Yuri POV

I never expected this to happen.

I mean

I expected that tiffany will react like this when I tell her what happened to me and sica

But I never expected that someone will do this in front of us. That someone will tell my secret before me.

For days, I practiced my speech about that night. And expect the worse from her

But this

She's beyond it.

I know I deserve it.

I know it’s my fault

I know what I did is not right

I’m a soldier

I know how to accept punishment when I disobeyed rules

But I’m a human too

It hurts

It always hurts

Whatever reason, whatever circumstances it is. Both of us will get hurt

And I know she’s hurting much more than I do.

I cheated on her.

Kept it a secret and make her believe that everything’s ok. But in reality it’s not.

Just like her first boyfriend did to her.

I’m worse, i promise her that I’m not going to hurt her

But I still did.

"unnie?" I felt a hand on my head

I want to talk to her. Ask for forgiveness

I just want to see her face. I want to wipe her tears even if I’m the reason behind it. I want to hug her tight and think that the pain will go away when I hug her.

I want to talk to her I want to hear her voice that make me sleepy when we talked at night.

I want to-

"yuri-unnie please eat something its past 10 and it you haven’t eaten anything since lunch"

"fany" I said while my head is buried between my legs

"yoona brought her some food to eat for lunch same as dinner. Unnie you have to eat and we need to treat your lips." I hear her plead.

"I’m okay seohyun-ah thank you" I raised my head and look at her

I’m not okay. I can’t feel anything right now. Except the pain on my chest

My heart

"Let me at least help you with your clothes. I ask the maid to clean another room for you I will take your stuff there-"

"Stop helping her seo" the door beside me opened and revealed yoona holding a tray of barely touched food "she doesn’t deserve your help"

"yoong stop it" I heard my dongseang plead to her girlfriend

I tried to peak on the door and look for the girl I’ve been missing a lot.

A lone tear has escaped from my eye that I’ve been holding since this stupid incident happens

She was seating on the bed curled like a ball sobbing silently

Not caring about seohyun and yoona arguing about me, I stood up and tried to reach to the person I love. "fany-ah"

She looked at me

Tears are still flowing on her cheeks.

But her eyes changed

Anger

"fany please let me explain" I got down on my knee not daring to touch my angry girlfriend "I’m sorry plea-"

"How dare you ask for forgiveness when you cheated on her" I felt pain on my cheek

I heard a silent gasped from fany when I felt the same pain on my cheek

"How dare you cheated on my sister when she said she love you. Isn’t that enough for you?" the pain on my face burns more as yoona kept punching my face.

I don’t care if she keeps punching me

We can do this all day

If this mean fany can forgive me

I can take it all

I will take it all

I looked at fany as she stops herself from stopping her sister

"yoona that’s enough!" I heard seohyun as she pry yoona on top of me

I cough many times as blood kept gushing from my brows and lips

"Why you kept helping her seohyun? What she did is wrong but you keep helping her!"

Seohyun didn’t respond as she help me stood up from the ground

"Do you love her that’s why you help her?"

"She’s my fiancé yoong, I don’t love her like I love you but I do care for her" I heard seohyun calm voice beside me.

I know she's mad but she don’t want show it to us

"Your words and your action doesn’t match seohyun"  I stumbled on the floor as yoona push me from seohyun

"What’s wrong with you yoona?"

I cough as I felt my back hit the floor

"yoona stop it" I heard my girlfriend s voice from the bed

I miss her

I really miss her.

"What’s going on here? Yuri!" I heard my best friends voice "sooyoung I need some help here"

They help me stood up and support me as we about to walk about the door

"What happen?" I saw Jessica as she enters the room

"Oh the girl who hurt a lot of peoples heart is here, tell me how is it hurting a lot of people?" yoona laugh

I know I deserve being punch by her

Push or treat me badly

But to treat others like that

She had done enough

"yoona!" seohyun shouted to her girlfriend

"Why are you defending them seohyun they did wrong to my sister" yoona pleaded

I looked at tiffany she just lowered her head as our eyes met

"But they did nothing wrong to you" seohyun defended

"Yes they did! Yuri did!" yoona exploded

She reached on her phone and throws it in front of me

It has a picture of me and seohyun on a date with our parents

"That picture was taken before this stupid vacation starts. Someone sent me 5 pictures of you and yuri on a date!"

"That’s it?" seohyun asked. Chuckling really low "you still don’t trust every word I said to you. That I love you"

I saw seohyun walked to me and took my other arms helping sooyung on me.

