Rain
Within Me~Changmin~
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"RIGHT THERE!!" I cheered
"FINISHED!!" Yunho shouted happily
We were all standing in front of the big banner that we just hung up
it was totally a killer.
"Thank you for helping us" JaeJoong said to Eunmi who was standing next to me
"No problem. IT was fun" She smiled
I looked down and smiled at her which she responded with a wink and a shy smile
Suddenly I felt her hand and my hand touch a bit and I looked down to see her looking at our hands. We were standing really close for some reason
Suddenly her hand touched mine again. Vibes ran through my body as I felt my heart skip a few beats.
"Oh.. Eh..Mianhe~~" She stammered and moved a bit
I looked at her confused but as she returned to herself and was talking to Yunho hyung, I decided to let it pass.
It was an accident right?
"Hey Changmin, let's go for lunch!" Junsu said
"Araso!"
We all started to make our way to the caféteria when I saw Eunmi stop
"Not coming?" I asked
She shook her head
"I'm.. eating lunch with dad and mom today so.. I'll just see you later araso?"
"You'll be back for the psychology right? I don't want to sit there all by myself looking like a fool"
I saw her giggling and nodded
"I'll see you. Take care Oppa!"
She left and I walked to the cafeteria and bought some food and joined the members
"HEy.. where's Sister in law?" Yoochun asked
I laughed
"Sister in law?"
"Yup. We have to call her by that from now on" Yoochun teased
"Wae?" I said
"CAuse.. you two look so clooose nowadays" Yunho smirked
I rolled my eyes
"It's still nothing. It's just a project" I defended
"Yup.. If you say so" JaeJoong said and took a deep breath
I rolled my eyes
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~Eunmi~
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When I saw him disappearing into the school I ran for my life back to my room to get my stuff and then got into the cab to go to the appointment at the hospital
After 10 minutes, I took out my cellphone, turned it off and hurried to the floor where I was suppose to meet Mrs Lee
I was told to sit down in the waiting room until she was available
"Eunmi?"
I looked up to see Mrs Lee smiling at me
"This way" She said
I nodded
I followed her into her office and I waited for her to sit down first before sitting myself
"So.. How are you?" She asked
I nodded
"I'm fine thank you" I smiled
"Good good.. Have you been feeling awkward or so?" She asked
I looked up. I nodded slowly
She took down notes while looking at me
"I guess you've been sleeping a lot?" She asked quietly
I nodded
"Well.. it's just the beginning.. But I think I have some news for you.." She said and put down the folder
I looked at her
"News?" I asked
She nodded
She took off her glasses and put her hands on the table and smiled at me
"There is a heart available at the moment.."
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~Changmin~
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"Are you getting through?" Junsu asked
I shook my head
"Not yet. IT keeps telling me that her phone is off" I said a bit worried
"hm.. She's gonna miss the lesson.." JaeJoong said
I nodded
Our Psychology test was starting in a few minutes but still there was no sign of her
"Where is she?" I mumbled
"Maybe the lunch is taking more time than she thought it would.. she maybe forgot about time" Yunho suggested
I shook my head
"She told me she would be here" I said
"Hey how about you'll go to her collegeroom. We'll tell the teacher you will be back soon..?" Yoochun asked
I nodded
"Thanks Hyung"
I started to walk down the hall while looking at my phone
The lesson had started already. But I didn't care didn't I ?
Somehow, the school, my studies didn't seem to be important to me anymore.. Nothing could've happen to her right?
I ran through the gates and started to run down on the stairs
"CHANGMIN OPPA!"
There were girls calling me from everywhere
Suddenly someone grabbed me and forced me to stop
I took a deep breath before spinning around and face them
"What can I do to help you?" I smiled
They all squiled out of happiness
"Uhm.. this party, it's arranged by Oppa and the Dbsk Oppas right?"
I nodded
"Do we have to be dressed up?"
I smiled
"Of course It's a party. But come in those clothes that you find is comfortable araso?" I said
They all smiled
"Changmin Oppa, what is your favourite color?" They asked
I rolled my eyes
"Ehh.. Ehh.. red"
"Whooa"
"Anyway gotta go.. Bye. See you" I hurried
i could heard all of them screaming behind me as I started to make my way out of there
I looked around as I was walking, it was almost empty now
I guess the most of the students were having lessons at the moment
I took out my cell to see it was almost out of battery
I stopped at the library and looked around. Still no sign..
I started to run and soon I felt a drop on my nose. Then on my forehead.. Then on my shirt..
I looked up at the sky to see it was all gray and cloudy.
"Great.. Just what I needed.. Rain" I muttered
Soon the rain started to pour heavier and I was getting drowned in my own clothes.
The rain was pouring like a maniac and the weather was starting to get cold
I crossed the big building and rounded the corner and soona rrived at her collegeroom
I hurried inside and shiver
I knocked on her door and after waiting about 5 minutes, still no answer
I sighed
Maybe she was at the lesson now?
I groaned at myself. Why can't I just stop worry about her? If something happened she would call me right?
I took a deep breath before going outside to the rain again
I looked to the right and to the left
No Eunmi
I took out my cellphone and dialed Yunho Hyung's number
"Yoboseyo?"
"Yoboseyo? Hyung, is Eunmi there yet?" I shouted just to make my voice clear since the rain was pouring down
"Aniya! Haven't found her yet?"
"No.. I think she's skipping class" I said
"Araso... IT's raining heavy outside. Hurry and go home, change clothes and take a shower before you'll catch a cold. Don't worry about the lesson. I'll just tell her that you're sick"
"Araso"
I hung up and started to make my way back to the dorm
Why is it always like this? That whenever I'm trying to reach her, I can't get through
I sighed
This is frustrating.. ANd I care about her more than I need too..
I shook my head
Something isn't right
When i had passed the corner and looked up
To my surprise, I saw a girl, in a white tank top, with a black sweater. She was wearing black boots to the darkblue jeans
She was staring blankly at the ground as she was walking. Her hair was wet and so was her clothes
It's Eunmi..
i stopped and looked at her
Her shoulders were hanging as she was crossing her arms
"Why does she look .. so sad?" I whispered
Her clothes were all wet and so was her face. Her pale skin looked smooth like silk as the drops were running down
Suddenly she stopped a few feet away from me and looked up. I guess she noticed that someone was there
Through the heavy rain I saw her eyes. It was red..
She's been crying
My heart sank as I saw her facial expression. The glimpse of happiness earlier was totally gone. All i could see was blank teary eyes with lips trembling.
She was shaking..
But was it out of cold or because she was crying?
I wasn't cold anymore
I felt how my blood was running through every vein every part of my body
I was warm
We kept staring at each other for a few more minutes without saying anything.
She was crying.. I could tell.. Even If I can't make out if it was tears or rain drops on her face, I could still see her crying
I walked a few steps towards her and stopped about 3 feet away
Suddenly she made a move.
I opened my arms and caught her as she ran into my embrace
She rested her head against my chest as my arms were around her . I leaned my head onto hers as I felt her shivering. But I wasn't..
And just for a few minutes of silence, we just stood there and hugged each other as she was crying onto my shoulder
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