Sehun went to look for Luhan who just finished and was walking closer to him with a tray of sodas in hand. Sehun raised eyebrow at the drink then gave a small smile to Luhan who smiled back.

“Here, give me this. I’ll help you.” Sehun took the tray from Luhan who had baffled expression. It was actually new for him so he couldn’t help but to keep standing there as Sehun started to walk back.

“Aren’t you coming?” Sehun questioned stopping without turning around.

Luhan panicked. “Uh ah yes, I’m coming.” He strutted as began to walk faster to reach Sehun whose long legs were no joke.

Luhan was silently walking when Sehun stopped and he was bumped on his back. Oww that hurt. Luhan rubbed his now red nose from the impact.

“Hyung, do you know you’re clumsy?” Sehun asked without looking at him.

Luhan sighed. “Yes.”

Sehun turned to him and gave him sharp look, as if telling him to stop being so obedient. Luhan was taken a back and gulped as he lower his head down.

“Luhan, stop this.” Sehun whispered quietly.

Luhan gave him a confused look. Stop what? Was he doing something wrong? Something Sehun wasn’t pleased with? But he was helping Sehun and that’s all he remember he did.

“S-stop what, Sehun?” Luhan questioned hesitantly.

Sehun’s lips curled down from the corners scarily. A dark frown on his brows. Now this truly confused Luhan as he took step back, just he was taking another step back Sehun grasped his wrist tightly in his harsh grip. Luhan’s eyes widened as he thought Sehun wanted to beat him. His posture said so and everything else pointed to that.

“Sehun no-”

“Luhan! Stop being submissive dammit! Why are you like this?” Sehun whispered yelled at Luhan who stunned on his position. What?

“Why you always let people run over you? Don’t you feel shameful by letting people use you as they please? Why don’t you ever fight back? Why are you so scared to disobey people?” Sehun desperately asked. This wasn’t right. Luhan was basically giving permission to everyone to treat him however they want.

“Sehun… i… I don’t know…” Luhan answered lowly.

Sehun sighed in frustration. Really he doesn’t know, so what does he know? To be a peoples ? Sehun has been observing him and it was about time he would snap and he did when Luhan just let him treat him like a servant. Luhan should’ve complained or at least asked Sehun why he was late but he just let them be. It wasn’t fair.

“Why you always show me these fake or forced smile, Luhan. Why you see the need to force yourself?” Sehun asked again.

Luhan was staring down. He was blankly looking down. As if he never heard such a thing before. They were so foreign for him.

Sehun turned his face away. He could tell he did something wrong. The silence and that depressed posture show him that much. He decided to talk about this somewhere else, where he could make the elder to cooperate. This one was one sided conversation which didn’t help as much as it damaged the elder.

“Let’s just go.” Sehun muttered and start walking again.

They eat in silence and afterwards all slept except Sehun whose shoulder was occupied by Jiyeon sleeping soundly, or more like his chest but whatever. The night was getting darker and darker.

Sehun’s phone rang and he too it lazily. “What?”

“I said before I’ll explain about Chanyeol and Baekhyun so here I am. That Yesung guy was kidnapped by Mr. Park who persuaded him that he’ll help us so Yesung called me over and there I met that man and he begged for us to work together so I kind of trusted him. He said he’ll help you guys escape from this country that’s why Baekhyun and Chanyeol are there with you. They have rich kid’s reputation so when you’re with them, people won’t pay much attention on your information. You could even act their bodyguard.”

“Shut up. Bodyguard. As if I would guard them.”

Xuimin chuckled over the line at the annoyed reply.

“Whatever, so do you still want to kill me?” Xuimin asked playfully.

“Yes.”

“Sehun.” Xuimin said a little hurt at the reply.

“I’ll also kill that bastard Yesung.”

“I’m hanging up, Sehun. Take care.” Xuimin shut the phone off.

Half hour later the train was stopped and Sehun had to wake everyone which annoyed him to no end but he did. Jiyeon even demanded to be lift by him but Sehun wasn’t that kind of romantic guy. He was .

“Where are we going?” Chanyeol asked Sehun who was walking forward.

“Hotel. We need a place to spend the night.” Sehun answered because he knows everyone were planning to ask him the same question so he decided to save himself from a headache.

