~Eunmi~

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I returned back to my collegeroom after been talking to mom about that I was going to be fine and that I will come back later that night. I would ask Changmin to take me home.

I gave mom Changmin's number just in case since she was really upset about letting me go, cause first of all, my condition wasn't all that great. Mom was anxious and worried every minute and second of all, it's Christmas.

I guess she really wanted me to stay but I wanted to meet Changmin before the Christmas

As i came back home I the lights, some music and the Christmas decorations. The music started to play softly through the speakers and I felt how my energy just got up and I started to get excited and nervous about the whole date with Changmin.

But the gift that I got for him, I was really proud of it and I was hoping that he would like it too

I started to make myself some food and sat down on the couch and switched on the television. I watched it while I was eating and when i was done, I cleaned the house a bit and then got into the shower

I took an extra long shower today since I wanted to be beautiful just for Changmin. I schampooed my hair at least 3 times and then i put on a face mask.

Afterwards I cleaned my face and went to the bedroom to get some lotion. I dried my hair as well and the hair-waver.

When the hair was dry and smelled peach I was satisfied and sang my way to the closet.

Since it was Christmas I wanted to wear something that matched to Christmas and soon I found a cute red dress. About kneehigh and strapless with a big coque at the back and the band was hanging freely.

It aws showing half of my back and I wonder if Changmin would like it. Maybe it was showing a little too much but it's Christmas and I want to wear something red.

I started to curl my hair at the end of it and wheN i was done I started to put on some make up. Golden eyeshadow with some mascara and eyeliner.

I looked at the clock and as the time kept passing I started to get even more nervous.

I wonder what he was doing at the minute.

When i was finished with the hair and make-up I sat down on my bed and took a deep breath.

It's Christmas.. and for the first time in my life I was going to spend it with someone that was getting closer to me. Getting closer to my heart

I looked at the reportbook

It all started with the project..

I smiled

Because of this.. and the project.. the incident.. with the food.. I guess I was pretty lucky wasn't I?

But still.. in a way.. it was unfair. Unfair to him..
I closed my eyes trying to hold back my tears

*Thump Thump

*Thump Thump

The heart was still beating.. but the end wasn't far away from me now wasn't it ?

"There is heart.. there is.." I mumbled

I took a deep breath and put the dress on and grabbed my coat

It was almost 11 pm and I was going to meet him soon.

I grabbed the purse and his gift and turned off the lights. I put on my black high heels and went out

I started to walk down the road as the ice cold weather was trying to make me freeze.

As soon as I rounded the corner I saw the profile of a guy as the moon was shining down on him. He was having both of his hands in his pockets while he was staring down at the fountain.

He was wearing black pants, white shirt with a black jacket to it. He looked really handsome.

I walked down to him slowly as my eyes was still on him and I guess he heard me cause he spun around and greeted me with a gentle smile. I stopped in front of him and he kissed my forehead

He then looked down on me, viewing me from head to toe before smiling back at me again

"You look beautiful tonight" He said

I blushed and gave him a kiss on his cheek

"So do you" I said

To be honest, I haven't had the courage to kiss him on his lips after the concert and he didn't kiss me either. But it was okay though.. I like it this way and we were going to take it slowly I suppose..

He grabbed my hand and started to walk with me slowly

"Where are we going?" I asked

He chuckled and looked at me

"Surprise"

We kept walking and walking and I started to get confused since I didn't know where we were heading.

BUt then I somehow spotted a building and I saw the white lights hanging from the roof of the building.

"Where are we?"

He chuckled

"At one of the small buildings behind the school. It's like for rental.. It's not that big.. more like for 40 persons to be in there" He explained

I nodded

He opened the door for me and we both stepped in and the house was completely black

"Oppa.. it's.. scary" I mumbled

Suddenly slowly, the lights started to brighten up the whole room. The light was very dull but enough to make us see and I gasped

I stared at the scenery as Changmin took my hand

I think he was waiting for me to wake up from my shock.

