~Junsu~

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As soon as Changmin had left us, I burst out into tears and the members ran over to me instantly and started to comfort me

I couldn't hold it back and my chest started to hurt even more as I cried more

"Yah Uljima.. Dongsaeng Ah~~" Yunho sobbed

JAeJoong and Yoochun cried as well and we all just couldn't hold it back

"She's dying hyung.. she's only.. 18.." I sobbed

I kept coughing as I cried and the members tried to stay calm

"She doesn't have much time left and she becomes weaker all the time.. Otoke?" I cried

"This is not fair.." JaeJoong sobbed

"It's unfair.. to Changmin and Eunmi.." Yoochun said

"What did she say when you saw her earlier?" JaeJoong said and wiped away his tears

"That she misses him.. and maybe that this was better off like this.. That it's better to separate like this.. Somehow, I got the feeling that she was telling me that she's gonna die anyway and that Changmin shouldn't be a part of it" I said

"I can't believe this.." Yunho sobbed

I wiped away my tears and breathed slowly

"She's so sweet.. What can she have possibly done to deserve this?" I asked

"Nothing.. that's the problem.. nothing" JaeJoong said

Suddenly Yoochun stood up and pulled all of us up

"Kah Ja"

"Odeyo?" I asked

"To Eunmi of course. I have to see her.. I know that Changmin and she needs some time right now but I have to see her.." Yoochun said

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~Eunmi~

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Someone was banging at the door and I started to get scared. No one has ever knocked on the door like that. It became all more fierce since it took me time to go to the door and open it.

When the door flew open the guy just took me into his arms. He was hugging me tightly and his grip told me that he didn't want to let me go

I could hear sobbing and I could feel him shaking.

I recognized the scent and I instantly knew that it was Changmin

Slowly I wrapped my arms around him as I felt the tears coming up again

"I'm so sorry.. I'm so sorry" He cried

He kissed me on my forehead and neck and buried himself in my hair as he was repeating over and over that he was sorry

I started to cry and hugged him more tightly and I felt his grip around me hardened

He lifted me up to his height as I put my arms around his neck and inhaled his scent. He kept mumbling that he was sorry making me cry even more

For a few minutes we just stood there, cried our hearts out and not doing anything

He then let me down on the floor and smiled at me as he wiped away the tears from my cheeks

"I overreacted.. I'm so sorry.. I'm so sorry"

I shook my head and kissed him

"It's ok.. It's ok.." I whispered with relief

He kissed me again and hugged me tightly

"I was scared.. I was scared.. Please forgive me.." He kept mumbling

I hugged him and was just letting myself inhale his scent as he was holding me. He kept kissing me on my forehead and was smelling my perfume.

"I missed you" I whispered

"I'm so sorry Eunmi.." He said

I pulled away and looked at him. I took his hand and with my right hand I softly caressed his cheek

"It's ok.. It's ok.." I whispered

He then planted a kiss on my lips again and took me into his arms. I guess this reunion was way too emotional for us. He didn't want to let me go and I felt him inhaling my scent as he was burying his face into my hair and my neck

"I missed you.." He whispered

"EUNMI!"

I looked up to see Yunho, Yoochun, Junsu and JaeJoong standing behind him.
Changmin spun around while holding me next to him as the other guys ran to me and gave me a hug.

I guess Junsu told them and all of them looked like they had been through something horrible. Their faces were all swollen and they were red, just like me and Changmin

"You're ok?" Yoochun asked

I nodded

"I'm fine.." I whispered

"Eunmi.. " JaeJoong said and hugged me

I smiled at him and gave him a hug and then Yunho. And then, last but not least, Junsu. He was crying hardly as he looked at me

Suddenly Changmin let go of me and walked towards Junsu.

For a few seconds they were just standing there, face to face not uttering a word and then they hugged each other tightly

"Thanks Hyung" Changmin mumbled

"Yeongwonhi" Junsu said

I smiled at them as the tears kept falling.
Changmin let go of Junsu and Junsu roughed his hair playfully. At that moment I realized why I was so grateful to life.

Because i have Changmin in my life. My family.. the members..

