~Eunmi~

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The Christmas eve was going on smoothly and the whole family was gathered together. I was happy and everything was fine except one thing

I was missing Changmin like crazy

Sometimes I kind of lost touch with the reality and was having fun in my own world until Gran or someone called me and I instantly was dragged back to the reality

The family was smiling happily and no one was sad at all.

I guess Mom and dad hadn't told anyone about my condition yet which was good. I guess everyone's going to wait after the Christmas or new year

I kept looking at the clock all the time and I don't even know why.

But somehow I just wanted the time to pass quickly so that I could see Changmin and be in his arms again

As we were sitting at the diningtable, eating all the dishes that mom and Gran had cooked all day long, everyone was singing and joking around

I wonder what Changmin is doing with his family now

Are they eating? Singing like we're doing?

"Eunmi?"

"Eunmi?"

Or were they out on a restaurant eating?

"EUNMI???!!"

I woke up from my daze as Gran looked at me smilingly

"Oh Nae~~" I smiled

"Always in your own world. Missing him aren't you?" Gran smiled

I blushed and didn't answer

She started to laugh and so did Mom and dad

The rest of the family was just looking at me and smiled brightly

"He's a very appropriate young man. You've found yourself a very good guy" Gran said and drank some water

I chuckled

"Do we really need to talk about this now?"

Gran nodded

"Of course! The whole family is here so why don't you just talk with us about him? We should consider him as family in a few months !" Gran teased

"ANIYA! We're just students.. We're just dating"

"And dating can always lead to another place right?" Auntie said and winked at me

I covered my face in embarrassment

"STop it" I whined

Everyone started to laugh

"Is he coming for the New Year party?" Uncle asked

I shrugged

"I haven't asked him yet.."

"Bwoh?"

"Wae?" Mom asked

"I kind of .. forgot it.. I'll ask him tomorrow" I said

Mom chuckled

"You two are so adorable together" Gran smiled

I rolled my eyes

"Mom was right then. Changmin has been the hottest topic among you ahjummas right Gran?" I asked

Gran smiled innocently

"Well.. it's ok right?" Gran laughed

I smiled

"Seems like you like him more than I do" I teased

Gran winked

"That's impossible sweetheart"

After the dinner everyone started to clean the table to take out the deserts.

My small cousins were playing with their new toys they had received for Christmas

But I was sitting on the couch watching the open fire place as I was holding my cellphone

I opened the phone to see the picture I took of him while he was sleeping

At the moment, I just couldn't describe how much I was missing him..

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~Changmin~

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As mom and Granny was cleaning the table, dad was talking to Grandfather and the uncles.

I was sitting on the floor with my sisters and cousins as we were playing with them

Or shall i say my sisters were.

My thoughts were somewhere else

I had been thinking about Eunmi all day and even at Christmas Eve I couldn't enjoy myself since I knew that something was missing.

She was missing..
Right next to me and it was hard to be away from her..

I sighed

I knew I had my cellphone in my pocket but it wouldn't be so good if I called her now right? They were celebrating Christmas like my family was but still..

I just wanted to hear her voice

Just for a second..

Is that too much to ask for or is it selfish?

I maybe should leave her alone..

We were spending all our freetime together. She might needed some space and spend some time with her family. I don't want to be a stalker..

But it's complete normal to miss her right?

"Oppa?"

I mean.. We're together..

"OPPA?!"

I woke up from my daze and looked at my sister who smirked at me

"What are you thinking about ?" She asked

"Nothing" I said

"Right.. why were you smiling for yourself then?" SHe said and rolled her eyes

I gasped

"I did?"

"oh yes and believe me.. you just looked creepy.." She said

I chuckled in embarrassment

"You have a girlfriend don't you?" My other sister asked

I shook my head

"Aniya"

"Kohjidmal!"

I hit her lightly on her arm

"I do not!" I said

"If you don't tell me the truth I'll tell mom" She teased

"ALRIGHT ALRIGHT!" I said

She smirked proudly

"Nugu?" She said and folded her arms

"Her name is Eunmi.."

"Oh.. Is she pretty?"

"OF COURSE!" I said and glared at her

She laughed

"Can we meet her soon?"

"Wae?"

"Well.. you've never had a girlfriend before and it's a bit exciting so I want to meet her"

"Me too" My other sister said

I rolled my eyes

"Maybe soon.. Not yet" I said

They smiled

"How's she like?" My sister asked and lied down on the floor

I shrugged

"Sweet.. caring.. Kind hearted" I said

"Come on! Details oppa!"