"Taeyeon-unnie please bring food on my room. Sooyoung-unnie can you help me bring yuri-unnie’s stuff on the new room and spare a pair of clothes to my room?"

Taeyeon and sooyoung nodded and walk outside

"seohyun were not over!" yoona was about to grab seohyns hand but grabbed by jessica

"yoona-ah you have done enough. Please stop at once" jessica pleaded

"Why am I going to listen to you. You sl-"

"yoona!" I hear my girlfriend’s voice again "jessica-unnie lets get out of here"

Jessica held my arm as we walk outside

But was stopped when seohyun turn her head to yoona

"yoona-ah do you want me to choose between you and yuri-unnie?"

We waited for yoona's answer but she had none

"I’d rather choose the person who cares for me since I’m young than the person I love but can’t trust every word I said"

Seohyun starts to walk again. We silently walk outside.

I looked at her.

I know she doesn’t want to do it.

"seohyun-ah"

"unnie when we’re on my room you have to eat and wash yourself. I’m going to treat your bruises after that"

When seohyun become like this. I can’t do anything but to nod

She’s hurting

"sica you can leave us now thank you" I looked at sica and tried to smile at her

"Ok then. I’ll wait for you after seohyun finish tending your needs. No buts taeyeon ask me to" she smiled at me as she rubs my shoulder for comfort.

As me and seohyun enters her room. She rushed me to seat on her vacant bed and feed me before I open my mouth to talk.

"You have to eat unnie, you’re so stupid, you let her punch you like that." she kept feeding without giving me any eye contact

"You skip meal. That will make your metabolism go slower." she said as she makes me drink a glass full of water.

"Look at your lips!" she wipe my lips after I emptied the plate that taeyeon prepare for me. "I don’t know if your that numb to feel how awful your lips right now or your just a plain stupid mor-"

I know she’s hurting

I can feel it

I hugged her

Tight

"She’s so stupid!" seohyun said as she lightly punch my shoulder

"Stupid...immature...narrow minded....jerk!"

I felt a warm liquid on my chest

"How can she not believe that I love her that she the only person I love like this" she starts to sob loudly on me

"seohyun-ah" I rubbed her back as she kept sobbing on my chest

"And you!" she push me away and point a finger on me "I should be hating you right now! But I can't!"

"I’m sorry" that all I can say

"Right sorry" she chuckled as she punch me hard on my shoulder "go wash your awful self unnie I’ll tend your bruise and cuts afterward"

"No need hyun, I’ll just clean it myself. As for you young lady you need to rest you've been a lot this night. And try to think how to fix things with yoona"

"She should be the one fixing this not me" she crossed her arm on her chest as she sat on her bed and fixes it.

I shook my head as I took my clothes and enter the bathroom.

As I enter the bathroom, I took off my bloodied shirt and short. I walk past the mirror as I’m thinking if I want to take a shower or bath.

I looked at the mirror and myself.

Beaten up face

Puffy eyes

Broken heart

Pity me

They say I can have it all.

People who adore me said that I can have it all.

But in reality I only have few.

Almost none

I had one

Then it’s gone

“Seohyun-ah, I’m going to take a bath it may take long. Sleep on your room, you need a rest too” I loudly said while I’m still looking at myself.

“Are you sure Unnie?” I heard seohyun said.

“Pretty sure, I’ll tend my wounds hyun. I can take care of myself.” I heard I soft okay from her. As soon as I heard the door shut. I quickly turn on the water and wait for the tub to be full.

I kept looking at myself while waiting.

Then I felt tightness on my lungs

Something stuck on my throat, like a lump

There’s something on my eyes that sting

I can’t take it anymore

I let my frustration get the best of me

I punched the mirror in front of me

Stupid yuri

You’re so stupid

I punched it again and again, there was no glass left in front of me

I sobbed so hard I can’t breathe. I sat on the floor and crouch beside the tub, resting my head between my knees.

‘Mom I’m so tired’

 ‘Please mom, let this tiredness vanish’

‘I just want to rest’

‘In peace’

(joke!)

Hi Guys!!!!! Miss me?

So as I promise, I look up on my old laptop for the chapters on this story. But found nothing. I saw chapters 1-47 but I didn’t found this. Then I remember, when life was so easy at work, I had time to create chapters whenever I’m in the office. Then I look at my phone.

Then

TADA!!!!!

Chapter 48!!

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