~Changmin~

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"Hey.. how was the music clasS?" Yunho asked as I stepped in

"It was fine. I came late though.. but they hadn't started yet" I said

"Oh.. What took you so long? You were suppose to be home about 20 minutes ago" Yunho said

I sat down on the couch and sighed

"I helped a girl move in a box to her apartment"

"Bwoh?" Everyone chorused

I looked at them

"What? She needed help. The big box was way too heavy for her anyway and she's so small that it covered her.. the box was big I mean" I laughed

they burst out into laughter

"Is she pretty?" Yoochun smiled

"Mol la yo.. didn't look so close at her" I said

"Chincha? wae?" JaeJoong asked

"I don't need girls.. everyone's the same" I smiled

"YAH! Not everyone is.." JaeJoong said

"Aish.. I don't care actually.. I need to study.. or else my brain is going to be messed up"

They all quieten as I said those words

"How's the tumor? Have you heard anything from your parents?" Xiah asked seriously

I shook my head

"They haven't called me yet. I think they are still looking for a doctor who's going to take a close look at it.." I said

"You're taking your pills right?" JaeJoong asked

I nodded

"Tell us if you ever feel exhausted, tired or anything.." Yunho said and pattered my shoulder

I nodded

"Dae~~ YOu know I will"

I took my bag and headed towards my bedroom. I closed the door behind and threw myself on the bed. I didn't like being pitied. I knew they didn't want to hurt me or anything it's just that.. i don't like being pitied. It's just a tumor. Sometimes I get some headache.. that's it.. The pills are helping and making it go away ..

So.. nothing to worry about. besides.. Mom and dad are going to find a doctor soon who will take a close look at it.
I mean.. how dangerous can it be?

I decided to change into Pjs

"CHANGMIN AH~~!! Dinner's ready!!" JaeJoong shouted

"DAE~!!!!!!"

I went to the kitchen and soon we all sat down to eat

"So .. how was the music clasS?" Yoochun asked

"Good.. Have a concert coming up" I said

"Oh chincha? I'm having a danceperformance coming up as well"

"Oh.." We all said

"When do we start tomorrow?" Xiah asked

"I think it was.. 9.30 am"

"What do we have then?" JaeJoong asked

"Uhm... History I think" I said

"NOOOOOOOOOO!" Xiah whined

We all started to laugh

"You don't like anything in school. Why do you even attend one?" Yunho laughed

"Because.. I want to become something" Xiah whined

We all finished our meals and soon went to bed...

"WAKE UP! YOu're gonna be late!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" JaeJoong shouted

"mhmpjh.."

I put covered my head with the pillow

"CHANGMIN AH~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"Leave.. me alone.." I groaned

Suddenly I felt someone drag my blanket away and it got cold immediately

"CHANGMIN!!!" Yunho shouted

Suddenly I felt someone jumping up on me and started to squeak

"BALI BALI!!!" Xiah laughed

"ARASO!!!!"

Xiah got off me and I sat up and made my way to the bathroom

I hurried to do my morning routine, grabbed my clothes and bag and went out to the kitchen

"Here.." Jaejoong said

He gave me some breakfast, which consists of bacon and scrambled eggs..

I ate it slowly, still tired and was yawning all the time

"You're such a dwaejee" Yoochun laughed

"Whatever.." I groaned

When we finished we made our way to school and attended the first lesson

All students sat down in the auditorium and waited for the teacher

"So students.. Today we're going too.."

*BOOM BAM

"I'm sorry for being late!"

We all stared at the entrance and I immediately recognized the girl from yesterday. She was new here.. and she just moved in

"And you are?" The teacher asked

"Oh Dae~~ Annyeong haseo, Eunmi Imnida~~" She bowed

"Oh.. you're the new student. Welcome. You may take a seat" The teacher said and pointed

She looked around and soon spotted me. She smiled and I just looked at her. She made her way to the seat that was free and the lesson began

"Yeppo-na~~" Yoochun smiled

I shrugged

I concentrated on the lesson and started to work with the sheets and hand outs that he had given us

"For tomorrow, please read chapter 7-13. Class dismissed"

We took our bags and went out

"7-13? He's killing me.." XIah whined

"It's nothing. If you read some now and some tonight you will not have so much to read.." JaeJoong said

"Aniyo.. I don't want to" Xiah said and looked down on his feet.

he looked so doomed

I laughed

"What do we have now?" Yunho asked

"English"

"Finally" Yoochun cheered

We walked slowly towards the hallway where our english class was and soon I saw Eunmi, the new girl pass us

"She seems to be lost" JaeJoong said

"Dae~~.. Of course she is.. she's new here" Yunho said

Suddenly out of nowhere, a few girls stepped up to us and handed over a letter

"Uhm.. JaeJoong.. Oppa.. this is for you" The girl said shyly

We looked at her and JaeJoong stepped up

"Oh.. Naega? Araso.. kamsa Hamneeda" He smiled

She nodded and ran away with her friends

"What's this? Another confession letter?" Xiah smiled

JaejOong nodded

"Probably.." He smiled

He put down the letter in his bag and kept on walking

We headed for the english class and took our seats. I saw the Eunmi girl sitting and taking down some notes on her notepad.