I laughed

"She's.. one of a kind.. and she's.. really.. special.. I've never met anyone who's so caring.."

"How did you guys meet?"

"The hallway at school.. She made me drop my lunch and I was pretty annoyed then but she didn't get upset and instead she made me new lunch which I didn't accept but then she just left it there and walked away smilingly"

"Whoa she seems so sweet" My sister said

I nodded

"Indeed"

"Do you miss her?"

"YAH! Why are you asking me these questions?!" I laughed

THey smiled

"We just want you to be happy.. that's all.. besides.. when you were in your own world of thoughts . It looked like you were thinking about her and missed her" My sister said

I shrugged

"I guess I do.."

"Call her then!"

"Now?" I asked

They nodded

"But it's Christmas. She's might celebrating with her family and is busy" I said

They groaned

"Just do it!"

Somehow I just started to get nervous which I didn't have to but for no reason I was

I rolled my eyes

I took out my cellphone and opened it

"You guys sure?" I asked still anxious

They laughed

"Oppa you're 20! You're asking us about advices ? Come on!" They started to laugh

I glared at them and stood up and walked away into a room where I could talk to her in private

I hesitated at first but then i pressed the button and the signals were heard through the phone

"Yoboseyo?"

"Yoboseyo?"

"Oppa?"

"Uhm.. Nae~"

"Just a minute ok?"

I heard some noises and a lot of voices and suddenly it was quiet

"I'm here" She said

"Hey.. how's everything?" I asked

"Everything's fine.. The family is really happy and such.. How about you?"

"I met dad and mom .. and the rest of the family.. My sisters as well.. It's been awhile" I said

"Oh.. you missed them?" She asked

"Nae~~"

"My family just talked about you"

"Oh chincha? My sister talked about you" I laughed

"Chincha? Wae?"

"THey want to meet you" I said

"Oh.. " She giggled

I sighed

How I just missed seeing her giggle at the moment

"What are you doing Oppa?"

"Nothing.. sitting in a room talking to you.."

"Oh.. me too"

"I shouldn't have called actually.. but I just needed to hear your voice" I confessed

I heard her breath through the phone

"Me too.. I was hesitating about calling you to tell you the truth.." She confessed

"Oh you did?" I asked

"Nae~~.. Bogoshipoyo" She whispered

I could feel happiness running through my body

"Oppa too.."

"Somehow I'm just waiting for the time to pass so that I could see you.. Selfish huh?" She laughed

I laughed too

"Me too.. But it's ok.. We'll be seeing each other tomorrow" I said

"Nae~~.."

"Sorry for disturbing your Christmas Celebration with your family" I said

"Gwenchana.. I wanted to call you too.." She said

"Then we're both Guilty huh?"

She laughed

"Oppa.. I have something to ask you"

"Hm... Araso"

"Mom invited you and the guys for the New Year's party. If you don't have anything planned that night.. then join us.. " She said

I chuckled

"I'd love too.. I'll ask the members as well"

"Oh araso"

I heard her happiness which made me even more happier

"I think.. I have to go now" She said

I sighed

"Araso.. I'll see you"

"Nae~~"

We both hung up and I closed the phone and stared at it

"Whoooooooooooooooooooooooaaaaaa SO ROMANTIC!!"

I looked at the door to see both of my sisters squiling

I rolled my eyes

"She really misses you doesn't she?!" They asked excitedly

I smiled in embarrassment

"You really have to bring her home soon Oppa!" My sister said

I nodded

"I will.."

"You're so inlove" SHe said

I rolled my eyes

"Have you told her that you loved her yet?" My sister asked

I shook my head

"I think it's too soon" I said

"But if that is how you feel you should tell her. You're just falling deeper and deeper.. it's so romantic!" My sister said

I rolled my eyes

"KIDS!! WHERE ARE YOU?!?!?!"

We heard mom calling us so we stood up and made our way back to the livingroom

I sat down on the couch and looked at the tv screen as mom was showing memories of all the kids in the whole family on the video tape.

But I wasn't concentrating on it

My sister's voice was echoing inside my head

Did I love her?

I knew that I liked her.. ALOT..but..
But that's a strong word..

A really strong one..

I sighed

Not yet..

It's too early..

I didn't want to scare her .. But i knew myself that my feelind was strong.. really strong..

I opened my cellphone and saw the picture of her while she was sleeping

All of our memories was being played inside my mind. The first kiss, when I hugged her in the rain. The library when I asked her to be my partner.. Our wedding notification.. Our first date.. and our Christmas together..

I sighed

"Eunmi~~ah.. Is it really too early to say that I love you?" I whispered to myself