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Within Me

~Eunmi~

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"Yoboseyo?"

"Yoboseyo? Eunmi~~ah .. It's Oppa"

"Oh.. Annyeong Oppa" I smiled

I was in my bedroom, looking at the dresses that I've taken out, wondering what I should wear for the concert and the after party tonight

"What are you doing?" Changmin asked

"Hmm.. nothing.. I'm trying to choose which dress I should wear for the night" I said

"Oh.. Chongmal? Don't think of that.. You're beautiful in anything that you wear"

I couldn't help but blush a little.

"You're not blushing are you?" I heard Changmin's playful voice say on the other line

"Aniya! WAE?!" I said

He laughed

"Just kidding. But I mean what I said" He said

"Stop.. you're embarrassing me" I squiled

He laughed

"Araso.. I need to prepare for the concer tnow. I'll see tonight.. Don't be late araso? I'll have someone coming to pick you up" CHangmin said

"Bwoh? Nugu?"

But I think he didn't hear my last sentence since he hung up

I closed the phone and sat down on the bed

After the dinner yesterday, I've been feeling very awkward whenever I talked to him. I was blushing a little bit more than I needed to and before, whenever he gave me a compliment I couldn't help but smile, but now, whenever he said something, I blushed so much and my heart skipped a few beats

I smiled to myself and lied down on the bed

"Otoke?!"

I looked at the clock to see that I had 2 hours to get ready

I stood up and looked down on the dresses

I decided to go with a snow white baby doll tube dress which was knee long and strapless. At the back there was a big coque and it was made of silk.

I picked black pumps to wear and I had curled my hair.

I used some mascara and some light eyeshadow as well.
When I was finished I looked at myself and spun around at least 3 times before thinking that I looked fine.

"I hope he likes the dress" I thought

Then I stared at myself.

Why was I even thinking about what he thought?! I should just wear what I find comfortable right?

I laughed

"I'm so ridiculous" I said

I sprayed some perfume and soon I heard the doorbell ring

"oh.. Already?" I mumbled

I hurried to the front door and shouted

"Nuguseyo?"

"Annyeong Haseo. Micky Yoochun's dongsaeng Ricky Imnida~~ I'm here to pick you up" I heard the voice say

"Oh.. His brother?" I mumbled

I unlocked the door and saw Ricky in a black jeans with white sneakers. A v neck sweater and a black scarf. He looked really handsome

"Annyeong haseo. Eunmi Imnida~~" I bowed

He smiled

"No need to be formal. Are you ready?" He asked

I nodded

"Just a minute!"

I ran back to my bedroom and grabbed my bracelet and put on my shoes before hurrying to the front door

"You look very beautiful" He said

I smiled

"Kamsa Hamneeda"

He laughed

"Kah Ja"

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~Changmin~

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I was sitting backstage and getting my hair fixed as JaeJoong, Junsu and Micky were warming up. Yunho was changing clothes and I saw girls running back and forth. Everyone looked stressed and some even had a hard time to focuse

When i was finished I joined the members and started to warm up and after a few minutes Yunho came as well

After 20 minutes of warming up we sat down and drank some water.

"It'll begin in 5 minutes" I heard a girl say.

"Where are they?" Micky said

"Bwoh?" I asked

"Ricky .."

"He's probably picking Eunmi up" I said

"Yes.. but he said he would come and wish us good look before it started"

"Hyung.. you'll see them in the audience later. They're sitting pretty close tot he stage aren't they?" I said

"Dae~~ Eunhyuk and the other guys are here" Junsu smiled

"Chongmal?" I asked

He nodded

"He just textmessaged me. Even Junho is here" Junsu squeaked

I laughed

"I guess this is going to be a great concert" JaeJoong smiled

"I can't wait to the afterparty!" Yunho laughed

*Knock Knock

I looked up to see Ricky enter with a huge grin on his face

"YAH!! I thought you weren't coming!!" Yoochun yelled

Ricky laughed

"Mianhe~~"

I stood up along with the other members but I didn't see Eunmi anywhere

"Hey Ricky.. Where's Eunmi?" I asked

He smiled

"She's coming"

"Oh.. Where did she go?" I asked

"Mol la yo.."

Suddenly I heard someone enter and when I looked up I saw Eunmi looking around shyly and very confused

I instantly locked my gaze at her as she captured my eyes and made me drown in hear beauty.

She was wearing a white dress, tube in some kind of way and her hair was a little bit curly.

Seriously, She took my breath away for at least 5 minutes

"YAH! CHANGMIN AH!!"

I woke up from my daze and saw JaeJoong grinning widely along with Yunho

"Gwenchana?" They laughed

I looked at Eunmi who was blushing and looking at the ground

I started to feel embarrassed and laughed

"Uhm.. I'm fine.."

"Chincha? You look like you're drooling at least 5 Litres" JaeJoong teased

"YAH!!"

We all started to laugh

She then walked slowly towards me and smiled

"Hope you will do well and don't fall araso?" she said

I smiled

"I won't embarrass you. Don't worry" I said

She nodded happily

Suddenly I followed her gestures as her hands approached my face. Suddenly she started to fix my clothes, my shirts collar and she dusted off some dust on my black jacket

I couldn't take my eyes off her as she did that and I had to admit it, I liked it.

"There.. now you're very handsome" She smiled

I looked at her

"Gomawo"

She nodded

"Do your best araso?" She said and looked at me

I nodded

"Thanks for coming"

"Of course.. It's Nam Pyeon. I have to .. Have to be a supporting and reliable wife right?" She smiled

I chuckled

"Dae~~"

"Do your best."

