사십삼: why not me?
Me Before You
~"I know someday you'll have a beautiful life. I know you'll be a sun in somebody else's sky. But why can't it be mine?"~
Eddie Vedder
✨Sunmi Pov✨
I managed to finish such a long sentence although my mind was not responding at all before walking away from him.
What the was his deal? I pushed the thought away as I started looking around aimlessly. Aish that ladder just ruined my good vibe....
Maybe I get another drink and go back to dancing. I started walking to the bar that suddenly I felt like the ground started moving under my feet and next thing I was almost upside down.
What is happening? I blinked a few times till I realized what's going on. Chan has picked me up and now I was on his shoulder facing the ground. His arm was tightly securing my waist treating me as if I weight nothing.
"Put me down now!" I yelled at him moving my legs frantically. But he didn't pay any attention. I was getting dizzy and was worried I might puke.
I started hitting his back with all my might trying to get him to stop but that didn't work either. We reached the elevator and he hit the button and as soon as the door opened he almost throw me in and walked inside too. I tried one last time to get away but he held my waist with one hand as he pushed the button with another. I struggled again and then tried to bite his wrist but he pushed me back easily and said:" again biting like a little kid?"
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT FROM ME????" I yelled so loud that it almost hurt my own ear. My face was hot from anger and possibly alcohol.
He didn't answer.
"I am not your slave! You can't drag me around all the time!" I said as I hit him on the chest. I seriously felt like wanting to bury him alive right now.
I saw a ray of anger passing through his eyes as I did that and strangely it felt satisfying. I wanted to piss him off too!
"There is nothing between us! You have no right to tell me what to do!" I hit him again on the chest and he was pushed back a little.
"If I wanted a husband I wouldn't marry you! This happened because you said you are not looking for something serious! Don't forget
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