What's happening?

Within Me

~Changmin~

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I heard the front door open and some noises and voices were talking from the hallway.

I rubbed my eyes and opened them to soon see Yunho, JaeJoong, Junsu and Yoochun hyung entering

"Oh You're here!" Yunho shouted

"SHHH!" I said

He looked at me confusingly and then JaeJoong pointed at Eunmi who was lying on the couch with her head on my lap, sleeping

"Oh.. You found her?" Junsu whispered

I nodded

"When i was on my way back to the dorm to change clothes" I whispered

"How is she?" JaeJoong asked

I shrugged

I looked down at her as she peacefully was sleeping

"She was crying.." I said sadly

"Wae?" Yunho asked

"Mol la yo.." I said seriously

"I hope she's fine then" Junsu said and caressed her back

I looked at him awkwardly and he noticed my gaze and took away his hand

"Mianhe. Your buin" He smirked

I grinned

"No skinship" I said

All the hyungs laughed quietly

"Seems like this marriage is getting somewhere" JaeJoong grinned

"Where?" I asked

He shrugged and stood up

"IT's getting more real, since you're acting like she's yours.." He said and went to the kitchen

I watched him shockingly

I then faced Yunho

"Aniya" I said

Yunho nodded

"Uhm.. Yes. It's true.. You'll realize it soon" Yunho said

They all left me to go back to their bedrooms and I was sitting on the couch with Eunmi by myself

Realize what? That I was inlove with her?

That's impossible. It's just a marriage, a project. How can I even fall in love just like this?

I looked down on her as I was playing with her hair.

I smiled to myself. Even when she's sleeping she can still manage to look cute.
When I think about it, lately, My mind has been surrounding Eunmi all the time to be honest.. I cared for her more than I have to..

Somehow, Deeps inside I knew that I've gotten used to having her by my side..

When this project ends.. I don't know if I will be able to let her go..

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~Eunmi~

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I heard sounds and noises around me as I slowly came back to the reality.

The scent of food was everywhere.

I opened my eyes slowly to see that I wasn't at home. I was lying on a couch with a blanket and a soft pillow .

I sat up slowly and looked around

"Hyung, I'm putting it right here" I heard Changmin's voice say from the kitchen

Oh.. I was at their dorm

"Oh you're awake?"

I looked up to see Junsu walking over

"Hey.. .." I said with my hoarse voice

Junsu smiled

"Tired?" He asked and pattered me on my back

I nodded

"IT's almost time for dinner so do you want to freshen up?" He asked

I nodded

I looked at the clock. Almost 5.30 pm

"How long was I asleep?" I asked

"For an hour I think" Junsu said

"oh.. I'm sorry for causing you guys trouble" I said apologetic

Junsu's playfully eyes changed into serious ones

"Don't apologize. Just so you know, For our friends, we'll do anything. Even if it's just a tiny thing. I don't know what happened to you today.. but I'm glad that you're fine. I hope whatever that is troubling you will get better. And if you ever need to talk with someone, I'm here for you" he smiled

I smiled

"Gomawo Junsu ah~~" I said

He nodded

"Always"

He pulled me into a hug and I hugged him back tightly

"I'm going to the kitchen. Yunho and Yoochun is in their bedrooms probably studying. You can use Changmin's bathroom to freshen up..." Junsu said

I nodded

I made my way through the hallway and soon found Changmin's room.

I the lights and closed the door behind me

I smiled to myself. He's a pretty clean guy. The last time I was here I didn't pay attention to his room since all my attention were on him since he was sick. I saw his schoolbooks on his desk and on the walls there were photos of him and the Dbsk Members. Also a photo of his family. There was a keyboard as well and on the keyboard I saw some papers with notes and lyrics on.

He's writing music..as well

I went to the bathroom and cleaned my face and when I spun around I saw a purple towel with my name on it

I smiled to myself. He even got me a towel?

I went out to the bedroom with the towel covering the face

I opened my eyes and suddenly I saw CHangmin shirtless

"Oh Uhm.. I didn't know you were here" I said pretty fast and spun around

"Oh.. Hey there.. Just a minute"

I was blushing, no need to tell. But this was my first time seeing a guy without a shirt on and it was really embarrassing

"You can turn around now"

Instead of turning around I sat down on his bed and he joined next to me

"How are you?" He asked softly

"I'm.. fine" I said

"Chincha?"

"Uhum.."

"Araso.. About earlier.." He started

I gestured him to stop

"I.. appreciate Oppa.. Gomawo" I said and looked at him

When I faced him, his face were unexpectedly close and it was just a few inches away from mine. His nose were so close that I could feel him breathing and his eyes were staring into mine.

I don't know if he was shocked since he was staying still but I was completely paralyzed, shocked by our position at the moment

"What.. would you.. say.. If I .. kissed you.. now?" He mumbled

I stared at him even more shocked

"I don..'t kno o ow.." I stammered

Slowly he approached my lips but before we even touched both of us jumped back when we heard someone knock on the door

"Nuguseyo?" Changmin asked and stood up

Yunho entered and looked at us

"Food time" HE smiled

We both nodded

Changmin hurried downstairs as I was still sitting on the bed.

I took a deep breath, trying to get a hang on myself before I hung up the towel in the bathroom and went downstairs

I sat down at the table with Changmin on my right side and we started to eat

They were all talking and laughing jokingly and I answered their questions and laughed whenever it was time. BUt I just couldn't let the our-almost-sudden-kiss pass. It was still fresh in my head

"Hey.. EUnmi ah~~"

I heard my name and looked up to see JaeJoong smiling at me

"Yeh~~"

"You're coming to the concert tomorrow right?" He asked

I looked at Changmin who smiled at me

I nodded

"Of course I will.."

"Then you're going to the after party aswell aren't you?" Yunho said

"Oh.. Ehm.. I haven't thought about that" I said slowly

Changmin put a hand on my shoulder

"Buin has to be there.. Or else crazy student girls will be hanging after me all night"

"Oh chongmal?" I asked

He nodded

"You have to be there.." Changmin said

I smiled at him

"Araso~~"

We kept on eating as we were talking about the winter concert and the afterparty.

But somehow during our conversation my mind went off somewhere else and I started to think about our almost-kiss again

I looked up at him as I saw him eating and talking to his Hyung's

"Changmin~~ah.. What's happening between us?" I thought

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cmacchiato #1
Chapter 58: I just came across this and I'm crying a river in midnight
naznew #2
Chapter 58: it so sad....changmin-ah...
yuki_21
#3
Chapter 58: This story is really good. I'm crying while reading some chapter.. Eventhough Changmin is not my bias but I really like your story line. It's just so sad that Changmin leave her alone :" I really love this story!!
Angelz0715 #4
Chapter 58: I'm crying a river!!! This is so good!!!
CinqLuna #5
hey~ make a story like this again. I really love it. for the nth time I read and it never get boring . It just so sad that changmin leave her alone ToT

I love this story so much ^^
hazel_marie13
#6
Chapter 58: new reader & subscriber :) just found this story of yours & I like it even though it's sad :( love how Changmin & Eunmi fall for each other & the friendship of DBSK. It was really sad that it ended Changmin being died just to save her but it just shows how much he loves her. this is really a heartbreaking story but it is also a wonderful story that it can be really happening in true life. And also those loved ones we lost may not be with us but the memories we had with them will always be remembered & stayed in our hearts just like what I had realized after losing some of my loved ones. continue on creating good stories like this :))
NoRaM-DCL #7
I'm crying ! How could the story end like this ? :'( Omg ... My eyes are red now :'/ Anyways , its a really good story ! I'm glad I read this :')