A/N:  because everybody's  asking why.... might as well finish up. This was technically  finished at chapter 65. Ja' Have a great day!!!!

Jiyong split from the five and decided to spend time in his studio organizing the plans for their concert. He opened his computer. His hand went to the folder of their trip to Portugal. He smiled bitterly. "Babe, where are you? Why did we end up this way?" His tears were streaming down his cheek. He turned his chair and noticed a package in the nearby table. He pushed his chair and picked it. His eyes creased. The penmanship is familiar.

            "Congratulations"

                        -  Jin Ae, Yeon Ae & Joon Ae -

He doesn't know anyone with those names. He carefully opened the package. It's a box of notebooks. He picked the one on top with red marker with 2016.

She flipped the first page.

September 20, 2016

Dear daddy Jiyong,

Babe, I can finally call you daddy. Yes. I am pregnant. I 'm just so sorry that I don't have the courage to tell you. I don't want you to worry while you're in army.

I just found out 2 days ago. I fell down the stairs during our team building in a resort. I thought I broke my ribs. I went to the hospital. That's where I was informed that I was 2 weeks pregnant. I decided to keep it from you to keep you from worrying. I know I am being selfish but please don't get mad. I am trying to protect you as well. Please....

He didn't finished reading the first page. He cluthed his chest. His chest tighten.  He didn't realized he was crying already. "Oh my God! Babe. Jung Eunji. Ahhhh!!!!" he screamed.

After minutes of crying, Jiyong continued flipping the whole note book and rummaged through the other note books. His face was already covered with tears. "Babe. Oh my God babe." He pulled his hair and hit his head on the table. He cried and cried and cried. Again. "Where are you babe?"

After long minutes of crying, he collected himself and sank bank on his chair. He flipped the first notebook.

October 18, 2016

Daddy Jiyong,

Baby's a month now. I am excited and scared and also sad. I'm so scared to  go through this pregnancy alone. I'm so sad that you'll miss this opportunity.

Ah.... Don't worry about your throwing up in the morning or not having appetite. I think you got the morning sickness instead of me having it. You were throwing up last time I arrived from Taiwan and I noticed you're not eating well. At least  we share the pregnancy stage.

Today, I was with the crowd to send you off.  baby and I we'll be here waiting for you.

I love you, my Kwon Jiyong.

October 26, 2016

My Kwon Jiyong,

I just wrapped up the project in Taiwan and going back to Korea.

I missed you so much.

December 1, 2016

Dear daddy Jiyong,

It's the first day of December.  I had the ultrasound today. Babe, guess what? We're having 3 babies at once. It's triplets. You really worked hard on this. But I am really scared now. Babe, it's 3. I don't know if I'll be able to live through this pregnancy. Now I am regretting hiding this from you. I want you here. beside me. But uh.... I have to live up with it. I'll have to endure till you're done with your service.

Now, I have to think hard for their names but I have to wait a little longer to find out their gender.

Miss you so much.

December 18, 2016

Daddy Ji,

I'm in Canada. Min Jung gave birth few months ago. Her baby is so cute. It's so cold  and snowy in here. I wish you're here to hug me. *smiles*. I bought clothes for our babies. I took photos and stored them in my file.

His phone rang it's Seungri. "Oh..." he answered his phone.

"Hyung! Did Eunji noona contacted you?" Seungri was catching his breath.

"Uh.. no why.." Jiyong can't hide the tone of his voice.

"Hyung, are you okay?"

"Hmmmm... Eunji. Did she contact you?" Jiyong asked.

"Hyung! Check her instagram. It's her first post since she disappeared. Hyung....don't take it.." Seungri can only hear beeping sound. Jiyong already hang up.

Jiyong opened his instagram right away and searched Eunji's account. There. The kids smiling and waving crown stick. She captioned it with "Nice to be back home. Watching Ingkigayo with my babies. Bigbang are forever hot! Missing my man!"

Jiyong sent a direct message right away. His hand was itching to call Eunji but he has no information about her.  Eunji asked if he received the package. Jiyong replied in a flash. He asked for her number which Eunji didn't hesitate to gave.

"Babe?" Jiyong didn't waste time to call Eunji.

"Babe,"

Jiyong missed her voice. He just burst to tears. "Baby, I missed you so much."

"hmmm.. Did you read all my journal?"

"I just read few.. I'm not sure if... Babe, Can I see you now? Babe, please... please. I want to see you now," Jiyong was crying.

"It's late. Read all the journal and call me tomorrow. Hmmmm"

"babe, please."

"The kids are sleeping. I've work tomorrow." Eunji said in straight voice.

Jiyong sighed. "Okay. I missed you babe."

"Goodnight Babe," Eunji hang up first.

Jiyong just stared at his phone. He picked the journal back and started reading again.

December 25, 2016

Daddy Ji,

Merry Christmas! I know you're sad that you haven't heard from me.

Babies are doing great.

I'm going home before New year.

Missing you on this cold Christmas.  Think of it. We haven't had Christmas together yet. Next time we spend Christmas, there'll be five of us.

Love you!

February 14, 2017

My love Kwon,

I miss you!

How are you? Is it cold in there. It's quite cold this year.

This is one of the hardest day in a year for me. I was so glad you were with me last year. I brought you to meet my parents. *Grins* And you bought us couple ring.

June 18, 2017

Daddy Ji,

It's the day. I'll be having the CS later this evening. I know. You're going to miss a once in a life time in your life. I also want you to be beside me when I deliver our beautiful babies. But what can I do?

Jiyong spent the whole night reading Eunji's  journal. By the time he finished it all, his eyes were puffing out. He cried the whole time reading the journal.

The last entry was when Eunji took the triplets to watch Bigbang's  performance in Ingkigayo.

My love daddy Jiyong,

You're  dashing as usual.

I took the kids to watch you guys in Ingkigayo. The kids loves Seungri. Hey don't  start  scolding the maknae. I asked him not to tell  you about us yet.

The kids loved it. See you soon my love.

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