~"why do you put up with me??"
"because you are are fire and I've been cold my whole life."
a.r asher~

🔥Rest of Tae Pov🔥

"About your family... "She muttered so low that it was a miracle i heard her.

I managed to fake a smile. Cause no matter how much i wanted to act cool about it, i simply abhorred talking about this kinda stuff.

"My dad left my mom and soon after that my mom left me... i was 13 back then...first few months were tough cause i didn't know how to stand on my own...but then i got it together. Hardest part was keeping the fact that I'm living alone from school i guess. Because if they found out they would send me to an orphanage... like two years ago i found out my mom is living in the same city with me...she is having a good life. I even know her address and I'm sure she knows mine but I'm never going to meet her....and my dad i have no idea about whether he is alive or dead...and some years ago i realized making money is not that hard if you are ready to take risks...so i started going out with older woman whom i met in bars or clubs...they gave me money and bought me clothes...so i didn't mind being called names like gigolo and so on...."

(A/N: guys if u don't know the meaning of gigolo it's a French word used for a young man paid or financially supported by an older woman to be her or lover. I first heard this word in a drama lol.)

I know i didn't give her any details and my way of saying all this but the fact that i managed to make all those sentences seemed a wonder to me already.

I looked up at her expecting to see a terrified or even disgusted expression but my eyes widened in shock. She wasn't disgusted and she wasn't also terrified. She was staring at me her cheeks wet with tears. I blinked confused as more tears ran down her soft skin causing me to get alarmed all of a sudden.

"W...what is it? What did i say?" I asked hurriedly.

She wiped her tears with the back of her small hand and said:" i am sorry that you had to go through all that alone...you don't deserve any of it...you deserve a nice life just like anyone else. I am sorry that life has been so hard on you...now i feel ashamed for all the times i was complaining about my life."
Although she just wiped her tears the new ones soon took their place. She was crying for me...not that her crying was giving me happiness but the fact that she cared made me feel being on cloud nine.

"Stop crying." I said briefly not being able to do more. I couldn't watch her cry so I just stared at the table a frown forming on my face unconsciously.

She nodded fast wiping her tears again.
"I'm sorry I'm such a kid...i can't control my tears most of the time. Sorry..." she kept repeating and i couldn't see the reason why she must fell sorry.

"Stop saying that!" I said dryly.

"Okay..." she stared at her hands.

"what else do you wanna know?" I tried to ask as softly as possible but my voice wasn't cooperating and it came out rather harsh.

She flinched a little and then shook her head." I guess we can talk about it later...let's leave it for now."

"No say it!" I almost snapped and regretted right after it.

She gulped and then muttered. "about the