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Key's P.O.V

"You don't run with the crowd, you go your own way, you don't play after dark, you light up my day, got your own kind of style, that sets you apart, baby! That's why you captured my heart!"

"No! Ew!  You can't be serious?" Key grimaced staring in disgust at the iPod in his hand, before he stared up in disbelief in Jonghyun, who had the other ear bud in his ear, as they sat on the couch beside each other.

"Come on! Backstreet boys is classic!" Jonghyun exclaimed with a laugh, as Key just shook his head in denial, "then you find something!"

"Something that reminds me of you, right?" It was a stupid cheesy game Jonghyun had come up with. They each had to find songs that reminded them of each other, or something they wanted to tell the other.

It was really stupid, if you asked Key, but Jonghyun really wanted to do it, so he had at last given in - which was why he now was looking through 20.000 different songs.

"How about this?" Key pushed the button so the song would start playing.

"Anytime I need to see your face, I just close my eyes, And I'm taken to a place where, your crystal mind and, Magenta feelings take up shelter, In the base of my spine, Sweet like a chic a cherry cola."

"Savage Garden?" Jonghyun read, as he placed his head on top of Key's shoulder, while he crossed his legs on the couch, "Isn't that a little cliché?"

"Well, I can't find anything on this stupid iPod of yours! You have too many songs!" Key complained as he sent the older a glare, before he shifted a bit in his position, so Jonghyun could get closer to him.

"My turn," Jonghyun sounded so happy, as he took the iPod from Key's hand - remembering to linger just a little bit longer, before he started to scroll through the thousands of songs.

Key let out a small frustrated sigh, as he rested his head on top of Jonghyuns. He felt so happy here beside Jonghyun, and it just seemed so perfect. Everything.

Jonghyun's sweet scent filled Key's nostrils, and he couldn't help but remember how comforting the scent had been to him, before they had even gotten together. Maybe because he deep inside knew, that the belonged together, but his head wouldn't accept it?

It didn't matter anymore, as he was Jonghyun's now. - Even his heart fluttered just from thinking it. He was Jonghyun's.

Without realizing it he had taken the older's free hand beside him and started playing with the fingers. He pulled each one at a time lingering on top of them all a few seconds, before moving on to the next - and at last he intertwined his own fingers into Jonghyun's.

"Is this better?" Jonghyun finally asked, as he had been busy finding a song Key would love. - But it was hard, as neither of them liked the same songs.

"Well you've done done me and you bet I felt it, I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted, I fell right through the cracks, and now I'm trying to get back, Before the cool done run out, I'll be giving it my bestest, Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention, I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some, I won't hesitate no more, no more, I cannot wait, I'm yours."

Jonghyun's soothing voice filled Key's head as the older sang the lyrics, as the music played in the background - his voice drowning out everything else and leaving them in their own world.

"How about it?" Jonghyun lit up as he watched Key literally melt by his voice.

"It's okay," Key mumbled quite muffled, as he stared down at their intertwined fingers. Still with his head on top of Jonghyun's.

"Good," Jonghyun smiled contently, before a small glint in his eyes appeared, but of course Key didn't notice this, "Then this can be our song!"

Key finally realized the reason why Jonghyun had wanted to play that dumb meaningless game, and he couldn't help but speak rather harsh, as he replied: "No it can't."

By the harsh words from his lover Jonghyun quirked up too quickly and smashed his head up into Key's chin, who pushed the older boy away right away.

"God damn it Jonghyun!"

Not caring about Key's outburst, Jonghyun stared at the younger boy in disbelief: "What do you mean with 'it can't'? Don't you want a song?"

"Because we already have one - it hurts!" touching his chin lightly Key flinched, but Jonghyun was still so obsessed about their song, that he didn't notice at all.

"We don't have a song!" Jonghyun exclaimed rather loudly, and Key quietly prayed that no one was home, so they would think they were having another fight, which they were not - unless Jonghyun kept on blabbering about that stupid song.

"We do! The ing song you wrote me! - I'm telling you - I might die from the pain!" He quickly replied Jonghyun, before he kept on complaining, as he tried to show his chin to Jonghyun, but the song was still way more important than Key.