Sehun eyed how the two idiots were surrounding Jiyeon. He wasn’t happy but he can’t separate befriends. Jiyeon had them before she had him which left a tiny bit of jealousy in his heart.

The streets were almost empty as they searched for a hotel.

“Hey, I know a motel here. We could go there.” Chanyeol said to Sehun but it resulted for everyone to stop.

“What?” Jiyeon and Baekhyun asked in disgust.

“What?” Luhan asked, tone showing he was disapproving of that.

“Really?” Sehun asked as he smirked to Chanyeol. “I think i already like you.”

“Sehun!” Jiyeon and Luhan called at the same time.

Sehun ignored the both as he swings his one arm around the slightly taller teenager.

“Lead the way big boy. You seem more experienced then these… whatever.” Sehun said.

Chanyeol let out a boisterous laughter at the compliment. “Of course.”

Just like Chanyeol said he know the way and it wasn’t far, plus it looked fancy, those expensive well cared one motel so Sehun was truly impressed at the taller boy.

“You’re best.” Sehun patted Chanyeol’s back and walked inside to book four rooms. He handed the keys to Chanyeol, Luhan and Baekhyun. Jiyeon looked at him, wondering where her key was and nobody even bothered as they were busy in their own things so she walked to Sehun and asked.

“Sehun, where is my key?”

Sehun raised eyebrow at her question as if the answer was obvious.

“You’re going to share room with me, of course.” Sehun said like it was the most normal thing.

Jiyeon blushed deep at the reply as her heart started bursting again.

“Sehun,” She weakly called his name. “I’m not sure if it’s a goo-”

“Why not?” Sehun questioned. “I’m your boyfriend so we can of course share the room and bed too.” He whispered the last words seductively and chuckled at the shy face.

“Sehun… we’re not going to do anything other than sleeping.” Jiyeon said firmly.

Sehun smirked. “Of course we’ll only sleep. What did you think, ert.” He .

Jiyeon gasped at the accusation.

“Sehun am not!”

But Sehun started walking to their room and other start doing the same. Jiyeon pouted alone at the abundance. I hate Sehun.

Once Jiyeon reach the room, she couldn’t help but to blush as her heart was thumbing so loudly and roughly she thought it would jump out of her body. Slowly stepping inside she saw Sehun getting some clothes out of his luggage probably was going to shower and the thought of them alone made Jiyeon think dirty that she had to slap her face to get rid of those thoughts.

“You okay?” Sehun questioned.

“Um yeah!” Jiyeon replied faster then she should have which made Sehun gave her a weird look.

“Get your clothes ready for sleeping and also what you’ll wear tomorrow. I believe you have nothing better to do.” Sehun then left.

Jiyeon mocked him but did as she was told, not like she had option and it was better that way.

Half hour later Sehun came with black sweat pants and plain white t shirt drying his hair.

Jiyeon was ogling at his perfect body and before Sehun could catch her gazing at his perfect body she took her clothes and passed by the hot Sehun who didn’t suspect anything, or was pretending he didn’t spot her erting on him.

Sehun sighed in relief as he throws his tired body on the fluffy bed. His eyes unconsciously landed on the royal headboard where he spotted leather handcuffs.

Sehun scoffed. What the hell? huh? He doubted if Jiyeon even know such a thing. She was blushing madly by talking about , just which meant she was naïve enough to not know what these handcuffs mean by simply being in bedroom. Does she even watch s? Because Sehun saw all these things when he was seventeen years and he was quiet a ert he would admit. Whatever, it’s not like he was going to force Jiyeon in anything. If they survived he would probably teach what he knows. He smirked at that thought. God, he was being disgusting.

He starts searching news because he had to know what was happening around. He had to know how crazy the people were to mess around him.

Apparently not much. Sehun was scrolling and reading the headlines. Its seems like the reward government talked about was cancelled, as the information of armies were kept strictly secret and reporter still couldn’t report anything worth mentioning. That was until he read what Yunho personally announced. It was so long but in short, Yunho wanted people to stop interrupting their job because of them it was getting harder for the armies to do much. And that Sehun was too smart so they had to be careful because the same criminal was wanted before and was somehow fabricated his death until few months ago his crimes were showed and it took a lot of time to actually know where he was. And so on which Sehun didn’t bother anymore.

