✿Sunmi POV✿

⚡FLASH BACK⚡

"AissSsh i did it wrong. I have no talent in math whatsoever. I hope i pass it." Seoyon cried out as she was going through my answer sheet.

I gave her a small smile and said:" hopefully you will pass."

"How did you do?" She asked.

I don't know why but i was feeling embarrassed to tell her i will probably get a full mark.

"Ahhh what am i asking? Of course you will ace it." She said and i took a breath of relief for not having to answer anymore.

I went back to looking at my book that Seoyon suddenly whined:" ouchhhhhh!" she was touching the back of her head.

I looked up at her and noticed that four of our classmates are standing behind her. One of them just smacked the back of her head. I somehow knew them. They tried to bully me once or twice but i turned out to be a boring target for them.

"I told you that this nerdy won't help you cheat! You so stupid for not listening to your unnie!" The one who i guess was the leader or something said to Seoyon.

I looked at her and then Seoyon dumbfounded. Seoyon and i have been friends for just a week. She suddenly started talking to me and well i had no one to talk to so i accepted her at once. But now i know why she came to me at first place. I felt something holding my heart and squeezing it.

Seoyon was looking at me with a terrified expression. I started packing my stuff.

"Sunmi i didn't mean it. i am sorry. Don't hate me." She begged.

I didn't care. I shoved everything i had in my bag and stood up.

"Why are you apologizing? Are you scared of her?" The girl asked mockingly but i didn't stay long enough to hear seoyon's answer. I ran out the classroom and then out of school. I can study at home today. I don't care. I don't need friends. I've got my books. I have my future...i have...i have nothing. Tears started running down my face as i saw a group of girls passing me by laughing. Why couldn't i be like them? I wanted to be like them. I can't...

"Anyone can have friends. Anyone can do the silly things teenagers do. But not anyone gets to be the top student and get entrance in a perfect college." I heard my mom's voice in the back of my head.

I had to get this out of my system. I took a deep breath and started running and counting my steps. This always works.

Whenever i was under alot of stress i would run and count my steps then i would forget what was bothering me.

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