~Eunmi~

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*Thump thump

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My heart is still beating..

Somehow.. I .. heard it louder.. beating louder than it used to beat..

It was dark, no light.. stream.. anything were to be seen

"Hello?"

My voice echoed in the plain dark room that I was in. I looked around, blinked my eyes several times but all I could see was still darkness

"Hello?"

No answer

"Somebody there?"

I walked towards, or I think I was. My feet were moving but I didn't know where. It was too dark to see and I felt like i was blind

"Hello?"

Suddenly out of nowhere I was hit in the chest

I fell onto the ground and started to breathe heavier

It was hurting. Like someone were taking a knife, cutting a line allover my chest

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!"

It started to hurt more and I felt my shirt getting soaked and wet

"LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" I started to shout

My heart, it was beating.. Faster and faster

My whole shirt was soaked .. I think it was because of my blood. Suddenly I felt something stirring up inside of me and I stopped breathing.. My heart.. it..

NO!!

"LEAVE ME ALONE!!!"

"Eunmi!!"

"NO LEAVE ME ALONE!!"

"EUNMI!!"

"EUNMI!!"

I was locked in somebody's embrace. I opened my eyes and was looking around in panic

It was bright and the sun were shining in. I recognized the shelf, the tv.. the ceiling.. the books.. The livingroom

my livingroom

I inhaled oxygen, tried to get all the air that I could take in and inhaled it deeply

I looked around, frustrated...

"Eunmi.. You're here... It was just a nightmare"

I looked p to see Changmin looking down on me

He was watching me carefully, trying to calm me down

"I'm.." I stammered

My eyes flicked around as I tried to assure myself that I was here. I was still here.. I was breathing and no one.. was trying to kill me..

My heart..

With my right hand put it right where my heart was beating.. It was beating slower and it was calm..

"I'm.." i stammered

"You're safe.. I'm here.. You're in your collegeroom.. It's alright"

I looked up to see Changmin still watching me very carefully

When he thought that I was calm he slowly unlocked me from his embrace and looked at me

"Gwenchana?"

I looked down on myself. I wasn't bleeding..

"I' ..I' m mm m .. Fine" I stuttered

He my hair back and pattered my cheek

"It was just a nightmare.. You're fine.. and you're safe" He said softly

I nodded and leaned back at him and rested my chest on his. He slowly put his arms around me, keeping me safe and giving me the feeling that he wasn't going to abandon me

Not yet..

"It was horrible.." I whispered

"Shhh.. You're safe.." He comforted

A tear fell..

"Are you crying?" I heard Changmin say after a few minutes

"No" I said with a thick voice

I heard him chuckle

"Don't lie.. I can hear you. I'm not stupid"

I laughed quietly

"Just a dwaejee huh?"

"Targanalji! (Of course) with you as my wife, of course I have to be a dwaejee with you. You're considered as one too"

I heard him sigh as I was still leaning onto him with his arms around me

"Feeling better?"

I nodded

"Gomawo"

"You're welcome.."

Silence took over as we both stayed quiet and didn't say a word. We could both hear each other breathing.

I inhaled his perfume, completely poisoned.. addicted

He smelled good.. I've never noticed it before

I smiled to myself

"What.. were you.. dreaming about?" he asked carefully, breaking the wall between us

I instantly were thrown back where my nightmare had started. I put my right hand right where my heart were. It was still beating..

Suddenly, my eyes went wide as I stopped breathing..

Were someone trying to steal it? Take the heart away?

I gasped

"What's wrong?" I heard him say

"OH NO!"

I flew up from the comfortable position in his arms and stared into nothing

"Oh no.."

"What? What?" He asked worriedly

I shook my head

What if.. someone were trying.. what if.. what if it's a ... a warning?

"What's wrong? Eunmi answer me.. You're making me worried here!" I heard Changmin say

I looked at him in panic

"What if my nightmare is trying to tell me that I won't get it?"

"What if.. I don't..?"

"What if.. I ..I "

"Hold on hold on.. What are you talking about?"

I started to babble without me realizing and I was near to an black out

"WHAT IF IT'S TRUE?!"

"WHAT IF IT'S WARNING ME?! WHAT IF .. I DON'T GET IT?!"

Changmin grabbed a hold of my hands

"What are you talking about?!?!" He shouted

But still I didn't listen . I was so full of What if's that I was going nuts

"NO ! I DON'T WANT TO DIE! I DON'T!" I said and started to cry

Suddenly I felt a pair of warm hands grabbing my face and forced me to stare back at him

Changmin stared into my eyes

"What did you say?" He whispered, astonished