"Hello class!" Mrs Park said as she entered

"Annyeong haseo!" Everyone greeted

"Ok.. I know we have a student here. Welcome Eunmi~~ssi" She smiled

"kamsa hamneeda" Eunmi bowed

"Well today we're going to work individual with these sheets. By friday I want 2 full computer written pages about the chapters we're going to read about.."

Mrs Park kept talking as I disappeared in my own world.

I started to think about the future and wondered what would become of myself.

First of all.. I want to become a CEO in some kind of big company. Maybe start one?

"Hey Changmin.."

And maybe.. get married someday.. have a big house and..

"Changmin!"

I looked up

"Help me!" Xiah said

I hadn't noticed that the teacher had handed out the sheets with instructions

I sighed

"DO it yourself hyung!" I laughed

Xiah shook his head

"Then.. I'm asking yunho hyung" He said

"Whatever"

Soon th class was dismissed and we had our lunchbreak

"Finally.. I'm starving" I said

"Me too" JaeJoong agreed

We headed outside and sat down at our usual table.

"What's for lunch today?" Yunho asked

"Just some sandwhiches.. I didn't have time to make something else" JaeJoong laughed

"Works for me.. as long as it is food" Yoochun smiled

We took our sandwhiches and started to talk about random things.. girls.. school and music..

"Hey guys. I composed a new song.. I think we should try it for the yearly music night at school in 2 weeks.. What do you think?" Yoochun asked

"LEt's take a look at it when we're at home" Xiah said

"Excuse me?"

We all looked up and I surprisingly stared at her

IT was Eunmi

"Dae?" Yunho asked

"Annyeong haseo.. Eunmi Imnida~~ I'm the new student on this college"

"Dae~~ We saw you earlier" JaeJoong smiled

"DAe~~ Uhm.. Anyway.."

She looked at me and handed a bag

"It's for you" She smiled

"Bwoh?" I asked

"It's for you.."

"Wae?"

"Just take it. It's for making you drop your lunch yesterday and for the box moving. Kamsa Hamneeda" She smiled

I didn't have no words and just looked at her

"Take it.. then" Yunho said

She laughed

"Take it will you?"

"Aniya.." I protested

"Take it.. Or else.. you're a pabo"

I eyed her

"Why should I take it?" I asked

"Since I owe you it"

"But.. you can keep it.. it was nothing" I protested

"You really are a pabo. Take it.. You know it's not nice of you when a girl is offering you Kimbap" She said

"BWOH?" The other chorused

I eyed them

"aniya.. I can't take it. Keep it and eat it" I said and looked away

"How can you say that Changmin? She's being grateful.. Take it!" Yoochun said

"Aniya.. I don't want to owe her anything in the future" I said and started to eat my sandwhich"

"Yah..! Who said anything about giving something back? sometimes.. it's ok if you just take.. no need to give all the time" She said

I looked at her

"I'll just take it. Thanks.. You have to excuse our magnae here"

She smiled

"It's ok. I owe him. Thank you Changmin~~ssi. Stay healthy and I hope it will taste good" She cheered and left us

I rolled my eyes

"You shouldn't be like that Changmin~~aah" JaeJoong said

"WHOAAAAAAA!" Yunho gasped

"What?" I asked

"She made delicious kimbap!" Yunho said

He then took out a note and handed it over to me

"Seems like she wrote something" Yunho smiled

"I don't want to read it.. What if it's a confession letter" I said and looked at it

"I don't think she's like that.. Just read it" Xiah said

I sighed heavily and opened it

"Annyeong haseo! Thank you for helping me moving the box and also I'm really sorry for making you drop your food. I didn't mean too.. Chincha.. jkjk.. ^o^ I hope it will taste good!"

"Whoa.. she's so cute.." JaeJoong smiled

"She made a lot of kimbap.." Yunho said

He took everything out and handed it to us

"It's good too!" Xiah said with his mouth full

"Try it!" Yunho said and handed me one

"Aniya.. I don't want too" I said

"EAT!!" He comanded

I opened my mouth and ate it

It was good.. Really good..

"It's been awhile ever since I had homemade kimbap" Yoochun smiled

I shrugged

"Is it good?" Yunho asked me

I nodded

"Give me one more" I said

Then they all started to laugh

"What?"

"She seems to be a nice girl" Yunho said and handed me

I shook my head

"I need to study"

"You always think about studying.. You should get a life too" JaeJoong said

"Aniya.. I don't want too"

"Wae?"

"Cause I want to make dad and mom proud"

They all sighed

"They are proud of you!" XIah said

"But I want to make them even more proud"

"Pabo" Jaejoong said

"You too" I protested

We finished our lunch and headed towards the library. We were going to study for our homeworks, since our class had ended for the day

As everyone was sitting and studying, I was thinking of something else

I do want a girlfriend.. but I just don't know how to act.. and I just don't know.. if I'm ready to have one.. They have been asking me over and over if I liked someone..

But I had all my life ahead of me.. so why get a girlfriend now when I can get one later?

I sighed

I'll just wait.. it'll come when it comes..