CHAPTER seven; bipolar

Lara’s POV: Today, I’ll try my best not to feel awkward though I’m also surprised… You said you couldn’t stand it if someone teases you about me. Why? Am I so disgusting to you? You know you can easily hurt a person’s heart. Damn it.

Morning at School

Lara: *was getting books from her locker*

Baekhyun: *passes by and swiftly touches Lara’s hair*

Lara: *furrows her brows and looks behind* wha-

Baekhyun: *looks at Lara while walking away*

Lara: *looks at the left side and sees Baekhyun* … It’s him

That signals me that what you’re trying to say is “Let’s not be awkward”. You know the secret but you don’t know why I like you or at least I think you don’t. Last night, I slept 8:30-2:30am Yes, it’s unhealthy but I can’t sleep. My dream was wonderful though. We were sitting next to each other and you asked me “Why do you like me?” then I realized all the people who asked me (actually all my friends) “Of all people, Why Byun Baekhyun?”. Answered you like how I answered them, I smile and then say “Why?  What did you not see in him?”. You even turned red in my dreams, which will never happen in real life.

In the past few days, I felt shy around you that might have made things very sort of awkward. We often ignore each other and I couldn’t look at your face properly because of that my days become gloomy. Same goes to the gloomy cold weather.

Was it a mistake that you knew? Or I should’ve stop my coy side from ruining so much chances to talk to you. But the interactions between us become bipolar like the weather. The Sunny days are when we formally say “Hi” t