Sunmi POV🌸
FLASH BACK⚡
I put my forehead on the cold surface of the table and sighed.

" so where did you pick? "i heard seoyon asking.

"I don't know...i have no idea which one I'm gonna pick."

"But i thought you had everything figured out! This is so new!" Seoyon said with a surprised tone.

I brought my head up to look at her.

"My mom had everything figured out and now that I'm not following her plans everything is so mixed up...i don't know what i wanna do with my life. I don't even know if i even want to go to college."

"Have you told your mom about this plans of yours yet?"

I closed my eyes for a second before saying:" yeah i have...and obviously she didn't take it so well. I almost got grounded but then i threatened her that i would leave like my sister did so she let go... let's talk about something else. College picking is not my fave topic recently... honestly it never was!"

The expression on seoyon's face changed and her smile turned into a creepy smirk in a matter of a sec.

"NOT THAT!" i screamed alarmed.

"Come on mimi! This is not fair i tell you everything about kookie! Every single damn detail but you..."

"You give me TOO much information. I'm losing my innocence thanks to your detailed descriptions!" I cut her off.

She glared at me before saying:" Tell me NOW! or i swear to god i will go ask taehyung!"

I almost fell off my chair.
"What the kijibe? How can you be like this to your friend!"

"Shut up and start talking!" She hissed.

"It's not possible!"

"What is not possible???? Just tell me already!" She said impatiently.

"I meant it's not possible to shut up and talk at the same time." I joked.

She gave me a flat unamused look and said:" talk !"

I sighed in defeat:" come on! Nothing happened ...i was dancing with jimin. I think i was drunk, then i found him staring. Then this guy bothered me and taehyung tried to stop him and he punched taehyung....and then..."

"And then what?" Seoyon asked leaning more towards me.

"Then it was just the two of us...he asked me to dance and i rejected... because he...was with someone else and i was...i don't know...he didn't pay attention to what i said and tried to make me dance with him and hugged me...and i..."

i trailed off as i felt heat creeping up my cheeks and a wave of sadness passing my heart. I told him i don't wanna see him again and that i hate him which was a lie. But i guess he believed it. I saw it in his eyes when he let go of me. It has been a week and i haven't seen him around. Not even when jimin and kookie came to our school gate so they can walk us home. What if i never get to meet him again?

"You ok?" I heard seoyon whispering to me.

I smiled faintly and said:" yeah."

"You know why he hangs out with older women?"

I looked at seoyon with a terrified expression and said:" do i wanna know?"

She chuckled:" i don't know...but still I'm gonna tell you! It's not that he likes them or anything it's because of money...i made kookie to talk about him."

I shook my hands in the air frantically and said:" NO NO NO i don't wanna know...the more i know the more..." i went silent half way.

"The more what?" Seoyon asked wiggling her eyebrows.

I sighed:" stop it...this is not easy seoyona...I'm struggling here. All of this sudden changes in my life is driving me nuts and he is like double trouble for me...but still...i just don't wanna be played and he seems like a good player. While I'm just clueless as hell in this kind of stuff! You know what i mean?"

"Yeah i know chingoo...but he is not that bad you know...i judged him! An