Jiyeon timidly came inside after shower, in her gray shirt and black knee length loose pants. Sehun was lying ‘on their bed’ busy in his phone. So Jiyeon silently sat at the other side of bed, drying her almost dried hair.

Eerily quietness filled the. Jiyeon slowly got up and hang her towel on the hanger.

“Sehun,” Jiyeon called out of boredom for his attention.

Sehun, who still busy on his phone replied lazily. “Hmm.”

“Sehun, what are you doing?”

“News.”

Wow she could’ve dead by such a looong response.

“Sehun I’m bored, entertain me.” She demanded from her unresponsive boyfriend.

It was the first time Sehun looked up from his phone and that was for glaring at the girl. When Jiyeon smirked for finally getting his attention he took a pillow and throws it to her. “Entertain yourself.”

Jiyeon pouted annoyed at the act. She realized Sehun wasn’t in the mood to ‘entertain’ her which means she had to do it herself.

She sat down on the floor and peeked down the bed curiously if there was anything. Nothing. It was her very first time to be inside a motel. She heard how girls and boys go there and do what but that’s all she knows. Getting up she went to the drawer beside the bed at her side. Opening it, she saw two objects.

One looked like water and other… what was it? She took it and checked the square small pink colored wrapper. . Oh. Her face brightened in pink shade and she dared to look at Sehun who still busy and she noticed his poker face focusing on whatever he was reading. He looked y. His body was twice her size even though he was skin on bone. She looked back at the shyly and awkwardly put in the drawer back, closing it shut hesitantly to not get catch touching something like this when they are totally alone.

Slowly getting up she walked to the wardrobe. What she didn’t expect was to find lingerie’s and some too much revealing dress. Not wanting to look at these when Sehun was around she decided to shut it close until her eyes landed on some weird object. She took it in her hand to observe the object yet it was hard to know. What could it be? She decided to ask from Sehun as that thing was red and purple, it shaped like a mushroom from one side and was fat from the other. Closing the wardrobe she climbed the bed and sat beside Sehun.

“Sehun, what is this?” She asked showing the object to him.

Sehun hummed, didn’t really heard what she actually said.

“Sehun! Stop ignoring me while I’m talking to you bastard!” Jiyeon snapped.

Sehun throw the phone in frustration in front of him, sitting up he faced the girl in irritation.

“What the do you want from me?!” Sehun snapped back.

Jiyeon huffed as she pushed him a little with one hand for yelling.

“I called you but you were oh so busy in your damn phone!”

Sehun gritted his teeth in anger and hissed. “What do you want from me?”

Jiyeon gave him stingy eye then held the object up. “I wanted to ask what hell in this?!”

Sehun grudgingly turned his gaze to the object and Jiyeon was ready for him to yell or be more aggressive, she didn’t except him to gasp and fall down the bed from the shock.

Slowly Sehun stood up, still eyeing the object with horrified expression.

“Sehun, you okay?” Jiyeon asked, weirded out by him.

“Okay?” Sehun questioned with wide eyes but then his expression darkened. “Where did you find this damn thing?”

Jiyeon shrugged, not ready to answer him and letting him find out about those revealing clothes.

“I asked from where?” Sehun demanded the answer more firmly. Now Jiyeon was sweating at his tone. It wasn’t playful or irritated, it was the one where if she didn’t answer him he would do something bad.

“From the wardrobe.” Jiyeon answered nonchalantly knowing soon she’s going to be embarrassed.

Sehun rush to the wardrobe and opened and needless to say, he awkwardly turned around. Jiyeon lowered her eyes to not meet his. She was feeling shy.

“Um… you better put that thing in its place.” Sehun said he made his way to the chair and sat on it. Not getting on the bed.

Jiyeon though, was persisted to know what it was.

“You didn’t answer my question, Sehun.”

Sehun sighed and when Jiyeon looked up at him she was surprised by witnessing the slightly pink cheeks. Sehun could blush?

“It’s not for kids-”

“-I’m teenager-”

“It’s for adults.” Sehun completed.