The room wasn't big but enough for 40 people just like he said. He had moved allt he chairs and the tables to one corners and covered them with a white blanket and decorated it with red roses. Some kind of stereo was on it and speakers as well.

I was so into the scenery that I didn't noticed that he had let go of my hand to light the candles.

In the middle of the room there was a table, for 2 people.. The chairs was covered with red sheets and the table with white .
On the floor there was white and red balloons. Suddenly i heard some kind of soft music, a soft piano playing.

I looked around and then I saw Changmin smiling gently at me with so much love in his eyes

He walked towards me and grabbed my hand and led me to the table wher he helped me to sit down

He then walked over to his chair and sat down and then I heard some kind of doors open and I looked to the left to see Yunho entering with two plates

"Enjoy your meal" Yunho bowed and walked out

I chuckled and looked at Changmin

"I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU!" I said

Changmin smiled

"Do you like it?"

"It's.. absolutely amazing.." I said and looked around

Soon another door was opened and out stepped Junsu in waiter clothes and poured us some drink

I looked at Junsu

"Please eat and if there is anything you need, you know what to do" He bowed and went back

I looked at Changmin

"I said that I was going to treat them to Chicken if they were waiters for 1 hour today" Changmin laughed

I started to laugh as well

"What about JaeJoong and Yoochun Oppa?" I asked

"Yoochun Hyung went back to his family earlier this afternoon. JaeJoong hyung is cooking the food.." Changmin smiled

I nodded

We started to eat and I couldn't help but fel enthusiastic.This is like every girl's dream..

"I can't believe you did all this.." I said and looked around

Changmin shrugged

"I wanted to.. it's our first Christmas together" He said and looked at me

I looked back at him and smiled

"It's so beautiful.. Thank you" I said and took his hand. He squeezed back and smiled

We finished our food and soon Yunho came back and took the plates away and Junsu came in with two new glasses. This time it was some kind of wine.

Afterwards the main dish arrived and I stared at it

"You're sure JaeJoong Oppa did this?" I said and looked at him

Changmin laughed

"He has a book. But he's improving" Changmin smiled

We started to eat and I have to say it was delicious.

"How come you've never had a girlfriend before?" I asked Changmin

He chewed slowly and then looked up at me with a very thoughtful expression on his face

"I guess.. I've never thought about it.. Cause I still think that I'm young and such.. have the whole life ahead of me.." He shrugged

"Then.. what happened?" I asked

He smiled

"You came"

I quieten and kept looking at him

"You came and that's where it all starts.." He smiled at me

I started to feel a bit emotional and I couldn't help but to look at him. He's so beautiful.. Absolutely beautiful and.. wonderful..

When we had finished the main dish, Junsu came out and took the plates with a big smile and Yunho came out with the desert which was some kind of chocolate cake with ice cream. It was put in the middle and there was two forks

Yunho ran back to the kitchen I think and then it was all quiet

"You're full?" Changmin asked

I rolled my eyes

"You bet.. I didn't finish the main dish.. but some of it at least" I said

Changmin smiled

"I can't believe you can eat so much.. " I said and smiled at him

Changmin shrugged

"My stomach is big.. I think" he smiled and we both started to laugh

He grabbed the fork and took a piece of the cake and held it out for me

I looked at him a bit confused

He chuckled

"Aah??"

I blushed

"Aniyo.."

"Come on.." He smiled

I covered my eyes as I opened my mouth and took the cake

He started to laugh but he was happy

I grabbed the fork as well and took a piece and was waiting for him to take it

He smiled and ate it

When we couldn't eat anymore Yunho came out and grabbed the last plate

"I'll see you later Hyung" Changmin said

Yunho nodded

"Take care of her" He winked

"They're leaving?" I asked

Changmin nodded

"Yup.. now it's just the two of us" He smiled

I nodded

I felt the nervous rising inside of me as he was smiling at me.

Suddenly Changmin stood up and walked behind me.

I could slowly hear the music get louder and soon he was bowing and was holding out his hand

"Dance with me" He smiled

I looked at him a bit surprised but took his hand and he led me away from the table and right into his arms.

