New Year

Within Me

~Eunmi~

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The Christmas flew by just like an airplane and it was already New year's eve.

I was at home preparing the dinner with the rest of my family and relatives. Everyone was happy and was laughing and the music was on pretty loud.

Everyone was dressed nicely and all the ahjummas was here. For what reason?

Of course My Changmin and his 4 friends. Mom informed them and they showed up pretty early and were wearing really pretty outfits as well

"Aren't they coming soon dear?!" Gran asked me from the livingroom

I laughed

"SOON GRAN!!" I shouted back

Even though I met Changmin a few days ago I couldn't really stop missing him but I had to spend time with my family as well since I wasn't visiting them often and also.. because mom and dad was afraid to loose time to see me while I was still here..

But I know that this isn't the end yet.. not yet and even though mom and dad are scared and checking up on me all the time, I couldn't really blame them ..

The kids was running around while playing and the evening was still very young. It was only 7 pm and the party just started.

Outside the snow was still on the ground and it was plain white, beautifully as always..

Mom and dad joined the other people in the livingroom as I was standing in the kitchen, eagerly waiting for them

"UNNI! Can you give me a glass of water?" Ye Eun asked me

I nodded and grabbed a glass and filled it with water

She then hurried to drink it all up and ran back to her friends to play with them

"WHOOA!!"

I looked at my cousin who was staring in front of him

I looked at him for a few moments and when I looked up I saw the greatest smile and the most beautiful eyes in the world greeting me

"Missed me Yobo~~ah?" He smiled

I immediately squiled and ran into his arms as he caught me and lifted me up while burying himself into my hair

He then put me down and kissed my forehead

"Hey Eunmi!!" Junsu squeaked behind Changmin

Changmin let them through and I hugged everyone of them

"Whoa you guys look so handsome!" I smiled

They all laughed

"Well we wanted to make a good first impression.. Seems like there's a lot of people here today" Yoochun said

I nodded

"Everyone's waiting for you.. Especially the Ahjummas" I laughed

"Ahjummas?" Yunho asked

Both Changmin and I started to laugh

"Well. . Changmin has been a big topic among the Ahjummas after his visit the last time at dad's birthday. So Mom wanted me to invite all of you and.. well.. they all are looking forward to see you.."

They all chuckled

"Whoa so much food!!" JaeJoong gasped

I nodded

"The dinner is about to get ready. We just waited for you guys.." I smiled

"Whoa.. I can't wait!" Junsu smiled

"Hey.. Who opened the door?" I asked

"That girl did" Changmin said and pointed at Ye Eun

I laughed

"That's my cousin Oppa!" i said

He laughed

"Kah ja!" I said

Changmin took my hand and we walked into the livingroom where most of the family was waiting and talking with their friends

"WHOOOOOOA!! YOU'RE HERE!!" Mom smiled happily

"Annyeong haseo!" Changmin greeted

Mom smiled and walked towards him

"handsome as always!" She said

Changmin blushed and bowed

"Kamsa Hamneeda"

"Mom.. dad.. Gran.. Granny.. Grandfather.. Aunt.. Uncle.. everyone" I shouted

Everyone looked at me

"This is my boyfriend, Changmin and behind him is his friends, JaeJoong, Yunho, Yoochun and Junsu" I said

As I was saying their name they bowed and greeted politely and of course, The Ahjummas were smiling a little more than they used to

The dinner was set and we all gathered around the big table in our big livingroom.

I watched the guys as they were eating and talking to my family and they didn't even seem to be embarrassed, in fact, they were laughing and joking with the ahjummas and dad.

Changmin and I was sitting next to each other and Changmin was answering Mom and Gran's questions..

I stayed silent since I didn't want to interrupt..

When i saw a bit sauce at the corner of his mouth I took my finger and wiped it away

"AWWW!" Mom squiled

I blushed

Changmin looked at me and winked

After the dinner, the desert were served and some fruit. The guys moved the tables to the side and mom took out some punch, champagne and of course SoJu.

Yunho was playing with the kids as Junsu was talking to Uncle.

Yoochun was standing by the table and drinking some SoJu along with my elder cousin and seems like they were talking about fishing. I knew that my cousin loved fishing but I didn't understand the interesting thing about fishing though.

JaeJoong on the other hand was captured and caught by the ahjummas who was talking to him. He didn't seem bothered though. He laughed all the time and was blushing but he seemed to have a good time as well

Mom some music and I saw that it was only 30 minutes before it was a new year

"Wanna dance?" Changmin asked

I stared at him

"Oppa? You're not serious.. Everyone's like.. watching" I said

He chuckled

"It doesn't matter to me. CAuse when I'm with you.. All I can see is you" he smiled and kissed me on my forehead

I rolled my eyes

He suddenly grabbed my wrist and pulled me into the middle and started to sway with me to the music

"AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!" Mom sighed along with Aunt

I blushed and covered myself into Changmin's chest but he just laughed

"It's alright.." He smiled

Suddenly Yunho joined us while carrying my cousin and Grandmother and Grandfather joined us as well

The atmosphere was really filled with joy and happiness and I would do anything to make the time stop

Changmin was here with his friends. My whole family was gathered

This is absolutely perfect..

