~it hurts to know that you will never look at me the way i look at you ~

🌟Sunmi POV🌟

I came back to the room finding Chan sitting on the bed face down. I let go of my breath and said:" last night i slept on the sofa tonight it's your turn! It's not fair if i be sleeping like that again." I said casually as i was drying my hair. His head snapped to me recognizing my presence.

I looked away not wanting to meet his eyes. He had huge eyes it was kinda creepy and i was getting goose bumps because of them at the moment.

"Don't you wanna talk about it?" He asked softly.

"Talk about what?" I said with a firm tone trying to make him realize that he has to drop this topic.

He crossed his arms on his chest and said:" you know what!"

I sighed." What's the point of it!"

"What's the point of acting like it didn't happen!"

"So you want me to ask you about it???" I asked angrily. "What do you want me to ask hah? Cause i only have one freaking question and that is why did you did that?"

He stared at his hands and said:" i can answer you right here right now but i don't think you wanna hear it!"

I watched him for just a few seconds and that was enough for me to get shell shocked. He couldn't mean that! Could he??? My face warmed up at the thought.

I looked away trying to divert my eyes on anything but him.

"You wanna hear my reason?" He asked softly almost melting me. He was a nice guy and that was the part that made everything so hard. I don't know how it was possible but just because it was him I couldn't be a heartless . I have rejected guys before but this time it was really hard for me.

My eyes turned back to him and i gulped. The pleading look on his face was telling me that my thoughts are not wrong. Why was he being like this? How could he like me? He didn't know me for long and i was not a beauty queen so i say he is charmed by my looks. I had a ty personality too. He kept on telling me i should be more lady like...so why?

I was going through different scenarios in my head while i felt a pair of arms going around my waist. I went stiff at the touch. He just back hugged me.

"Just listen ok?" He whispered softly in my ear making me all wobbly in the knees again.

"Chan...Don't... " i managed to say before he starts.

He sighed." You don't even wanna hear it?"

I got out of his embrace while biting the inside of my lip nervously. I turned to look at him trying my best to smile.

"We can't be like this right? We promised...if things were different... " i sighed not knowing what to say.

"It's because of him.isn't it?" He said in a low tone.

He thought it's because of tae and he was somehow right