CHAPTER Twenty SIX; real talk

Another day passed, Luhan and Baekhyun had hated each other since Yesterday or maybe a few days before that. I can’t help but think that it’s my fault that’s why they fight or compete like that. I don’t know what to do. Am I supposed to pick between them? I don’t like doing that and besides Baekhyun doesn’t like as more than a friend. It’s not valid if I pick Baekhyun over Luhan.

Sometime today, I want to ask Baekhyun of what he thinks of me but I’m afraid when I gather all the confidence that’s the time he blabs about In-na or interacts with her. Is God giving me a sign already?
I thought I already moved on and had given up on him already but why does my heart smile when I see him or go near him or sometimes, simply just thinking of him.

I can’t sleep; it’s 2:00am and I’ve been moving around my bed.  This is not like me at all. But suddenly, I felt the vibration of my phone under my pillow. My hand slipped under it and searched for my cellphone.
Once I laid hands on it, I unlocked it and saw a notification.

“KakaoTalk – Baekhyun: Why are you still awake?”

Wait, what. How does he know that I’m still up?

Why are you still awake?

I ask the same to you.

Can’t sleep…

Why?

I don’t know. What about you? Why are you still up?

Try sleeping pills kkk I kid :). I can’t sleep as well

Pssssh. Anyway, why didn’t you talk to me after Bio? :|

I don’t feel like talking to boys that time

Or you hate me

No, I don’t :P

I feel like I’m ruining your whatever it is relationship with Luhan and I’m sorry

You’re just naturally clingy and Luhan’s just…

He just really loves you

Well

I know.

And you just really love In-na

Lara pls =.=

It is true, right?

Don’t do that to yourself

Do what?

You’re hurting yourself. You want answer that gets you hurt

Who’s says I will get hurt if you say it’s true that you do love In-na?

I had a feeling

Well your feelings are wrong

Very.

Huh?

Nothing. Good night

Good morning

Oh yeah. Good morning.

Bye

[!]  I love you|

Backspace.Backspace.Backspace.  I’m so afraid and he’s so confusing.

I just tried to ignore all those and went to sleep. The next time I opened my eyes my alarm clock was ringing, my eyes were still closed but I’m half awake. It’s probably 6am already and school starts in an hour. I feel so lazy today, I feel like something bad  is going to happen sooner or later. Great, 4 hours of sleep is very great. I stomped my right foot on the floor then my left foot as well. With my