We started to sway to the music as both of us was smiling and looking at each other

"Have I told you that you look amazing tonight?" He asked

I nodded

"You have and seems like you have been thinking about it too" I said

Changmin nodded

"It's hard to not look at you tonight" He smiled

I chuckled

"You don't look so bad yourself you know"

"But I don't like looking at myself..." He smiled

I laughed

The music changed and I heard another song playing. It was smooth and absolutely relaxing. I could feel my whole body relax and I started to feel safe in his arms

"So beautiful.." I mumbled

"This song?" He asked

I nodded

"It's emotional.. but it's so joyful.."

He smiled

"I composed it.."

I gasped

"You did?"

he nodded

"You inspired me.. Actually these Cd is only full of piano songs that I composed cause you gave me the inspirations" He said

I felt my heart beating like crazy as I started to get teary. The emotions just attacked me by his words but it was in a good way

I leaned onto his chest and closed my eyes as we kept dancing. I felt him leaning his chin on my head and I could feel his breathing

Throughout the whole song we didn't say much but the music spoke instead. His arms was wrapped around me and I felt him breathing and just enjoying holding me.

Just as much as I enjoyed having him by my side. It felt safe and I could have never asked for anything else.

This is how it's suppose to be right? This is the perfect love story..

My lovestory..

"I have something for you" I heard him mumble

"What?" I asked still closing my eyes and leaning onto his chest

We pulled away from each other and he took out a golden box.

I looked at it

"You didn't have to you know.." I said and took it slowly

He kissed me on my cheek and it softly

"I wanted too" He whispered

I opened the box and inside of it I saw a ring. A beautiful dazzling one. It was silver and the stone was crystal blue

I gasped and stared at him

He then took out his hand from the pocket and he showed me his ring

"Since we're kind of married... and DATING" he chuckled "I thought it would be more truthful if I gave you a couple ring"

I took the ring out and then he grabbed my hand and was about to put it on my finger. he was halfway up and then he took a deep breath

"And also.. this ring.. as a confession of my love to you. If I put this on and you accept it.. Then you're mine.. and I'm yours" he said and looked at me seriously

I suddenly felt something wet falling on my cheek and of course, it was tears

He smiled

I nodded

He put on the ring and held my hand

"Now you're mine.." He smiled

I nodded

"I have something for you too" I said and wiped away my tear

He tilted his head to the side and looked at me cutely

"Bwoh?"

I nodded

I walked over to the table and took out my purse and walked back to him

I gave him the red box and he took it slowly

"You know you didn'...."

But I cut in

"I wanted too"

He looked at me for a brief moment before smilingly nodding and opened it

Inside there was bracelet with a half silver heart . There was a small crystal as well

I then took out the necklace with the half silver heart and the small crystal as well

I put the bracelet on for him

"The half heart represent my heart.." I said quietly and looked at him

"This necklace represent yours.. if you put the necklace on for me, I will consider that has you've given it to me to let me take care of it. Around your wrist at the moment, my heart is there and I hope you'll take care of it" I whispered and looked at him

He suddenly took the necklace and put it on me

"I'll cherish it.." he whispered

After the exchange of the gifts I was feeling happy, joy and loved

We started to dance to the beautiful soft sound again and I didn't notice that the time kept passing

When it was time for us to leave, he helped me to put my coat on and opened the door. To our surprise snow was falling beautifully and the whole ground was covered with white snow

"WHOA!" I gasped

Changmin looked up at the sky and grabbed my hand and we walked out a bit to look at it clearer

"Yeppo-na~~" I squiled

He chuckled

he took my hand and we started to walk slowly in the snow. It was pretty cold though since I was wearing high heels but nothing could destroy the happiness I was feeling at the moment

Suddenly we stopped under a tree and he walked around and stood in front of me while looking up. he was holding both of my hands

"What are you looking at?" I asked

When I looked up I saw what he was looking at

A mistletoe

He looked down on me with a smile and suddenly he leaned forward and kissed me

He then pulled away after the kiss and kissed my forehead.

"Yobo~~ah .. Merry Christmas"