Suddenly out of nowhere a pain attacked my chest and I inhaled a deep breath. I felt my knees getting weaker as well and my heart started to get dizzy. The blurry picture of Changmin smiling at Junsu was the last thing I saw

"EUNMI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

The guys voices echoed inside my head before everything went black

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~Changmin~

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I was waiting at the hospital, along with the members as Eunmi was getting examined. I had called her parents as well and they were on their way

"Changmin... sit down.." Junsu said

I shook my head

"I can't.. Aren't they finished soon?!" I groaned as a tear fell

The frustration was taking over and the fear of what was waiting ahead, the news was even more terrifying.

We had already been here for 30 minutes and still no sign of a doctor or a nurse that came from Eunmi's room.

After she collapsed, I felt my heart race. The time was ticking away and the headache that I was having at the moment didn't mean anything. The pain inside of my head didn't mean anything.

If Eunmi is fine then I'm fine.

"Changmin..!!"

I looked up to see Eunmi's parents running towards me

She instantly gave me a hug and Eunmi's father just tapped me on my shoulder

Eunmi's mother even wiped away the tears that I was shedding

"Thank you dear" She said and hugged me again

I couldn't help but admire their strength. How could they keep up the mood when Eunmi was fighting for her life in there?

They also greeted the members and I couldn't help but feel a bit safe. They were here and they were going through the exact same thing that I was feeling now..

Suddenly the doors opened and a doctor stepped out with a nurse

"DOCTOR!!" JAeJoong shouted and all of us ran towards them

She looked at us

"Oh.. Eunmi's family and friends?" She asked

I nodded and so did everyone else

"How's my daughter?!" Mrs Park said

I was enfolding my fists as I waited for her answer

"She came in here in time so it's stably at the moment. She's breathing with an oxygen mask and when she wakes up she can take it off if she wants too but it helps her to breathe a bit better.." The doctor said

"But she's gonna be alright.. right doctor?" I asked anxiously

She sighed

"It's very difficult to say at the moment.. her condition has gotten worse.. and I'm afraid that as the time keeps passing her heart won't be able to make it. I'm right now searching allover the world for a heart for her..."

I swallowed

"How.. long?" I whispered

She looked at her papers and then at us again

"About 2 months.. left" She said

After that the doctor left and everyone entered the room except me

I sat down on the bench and covered my face. This isn't happening right? 2 months..

Just 2 months..

"NO!!!!!!!" I shouted angrily and hit the wall

"You know you can get hurt"

The voice came from a girl who was standing with a flower in her hand looking at me a bit awkwardly

"I know.." I said

"Then don't hurt yourself.."

I nodded and calm myself down.

I bended down onto the girl's height

"What's your name?" I said

"Yoona Imnida~~"

"Oh.. Changmin" I said

She nodded

"This is Eunmi's room right?"

I froze

"Nae~~.. How do you know?"

She smiled

"I've been waiting everyday for Eunmi Unni to come back to the hospital since I wanted to give this flower to her. I'm getting out of the hospital today and I wanted to say thank you.. She really is an angel from heaven above" She said

"Oh.... She's been playing with you and keeping you company?" I asked softly and wiped away my tears

She shook her head

"She gave me the heart.. She was actually having the heart transplant before me but then she came into my room and gave it to me instead.. I'm very thankful.. and I will always be thankful to her. Mom says that she's an angel.." She said

I froze. I stared at the girl and then at the room

"She gave her heart to you? So she had a heart available?" I stuttered

Yoona nodded

"Nae~~"

I was at loss and speechless..

"Please give this to her. I have to go . Omma and Appa is waiting.."

She handed me the flower and ran away

I looked at the flower and then at the room

The members suddenly stepped outside and so did her parents. I guess they were letting me having some minutes with her by myself

I entered the room with the flower in my hand and sat down on the chair to the left of her bed

The machine kept beating for each heartbeat and I could hear her breathe through the oxygen mask.

She looked so sick.. so .. breakable.. so .. weak

I couldn't hold back my tears

I grabbed her hand and squeezed it lightly. She had a heart available but she gave it to Yoona.. The young girl..

I shook my head in frustration.

In her left hand I put the flower and the right hand, I was holding it with both of my hands

I kissed her hand but then i burst out into tears and I was crying harder than before.

"Why do you have to be an angel Eunmi?.." I whispered

She didn't answer

"Why.. did you have to give your heart away?" I whispered again

I know that I was being selfish.. but.. just the thought of that she had given up the heart for a girl who was younger than her, made me change my whole opinion about her

I hadn't fallen inlove with an ordinary girl

I had fallen in love with an Angel..

Angel that at the moment.. seems to prepare herself to return to heaven ..