IF YOU would know how happy I am. I'm loved by my new man. He showed me something you didn't know before. You need to work in relationship. In our relationship I was too busy doing everything for you that I forgot to ask you to give me something. Or did you give me something? Oh! Sure you did. You gave me a lot of pain. I wanted to come back to you, you know. Forget about the past and just live with you again. But I can't trust you. I wanted to marry you, Jiyong. I wanted to have kids with you but that ain't going to happen. I have new man, he loves me. And now, Jiyong, I want to say something to you. I'm surerly going to marry him. Althoug I'm never going to able to give him all of my heart because you are always part of it.

(2015)

We celebrated New Year 2014 all together with girls. We had a lot of fun. In 2014 we had a comeback with album named Crush. Good and powerfull songs. Also some soft. Mr. Kwon helped us with Good to you. It's simply our love story with him. Big Bang was preparing for their comeback album and we were helping the by telling some love stories. But then some incident came out.

2014 Dance Room

I was practising my dance with other YG dancers. After awhile we had a break so I decided to spend some time on the internet. I looked at the news and saw that the first thing on news were about our Bom. It was about her smuggling drugs. I ran out of the dance room leaving everyone dumbfounded. I ran to the studio where Bom was right now. I didn't have time to wait for elevator. When I came to the studio and saw Bom crying. When I was running to the studio I was so angry at the media. So angry that I could have killed someone. But then I saw Bom crying and Teddy oppa comforting her, anger immedi