Yoochun said in english and snapped his fingers playfully

We all smiled

"Just confess to her. So that she won't be confused and start acting weird around you araso?" Jaejoong said

Changmin nodded

"I will think of something" He smiled happily

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~End of Flashback~

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"You don't believe me?" I asked

Eunmi didn't answer

"I'm his hyung, been living with him for almost 6 years. Of course I know him" I said

She tilted her head to the side and watched me carefully

"Changmin may be cold on the outside but inside, he's really warm and really innocent. He cares and take care of others really well and I think his best side is his mature side. He knows a lot and thinks about everything beyond the surface. Whenever he talks about you, he's always happy and to tell you the truth everytime when he has been trying to reach you on the phone and you don't pick up, he gets frustrated for nothing and starts to worry.." I said

"Chincha?" Eunmi whispered

I nodded

"So I know that he do have feelings for you. I also know that you guys kissed tonight.. But the thing that I do not know is your feelings for him, how strong they are and how strong his feelings are for you" I said

"I don't know myself" Eunmi said

I looked up

"Then you better find out. Cause it's not good to hold it in"

"You got a point there"

"Yes.. I promise you, to not tell anyone, but one condition"

She looked at me

"When I cannot reach you, anywhere anytime.. wherever whenever.. if you don't leave me a message where you are, I think I'll consider that as an Ok for me to tell them" I said

"But.."

"No buts.. Look, we're your friends. We want the best for you.. I'm already helping you out now aren't I? I don't want to lie to my Hyung's Dongsaengs, my close friends and family. But for you I'll do it. For the sake of Changmin. I know that your intentions are good.." I said

Eunmi nodded

"Think about it.. If you tell him, he'll understand"

She didn't answer

"And your feelings.. Don't push yourself" I said

She nodded

"Gomawo Junsu~~ah"

"No probs. Let's go back in" i said

She nodded

We walked back to the entrance and in front of it, We saw an worried Changmin, JaeJoong and Eunhyuk looking at us

"THERE YOU ARE!!" CHangmin said with relief

I saw how Changmin instantly ran towards Eunmi and hugged her as Eunhyuk took the place next to me

"Did I miss something?" Eunhyuk whispered to me

I smirked

"Just some blind love" I whispered back

"Blind?" Eunhyuk asked

I nodded

"Both of them have feelings for each other but.. there to insecure to admit it" I said

"Oh.. in that way" Eunhyuk said

"But I think it'll be better soon" I said

Eunhyuk nodded

"It will"

"Let's go inside" JAeJoong said

We all made our way back to the party but I wasn't feeling for partying anymore

I looked at Eunmi as she was slowly walking with Changmin in front of me into the party again

She is waiting for a heart transplant. She is dying..

Changmin doesn't know. But I know..

Aigoo~~ What did I get myself into?

I stopped at the table and looked at Eunmi and Changmin who was out on the dancefloor, laughing

They were also holding hands..

I shook my head

"I secret I cannot tell.." I thought