"I will. I'll be waiting for you afterwards"

"I have to go now. We're going to find our seats" She said

"I'll walk you to the door"

I followed her outside the backstage room and down the hall and to the auditorium's stair. I could hear a lot of people talking and I sneek peeked a little behind the black curtain to see the whole auditorium full.

"Whoa.. It's really a lot of people" I whispered

"Yeh~~ .. I guess this is a big event huh?"

"Dae~~ It's fun. I think everybody is looking forward to this most before the winter vacation starts" I said

"Well.. I'm looking forward to it too. I heard there is someone who is going to act and such as well" She said

I nodded

"It's from the movie A Moment To Remember"

"Oh.. Chincha? Whooa"

I chuckled

The lights went off and the stage was getting ready. Smoke and some Lights were on already

I walked down from the stage and smiled at her

"Good Luck" She smiled

I looked into her tender eyes as she was watching me with consideration.

My heart skipped a few beats as I looked at her

She then out of nowhere, caressed my cheek and smiled

"I'll be waiting for you later araso?"

I nodded

She gave me a hug and I hugged her back and just for a few seconds, I was wishing that she could've hugged me a little longer

She then pulled away and was about to let go of my hand when I suddenly pulled her into kiss

It wasn't by accident or so, but somehow my reflexes just started to move and it just happened to be this time

Our lips met as I felt her lips, tremble a little bit, shocked by the sudden move

I don't know if I should consider it as a response or anything but I pulled away, a bit surprised at myself and also because I had to go

"I'll.. I'll.. see you"

I ran back to the members and left her there, still surprised and stunned

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~Eunmi~

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During the whole winter concert, I couldn't concentrate on the music, the acting or dancing. It was hard.

I was sitting with Ricky and some of the guys I think called Super Junior in the front.

I was nervous and I had butterflies in my stomach. The scene of him pulling me into a kiss kept replaying in my head all the time and it just wouldn't stop. I didn't know why and I didn't know how, but the warmth from the kiss refused to leave my heart and my face.

"And now... at last.. ladies and gentlemen. The last performance for the night. They've been performing every winter concert and it's a great pleasure to have them here once again. Of course, it's a tradition isn't it? Let's welcome Dong Bang Shin Gi"

Suddenly the whole auditorium went crazy, especially the girls. I guess this was the only time when the girls could look at them without having them think that they're idiots.

I saw Changmin walking on stage with a bright smile and soon the first tune to their song was played

I watched him singing right after JaeJoong as his gaze were locked on the audience. I was surprised. I had never in my life seen Changmin so passionate, so emotional or even showing this side of him..

He looked sad.. and hurt

I was dragged and was fell into their song and their performance. Their facial expressions was unbelievable.

The funny side of them was blown away and replaced with charismatic looks and passionate singing

I kept looking at Changmin, dazed and amazed by his appearance.

Suddenly when the bridge came and Xiah was singing, it was his turn to sing. Our eyes met as he kept looking at me, he sang the line with compassion and love.

During the last minute of the song we kept looking at each other and he didn't look away. His eyes were just on me and we had eye contact all the time

When the song finally finished, and the guys finished it with an echoing vibrating sound, that was fading away the whole audience stood up and shouted, whistled and screamed encore.

I stood up as well and watched him transform into the funny, shy, kind Changmin. I saw him waving at the audience, bow and then leaving the stage slowly with s

"Kah Ja" The guy named Eunhyuk smiled at me

I nodded

I followed the group of SuJu members and Ricky and the rest of the friends that the guys had invited and went backstage. I guess the rest of the people were on their way to the after party .

I didn't run into the room when everyone entered and shouted and screamed well done.

I waited until everyone had entered and from the corner I saw Changmin hugging the guy named Kyuhyun and they both were smiling happily

He has changed.

He wasn't the cold Changmin anymore.

Not the Changmin I first met, instead, he was the Oppa that I had unconsciously fallen in love with during this period of time while working with this project.

I watched him as he laughed and hugged, high fived and was being congratulated by all his hyungs

I smiled

He's been caring and he really did care about me didn't he?

I started to feel emotional as tears were starting to form in my eyes

Tears of joy

never in my life have I imagined, to come to this town and then find and meet someone who cares about me.

He took care of me while I was sick, he was my umbrella during the rain.

he was the one who was cheering me up and also the one who protected me from the bunch of girls who was threatening me

I smiled

Everything just seems to fall on their right place didn't it?

I Eunmi Park.. had fallen in love with Choikang Changmin ..

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cmacchiato #1
Chapter 58: I just came across this and I'm crying a river in midnight
naznew #2
Chapter 58: it so sad....changmin-ah...
yuki_21
#3
Chapter 58: This story is really good. I'm crying while reading some chapter.. Eventhough Changmin is not my bias but I really like your story line. It's just so sad that Changmin leave her alone :" I really love this story!!
Angelz0715 #4
Chapter 58: I'm crying a river!!! This is so good!!!
CinqLuna #5
hey~ make a story like this again. I really love it. for the nth time I read and it never get boring . It just so sad that changmin leave her alone ToT

I love this story so much ^^
hazel_marie13
#6
Chapter 58: new reader & subscriber :) just found this story of yours & I like it even though it's sad :( love how Changmin & Eunmi fall for each other & the friendship of DBSK. It was really sad that it ended Changmin being died just to save her but it just shows how much he loves her. this is really a heartbreaking story but it is also a wonderful story that it can be really happening in true life. And also those loved ones we lost may not be with us but the memories we had with them will always be remembered & stayed in our hearts just like what I had realized after losing some of my loved ones. continue on creating good stories like this :))
NoRaM-DCL #7
I'm crying ! How could the story end like this ? :'( Omg ... My eyes are red now :'/ Anyways , its a really good story ! I'm glad I read this :')