A Blur

Within Me

~Changmin~

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I opened the front door to the dorm quietly.

After I had put her to sleep I left around midnight, making sure that she was ok before leaving. I wrote a note where I said that I had borrowed her housekey just to lock the door and I promised to be back in the morning.

When I entered the livingroom quietly, to my surprise I saw JaeJoong Hyung still up

"Omo!" I squiled

JaeJoong stood up

"I've been waiting for you forever. Where have you been?" JaeJoong asked and walked over

I shrugged

"I took care of Eunmi. She seems to be sick or having migraine or something.." I said and sat down on the couch and JaeJoong Hyung took the seat next to me

"Oh.. so she's not better?" JaeJoong asked

I shook my head

"She fell asleep with her head on my lap, and i decided to stay until midnight, just making sure that she was ok and such. Didn't do much though.. Just ate and watched tv. I didn't move her and let her sleep on the couch. I moved her only when I was about to go home.. I borrowed her key as well" I said

JaejOong nodded

"I see.."

I watched Hyung as he locked his gaze on the tv , I don't know why but something is telling me that he was hiding something

"Hyung?"

He looked at me

"What?" He asked

"What's wrong?"

"What do you mean?" He said

I rolled my eyes

"Hyung, i've been living with you far too long . You're hiding something. Spill it" I said

He sighed and turned his whole body and looked at me seriously

"Your parents called"

My eyes stared at him

"BWOH?" I gasped

He nodded

"They called earlier. Yunho took the call. They were really desperate to see you . But since you weren't home they couldn't do much. But it was very urgent. I think you have to call them tomorrow the first thing that you do in the morning araso?" JaeJOong said

I leaned back

"I wonder what it is..that is so urgent" I mumbled

JaeJoong shrugged

"They were really... in a hurry.. How about you call them now?" JaeJoong asked

I looked at the clock

"It's almost 1 am.. Hyung" I said

He shrugged

"They might not be asleep?" He asked

I nodded

I grabbed my phone and took the note where Yunho Hyung had written down the number

Suddenly from the hallway, coming into the livingroom we saw a sleepy Junsu rubbing his eyes

"Oh.. Hyung, you're not asleep?" I asked

He shook his head

"Been on the computer.. I decided to see if you were home yet before going to bed" He said and sat down

I nodded

"Who are you calling?" He asked

"My parents" I said

"Oh.." He said

I guess all of them knew that my parents had called

I dialed the number and waited for them to answer

1 signal..... 2 signal..

3 signal..

"YOBOSEYO?" I heard mom's familiar voice say

"Oh.. Omma... It's me.. Changmin" I said as I looked at both my hyungs

They were listening and watching me with intense

"Oh.. Changmin~~ah.. i've been waiting for your phone call"

"Oh.. Chincha? Mianhe Omma.. For calling so late"

"Gwenchana Gwenchana.. Sweetie.. Uhm.. are you busy on Friday, 4th January?"

I looked at JaeJoong and Junsu . They shook their heads. The winter concert were going to be held on 22th.

"Aniya.. Wae?"

"Good. We .. .. found a doctor son" I heard mom say

My eyes got wide as I sat straight up

"What?" I breathed

"Dae~~ We finally found a doctor who's an expert in brain tumors. Sweetheart, you have to go to the examination on the 4th araso?"

"Oh.. Oh.. Whoa.. " I said

JaeJoong and Junsu cheered as they heard mom saying that they have found me an doctor. I guess mom was talking a bit loud

"Anyway, Dad and I will be there as well. So we're going to pick you up on the 14th araso?"

"dae~~ I'll see you then"

"Good. I love you. Study hard !"

I hung up and looked at JaeJoong and Junsu. At first I stared at them and then out of nowhere I burst out into laughter.

Junsu jumped right on me and soon JaeJoong joined

"YAH GET OFF! I WANT TO BREATHE!!" I laughed

They both laughed hysterically

"What is going on?!?!?" I heard Yunho Hyung shout

All three of us looked up to see a sleepy yunho and yoochun

We all smiled

"THEY HAVE FOUND A DOCTOR FOR OUR MAGNAE!!" JaeJOong cheered

"What?" Yoochun said in english

I nodded

"No what!!! I'm going to remove my tumor!!" I cheered

Yunho and Yoochun stared at each other and then at me and then just like Junsu and JaeJoong they jumped on me with happiness

We started to wrestle and just laugh out of happiness

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~Eunmi~

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The next morning I woke up with tired eyes, arms and head.

I wandered around in my collegeroom with no location and soon I decided to sit down on the couch

My head was hurting as I felt how tired I was in my entire body. I wasn't feeling good at all..

Soon I heard something from the front door, and to my surprise Changmin entered with a huge smile on his face

"Hey.. Already up?" He said

I nodded

"Of course. It's like 1 am.." I mumbled

He tilted his head to the side

"Uhm.. it's only 9 am.."

I stared at him

"BWOh?"

I looked at the clock to see that it was actually 9 am.."

I shook my head

"I think I've been dreaming.." I shrugged

he laughed

"Bab Meogosseo?" He asked me

I shook my head

"Aniya.. I haven't eaten yet.." I mumbled tiredly

He walked over to me and bended down and my hair

"I'll make some chicken soup for you okay?" He said

I shook my head tiredly

"I don't wanna eat.. I just want to sleep a little more.. okay? You can go. I don't want to bother you" I mumbled

He shook his head

"I don't want Buin to be sick.. As an Oppa and husband it's my duty to take care of you isn't it?" He asked

I laughed quietly

"I don't want to be a burden" I said and looked at him

He smiled gently

"I have never said that you're a burden to me. And I think I never will.." he smiled

I frowned

"What do you mean by that?" I mumbled

He immediately realized what he had said and stood up quickly

"Uhm.. I'll be in the kitchen if you need anything" He said quickly and soon he had went into the kitchen

Tiredly I closed my eyes and the words that he had said was soon just a blur

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cmacchiato #1
Chapter 58: I just came across this and I'm crying a river in midnight
naznew #2
Chapter 58: it so sad....changmin-ah...
yuki_21
#3
Chapter 58: This story is really good. I'm crying while reading some chapter.. Eventhough Changmin is not my bias but I really like your story line. It's just so sad that Changmin leave her alone :" I really love this story!!
Angelz0715 #4
Chapter 58: I'm crying a river!!! This is so good!!!
CinqLuna #5
hey~ make a story like this again. I really love it. for the nth time I read and it never get boring . It just so sad that changmin leave her alone ToT

I love this story so much ^^
hazel_marie13
#6
Chapter 58: new reader & subscriber :) just found this story of yours & I like it even though it's sad :( love how Changmin & Eunmi fall for each other & the friendship of DBSK. It was really sad that it ended Changmin being died just to save her but it just shows how much he loves her. this is really a heartbreaking story but it is also a wonderful story that it can be really happening in true life. And also those loved ones we lost may not be with us but the memories we had with them will always be remembered & stayed in our hearts just like what I had realized after losing some of my loved ones. continue on creating good stories like this :))
NoRaM-DCL #7
I'm crying ! How could the story end like this ? :'( Omg ... My eyes are red now :'/ Anyways , its a really good story ! I'm glad I read this :')