Jiyeon raised her one eyebrow. “Adult? Are you making fun of me now?”

Sehun breathed hard. No, the room was getting hotter. More like his body was in heat. She was grasping a ing so innocently that it didn’t fail to turn Sehun on. He wanted to grab her and teach her lesson to not do this but he knows it would be wrong. He was cornered because he just couldn’t answer what she was holding in her hand.

“Jiyeon if you’re so interested why don’t you search it up?” Sehun asked. It was better because he doesn’t have to answer therefore he won’t be feeling like a ert.

“What should I write?”

Sehun held his hand out. “Give me your phone, I’ll write it for you.”  Not even once looking at her face.

Jiyeon stood up from the bed and walked to the chair Sehun was in. She couldn’t help but to notice Sehun’s shivering hand as he took the phone.

“Here.”

She took it and looks at the photo first, it looked almost same then she started reading description.

Slowly her face reddened and then she couldn’t take anymore as she throws the phone on the bed, covering her face she sat down on the marble floor.

Sehun smirked at that. He crossed his legs and a smug smile took place on his lips.

“Love, let’s pretend you didn’t ask me what it was and also put it back in its place.”

Jiyeon could hear the mocking tone, she could feel the damn bastard was smirking and she would’ve talked back, but she was too embarrassed to look at the man, talking was far thing.

“Don’t be shy, love. You were bound to know about it sooner or later. Early information isn’t that bad.”

Jiyeon blushed harder and closed her eyes tightly behind her hands.

“I’m going to check others and you prepare for bed. Stop being this shy. I’m your boyfriend after all.”

She heard the footsteps and the door opening then closing behind.

She peeked to see if Sehun really left. He did.

She stood up and jumped on the bed. Hiding her face in the pillow she yelled her embarrassment out.

“Stupid stupid how could i embarrass myself like that! Now he probably thinks I’m an idiot naïve innocent little girl not worthy for his attention… Ahhh” She faked a cry into the pillow.

But he said he’s my boyfriend so… maybe he wanted me to be comfortable and so I can ask him about these things. I’ve to give my ity to him eventually anyway so it’s must be okay, right?

NO, it’s NOT okay! She kicked her legs in the air. Still not moving on. Sehun is supposed to be understanding boyfriend! She was hundred percent sure he would again for this. That damn sadistic bastard found pleasure in others suffering so he was not going to let the chance slip. Why did she even dated such a kind of man or even fall in love with. Why she had to be so picky? IF not she could’ve dated a nice guy or a gentle man who would treat her right but noo- she had to love this bad boy kind! Great but Sehun wasn’t even boy, he was grown man! Aishh.

Sehun on the hand burst inside Luhan’s room who was getting out of the shower. Sehun smiled at the man who smiled back yet again faking it and honestly speaking every time Sehun see that smile, it pissed him off. He was sure very soon he had to teach the man a lesson for doing this. He wasn’t forced to smile. If he want to smile then he should otherwise he don’t have to force himself into doing so. It was cruel.

“Are you doing okay?” Sehun asked as he made himself comfortable on the elder’s bed.

Luhan nodded. Sehun pursed his lips in thin line not satisfied but when Luhan decided to ignore his annoyance he sat up and gave a sharp look to Luhan.

“Why do you treat me like this?” Sehun asked, brows frowning in distress.

Luhan gave him a question look.

“Why do you treat me as if I’m stranger?”

Luhan nervously smiled. “I do no-“

“Luhan, why do you smile?” Sehun asked irritated.

Now Luhan looked hurt. “Sehun, W-what are you talking about… “

Sehun stood up on his feet dangerously and walked to Luhan who gulped at the sudden change in attitude. Stopping before Luhan he sure intimidated the elder.

“Don’t smile,” Sehun hissed while glaring at the elder that it looked like Sehun was the elder between the two.

Luhan’s face was finally swallowed by hurt, as tears build up in his deer like eyes. His lips trembled but still, still Luhan tried to hold the tears back. Don’t smile? Now he was being ordered to not even smile? What should he do? Soon he’ll be told to just stop breathing too, right? The fact he was told this by none other than Oh Sehun hurt a lot more than it should.

