You Dork

Within Me

~Eunmi~

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After the dinner, everyone decided to watch a movie so Changmin persuaded me to stay longer and that he would walk me home later.

I turned my phone on vibration and sat down on the couch with Changmin next to me. I was sitting at the edge. JaeJoong was sitting on the other couch with Yunho while Yoochun and Junsu took out an mattress and sat down in front of us

"No scary movies. No thrillers or anything araso?" I said

They all laughed

"Let's watch a drama" I smiled

"Drama?" Jaejoong asked

I nodded

"I don't want too.. I'm not really in the mood for crying" JaeJoong whined

Changmin chuckled

"How about a cartoon then ?" Changmin smiled

"Cartoon?" I said

"I'm up for it!!" JUnsu squeaked happily

He instantly took out some kind of movie and gave it to me

I started to laugh

"WAE?!!?" Junsu said a bit embarrassed

I couldn't stop laugh

"You've got to be kidding!!" I laughed even harder

he looked at me

"What? It's really good!" Junsu said stubbornly

"Let me see!" Yunho said

I handed him the movie as Yunho started to laugh as well

"JUNSU AH~~ GROW UP!!!!!!"

"ANIYA!!"

"You can't be serious. POKÉMON?!" I said

Suddenly everyone started to laugh and Junsu folded his arms

"It's the latest. Haven't seen it yet" He said

I laughed

"Let's watch something else. How about the Baby and Me?" I said

"OH! I want to see it!" Yoochun said

"Not me.. " JaeJoong said

Yunho shook his head

"I'm with Buin"

I looked at Changmin

"Oppa?" I smiled

He sighed

"Sorry Hyung. I'm with Buin" Changmin said

I squeaked happily

Then everyone turned to Junsu

He shook his head

"I'm still in for the latest Pokémon movie" He said stubbornly

"We win!" Yoochun smiled

JaeJoong and Yunho agreed then and Yoochun went to the kitchen with JaeJoong to get some popcorn, snacks and drinks while Junsu prepared the movie. Changmin turned off the lights and Yunho.. well.. he just sat there comfortably

Finally, we started the movie and watched it happily as I was having the bowl with popcorn on my lap

After about 20 minutes I felt something behind me and I looked back to see it was Changmin's arm

I looked at his face as he was watching the movie. He was pretending like it was nothing.

I smiled to myself and the happiness inside of me made me nervous

Then I felt his fingers play with my hair and it tickled.

It felt good though

I gave the bowl with Popcorn to Junsu who was practically staring at the screen as he was eating.

I leaned onto Changmin's shoulder and then I felt his arm wrap around my shoulders

"OH THE BABY IS SO CUTE!!" JaeJoong said

I laughed

"I agree.. So adorable!" I said

I sat up and was about to take my glass with water when i suddenly felt something curl into a ball inside of my chest. It made me stop breathing and caused me to spill the water on the floor

"IIIIH!!" Junsu whined

I held onto the edge of the table as I tried to calm myself down

It was another cramp coming

I tried to stay calm

"Eunmi?" Changmin asked me worriedly and leaned forward

I smiled

"I'm fine.. " I said

"You sure?" Changmin asked

Yoochun paused the movie and everyone looked at me

Junsu cleaned up the water that I had spilled and looked at me

I leaned back onto the couch and nodded

"My fingers slipper I think" I smiled while controlling my breath

I looked at yoochun and nodded

He the movie again and everyone sat back and looked at the movie again

Then it came again. I just closed my eyes while tied my hand into a fist trying to work against the pain

But then it just became worse.

I took a deep breath

"I'll be back. Keep watching. Just going to the bathroom" I said trying to not sound exhausted

"You sure? We can wait" Changmin said and looked at me concerned

I forced a smile on my face

"I've seen it already. But I wanted to see it again. I'll be back in a minute" I said and walked to the bathroom. I the lights and locked the door and fell onto the floor

Another cramp was coming and I tried to not panic

"Don't panic" I kept thinking

It felt as if someone was pushed me from the side, trying to make my chest smaller into a ball and it was painful. It felt like someone was strangling me since I could hardly breathe

"Eunmi?"