Suddenly someone started to take pictures and I noticed that it was Mom

"MOM!!" I said

"Just a few.." Mom laughed

I ignored her and continued my dance with Changmin

After 10 minutes I heard Dad scream

"GET READY WITH THE GLASSES ONLY 4 MINUTES LEFT TO THE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Dad shouted

Mom hurried to pour up some champagne and we all grabbed a glass and went outside at the terrace

"10... 9.. 8..7...6...5..4..3...2..1.." We all counted

"HAPPY NEW YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Everyone shouted and soon at the plain dark sky fireworks was being shot and it filled the whole night with smashing sounds and beautiful pictures

"WHOA!!" Everyone said

I felt Changmin put his arm around my shoulder and pull me closer

I leaned onto his shoulder while drinking my champagne

"HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!" Yunho shouted at the top of his lungs

I laughed and everyone started to scream and congratulate

I looked around and soon I saw Junsu wobble a bit

I chuckled

"Is Junsu Oppa okay?" i asked

Changmin laughed

"He had a few drinks with your Uncle earlier.. He can't drink that much.. so I think he should take it easy from now on.." Changmin smiled

He kissed my cheek and hugged me tightly

Everyone went back into the house after 10 minutes to contine the party.

Changmin and I was left alone at the terrace.

I was about to spun around when he suddenly grabbed my wrist while looking at the sky

"Something wrong Oppa?" I asked

Changmin shook his head

He walked over to me and faced me as I was standing right in front of him

He then looked up to the sky and then down at me

"Happy New year.." he smiled

"Happy new year" I smiled

He leaned forward and kissed me and then he pulled away

I saw him playing with my fingers as he looked at the couple ring .

"It really suits you .. you know" He smiled while looking at the ring

"Nae~~"

why did I get the feeling that he wanted to tell me something

"Oppa.. Something wrong?" I asked and tried to catch his gaze

he looked up a bit embarrassed

"Aniya.. wae?"

"You seem.. to be bothered" I said carefully

He chuckled

The bracelet he was wearing was beautifully matched to his gray sweater this night. His hair looked y pushed back as his gentle eyes was watching me

"There's something I want to ask you" Changmin said as he was holding both of my hands

I tilted my head to the side and watched him carefully

He took a deep breath while looking at me

"I don't know if I should say this.. but I've been thinking about it a lot lately.."

"Oppa.. you're scaring me.." I mumbled

I felt my heart starting to beat faster as I started to shake

"You're cold?" he asked

I shook my head

"I'm just.. feeling a bit nervous.. since I somehow.. feel that this is going to change a lot between us" I said carefully

He chuckled

"Not really.." he said

"Then what is it?"

He suddenly leaned forward and planted another kiss on my lips and I kissed him back.

He pulled away and put his forehead on mine while deeply looking into my eyes

"Would I scare you? if I.."

He quieten

"If you.." i repeated after him

"Would you be scared..." He straighten himself up and looked at me

He sighed

He inhaled a deep breath and looked at me again

"Would I scare you if I told you.. that I.."

I started to loose my patience

"Oppa.. you're really scaring me now. Did something serious happen?" i asked

I started to feel a bit tense and I started to wonder if Junsu Oppa had said anything..

I watched him carefully, not knowing what to expect

"Eunmi ah~~.. Saranghae~~"

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cmacchiato #1
Chapter 58: I just came across this and I'm crying a river in midnight
naznew #2
Chapter 58: it so sad....changmin-ah...
yuki_21
#3
Chapter 58: This story is really good. I'm crying while reading some chapter.. Eventhough Changmin is not my bias but I really like your story line. It's just so sad that Changmin leave her alone :" I really love this story!!
Angelz0715 #4
Chapter 58: I'm crying a river!!! This is so good!!!
CinqLuna #5
hey~ make a story like this again. I really love it. for the nth time I read and it never get boring . It just so sad that changmin leave her alone ToT

I love this story so much ^^
hazel_marie13
#6
Chapter 58: new reader & subscriber :) just found this story of yours & I like it even though it's sad :( love how Changmin & Eunmi fall for each other & the friendship of DBSK. It was really sad that it ended Changmin being died just to save her but it just shows how much he loves her. this is really a heartbreaking story but it is also a wonderful story that it can be really happening in true life. And also those loved ones we lost may not be with us but the memories we had with them will always be remembered & stayed in our hearts just like what I had realized after losing some of my loved ones. continue on creating good stories like this :))
NoRaM-DCL #7
I'm crying ! How could the story end like this ? :'( Omg ... My eyes are red now :'/ Anyways , its a really good story ! I'm glad I read this :')