Sehun felt pity for the elder. Bending on his shaking legs, Sehun grasp one side of Luhan’s face as he made the elder to look inside his eyes. He was too on the verge of breaking down at the elder attitude.

“Don’t smile if you don’t feel like it…” Sehun’s frown deepened only to stop his own tears as his eyes witnessed first few tears escape the elder’s eyes. “Stop doing that…”

Luhan was having a mental breakdown so he just show it openly as he let the tears flow down but still a pathetic smile formed even when he was crying so Sehun pulled the elder in his chest as his own escaped his tears. “I said stop smiling!” Sehun ordered.

“I can’t… I don’t know how…” Luhan muttered between his sobs which made Sehun to tighten his arms around the elder even more.

Sehun could finally see how the world treated his Hyung and it won’t be easy to heal his broken soul. No, it could be anything but simple. Luhan need help from professional. The world made him believe he was worthless, that he doesn’t matter but only god knows how much he matter to Oh Sehun, only he can know. Not even Sehun himself.

“Once we are done from this, I promise I’ll help you from this…” Sehun whispered quietly.

“Why no one ever accepted me for being me? What’s wrong with me? Why I can’t be normal, Sehun? Why?” Luhan whimpered.

Hearing that made Sehun’s heart filled with hated towards the world. It reminded him from childhood, both were rejected by the society. How no one ever wanted them around and bullied them. While this turned Sehun into a monster he was today because he wasn’t the type to take bull but Luhan, he just let the people toss him around as they pleased. In the end, they are still the same, needing each other to understand. It was the sad reality in the end. Because no matter how Sehun was admired by many, it was his look, his mysterious personality. Only Jiyeon was one who he could actually believe love him. She was blunt, annoying, spoiled and rude but she wasn’t fake. Her feelings weren’t fake towards him. She loved him no matter how much he phically and mentally abused her. Even Hyuna, that girl, her love was limited. Jiyeon’s love for him was… unlimited… unconditional… it was there no matter how ruthless he became.

“We are in this together, just hang in there.” Luhan didn’t respond and stayed without moving.

Few minutes later, Sehun felt the arms around him slowly fall limb and the gentle breathing of the elder brushed against his chest. He pulled the elder away as gently as possible and laid him properly on the bed. Pulling the blanket up on him, he kissed the elder’s head.

Then he looked at his shirt, clearly annoyed at his tears filled shirt. Grumbling some words that people should control their tears he went inside Luhan’s washroom to wash his face.

Staring at his reflection he saw red eyes, dried tears on his pale cheeks. Sighing he washed his face with cold water.

He checked Baekhyun’s room who was already asleep then in Chanyeol who was sleeping peacefully too. He somehow felt like a father to these two. Or elder brother, especially to Chanyeol. Maybe because he wanted to have annoying younger brother who he could discipline.

Slowly he walk to his room only to fined Jiyeon was sleeping, with pillow covering half her face, legs spread wide on the bed. Sehun scoffed at the side. He opened his suitcase to get another shirt because the one he was wearing was dirty for him. Changing in to it he climbed the bed and gently removed the pillow from her face and put it at her other side. Then adjusted her limbs together in more appropriate position. He lay beside her and pulled her body closer to his, wrapping his large arm around her waist. He let his eyes linger on her peaceful expression. She was a true beauty. Her eyes same was… admirable. Her eyes were the most beautiful from her other body parts and Sehun couldn’t help but to act a little creepy as he touched her eyes with his fingertips. Leaning closer he kissed her forehead lovingly.

The loud knocks were heard from the door and Sehun’s eyes widened at the sudden loud sound. He pulled away from Jiyeon. She stirred in her sleep, her eyes slowly opening. Sehun stood up to open the door.

“Sehun what’s happening?” Jiyeon asked, successfully awake at the rapid knocking.

“Love, I got this. Go to sleep.” Sehun opened the door.

Jiyeon sat up with her sleepy eyes. “Go to sleep? Is he okay? Who’s this annoying person anyway.” She waited for few minutes but nothing happened.

She got up to look for Sehun.

Opening the door she was greeted by Sehun pinning women on the wall as their faces were one inch apart. The women’s cries could be heard.

Jiyeon gasped in horror, successfully getting Sehun’s attention.

AUTHOR NOTE

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