I recognized Junsu's voice

"Eunmi.. It's Junsu.. are you in there?" He whispered

Probably he must have gone after me

I couldn't take it anymore. I started to sweat as I heard my own heart beat. It was beating really fast

I tried to open the door but it was impossible

"I can'.. t.. ..t.. op p p pen" I said exhausted

My mind was getting dizzy as I felt how I became more tired and exhausted

It was taking all of my energy

Suddenly the door flew up and Junsu flew down right next to me

"Eunmi.. What's happening?" He asked worriedly

"Cramp.. heart.." i breathed

he stared at me

" We have to call an ambulance" he said

I shook my head

"Changmin.. cannot.. see .. me.. like.. this" I breathed

"What?" He said

"He.. can't.. not yet" he breathed

I rolled my eyes

"What's the point? you're dating he deserves to know!" Junsu said

I shook my head

"Not yet..not like this.." I breathed

Junsu closed the door and took a towel and put it under the hot water and put it on my face. I felt how my body slowly started to relax and my mind was calming down as well.

The cramp was about to subside

"In and out.. deeply.." He whispered

I did what he told me to do and soon, It was all gone

"I have to go back. I said I was getting a jumper.. But in fact I was checking up on you.. You sure you're ok?"

I nodded

"Go back before they'll get suspicious. I'll just tell Changmin I took one of his sweaters since I was cold.." I breathed

He nodded

Before going out he looked at me and took a deep breath

I closed my eyes and tried to stand up

I held onto the zink and the water and started to freshen up

I didn't dare to look at myself.. it was already horrible to know that Junsu saw me like this..

After I cleaned myself up, I walked slowly out of the bathroom, and headed towards Changmin's bedroom

I held onto everything I saw, since I couldn't stand up straight because I was afraid it might hurt again

I entered his bedroom which was really clean and smelled really.. him..

I closde the door behind and went to his closet. I took a black sweater and put it on me as I felt his scent wrap around me

I lied down on his bed and closed my eyes while trying to breathe

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~Changmin~

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Junsu Hyung came back with a sweater and sat down to watch the movie again

I looked around and waited for Eunmi, for her to appear but she didn't come. She had already been gone for 20 minutes

"Where is she?" I asked

"Mollah.. Go and check" JaeJoong said

"Hyung... did you see her on your way back?" I asked Junsu

He shook his head

"Aniya.."

Worriedly I stood up and walked off to the bathroom.

"Eunmi?"

I opened the door but it was plain dark and i looked around but there was no sign of her.

"Bwoh?.. Awkward.." I said

I took off and walked around in the hallway and soon I was in front of my bedroom

I opened the door slightly and my eyes landed on Eunmi who was lying on my bed, with my black sweater and looks like she was resting

I leaned my head onto the door entrance as my hand was still on the doorknob

I smiled

"You're tired huh?" I whispered

I saw her breathing slowly as she was lying there

I walked towards her and decided to tuck her in

She didn't wake up and I guess she didn't notice that I was tucking her in.

After I was done, i lightened the candles on my desk and I saw her reflection on the wall

I looked at her and caressed her cheek as I was watching her

She really did look tired. But why didn't she just tell me that she was going to bed?

I chuckled

"You dork.." I said and kissed her on the forehead

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cmacchiato #1
Chapter 58: I just came across this and I'm crying a river in midnight
naznew #2
Chapter 58: it so sad....changmin-ah...
yuki_21
#3
Chapter 58: This story is really good. I'm crying while reading some chapter.. Eventhough Changmin is not my bias but I really like your story line. It's just so sad that Changmin leave her alone :" I really love this story!!
Angelz0715 #4
Chapter 58: I'm crying a river!!! This is so good!!!
CinqLuna #5
hey~ make a story like this again. I really love it. for the nth time I read and it never get boring . It just so sad that changmin leave her alone ToT

I love this story so much ^^
hazel_marie13
#6
Chapter 58: new reader & subscriber :) just found this story of yours & I like it even though it's sad :( love how Changmin & Eunmi fall for each other & the friendship of DBSK. It was really sad that it ended Changmin being died just to save her but it just shows how much he loves her. this is really a heartbreaking story but it is also a wonderful story that it can be really happening in true life. And also those loved ones we lost may not be with us but the memories we had with them will always be remembered & stayed in our hearts just like what I had realized after losing some of my loved ones. continue on creating good stories like this :))
NoRaM-DCL #7
I'm crying ! How could the story end like this ? :'( Omg ... My eyes are red now :'/ Anyways , its a really good story ! I'm glad I read this :')