"Love's way?" Jonghyun pondered out loud, as he stared right at Key without really looking at him. It was like his body was still in the same room with Key, but his mind had wandered off to freaking Narnia or some .

"Yeah that one," Key sighed loudly, as he gave up getting any attention from the older, but then he discovered the pillow right beside him. It was perfect.

Grabbing the pillow he shoved it in Jonghyun's face, who finally looked surprised up just to stare in disbelief at Key, "what are you doing?"

"That's what you get from not giving me any attention!" Key was aware of the fact, that he had too much pride, and that he shouldn't crave that much attention - but he didn't really care.

Jonghyun shouldn't care about some stupid song - he should care about him. Kim ing Kibum.

He hit Jonghyun once again with the pillow to straighten out his point, but this time Jonghyun was prepared and grabbed the younger's wrist, who struggled for him to let go, but even though he wasn't that tall, he was the stronger of the two of them.

Without letting go of the wrist Jonghyun pulled Key towards him, so there was only a few millimeters between their lips, which made Key able to feel Jonghyun's breath on his lips, as he spoke: "Where was it you said it hurt? Your chin, right?"

Still not letting go the older closed the gap between them by kissing Key on his cheek and then trailing kisses all the way to his chin.

Key sank his saliva, as he finally relaxed in his arm, so Jonghyun could let go of his wrist without being afraid of getting hit once again - but he didn't - instead he slowly moved his hand to Key's, so they at last could intertwine their fingers once again.

"Jonghyun," Key groaned, as his free hand went to the older's waist to let it rest there, "I think I might hurt my lips, when you bumped into me too."

Feeling the smile from Jonghyun's lips on his skin, Key couldn't help but smile either. Love was so childish.

Jonghyun slowly started trailing kisses up on Key's jaw line, instead of granting Key's wish of locking lips right away, so he moved away and firmly planted his own lips on top of Jonghyun's.

No matter how many times they kissed Key was sure, that he kept on seeing fireworks in his mind, and he wished, that it would never stop, because he was sure he would never find another person, who's lips would fit his better than the older boy beside him.

A loud buzzing sound could suddenly be heard from the table beside them, and Jonghyun pulled away to gaze into Key's eyes, who returned the favor - mind still flowing around in the air from the kiss.

"Your phone," Jonghyun mouthed, as he trailed a finger down Key's cheek, before pulling a string of hair away.

Blinking a few times Key finally realized what was going on and coughed embarrassed a few times, before he reached for his phone to check the caller id.

"Hi grandma!" He chimed into the phone, before he even had it pressed it against his ear. It had been too long, since he had talked with her.

Jonghyun pulled a bit away to give him some space, as he pointed to his room to ask, if Key wanted to be left alone, but Key just shook his head and signaled that he wanted the older to stay.

"I'm good," Key replied with a chuckle, as Jonghyun had started to play with his fingers - just as he had played with his earlier.

Key felt a bit bad towards his grandmother as the conversation, as the only thing he really concentrated about was how Jonghyun was busy trailing his fingers over his features making shiver after shiver go through his body.

Suddenly he realized that he hadn't replied the last question, she had asked him and it had been silence between them for a minute already. Panicking he tried to remember the question she had asked and relief filled him, when he finally remembered: "I have the weekend off."

It was rather sudden in Key's eyes, but Jonghyun stopped trailing him, and for a short moment Key was sure that the older was holding his breath, but he quickly picked it up again.

This time it was Key's time to take a decision. He still hadn't told his grandmother about Jonghyun, and he felt rather sad about it, as he already had told his rather homophobic dad about him.

Why was he even keeping it a secret? It wasn't like he was ashamed about being with Jonghyun. Even though he did know, that the thing he was most afraid of was losing his grandmother.

Taking a final decision he took a deep breath and locked his eyes with Jonghyun's dark chocolate orbs, "Yes grandma, I can visit in the weekend, but is it okay, if I bring my boyfriend too?"

Written by MapiHyperMonkey