Chapter 49

 

 

 

 

 

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You’s pov:

 

 

 

 

 

I’m riding a taxi now going to yoona’s house I call yoona last night and she said that Jessica was with her, yuri must’ve been curious on why Jessica is there she keep calling me last night and told her about everything that happen she give me a lot of scolding and I ended up getting guiltier for what I did, yuri told me that Jessica was crying when she arrive there, I know it was my fault if she could just give me time to explain to her but krystal said I should leave her alone for now.. and last night I couldn’t sleep at all messaging her about how sorry I am but I got no reply from her, umma was worried about me because I told her about it, she just told me to talk to Jessica as soon as possible and that’s what I’m doing right now. I just hope Jessica would face me, because if not I don’t know what to do anymore,

 

I just buy some flowers and some stuff that she likes I know that it’s not enough, but I should try and make her forgive me, it’s near Christmas and I don’t want to celebrate without her it would be so boring, the taxi stop at yuri and yoona’s condominium as I went out from the taxi and I went up straight to their room, I slowly knock and heard a beep indicating the door is opening, I saw yoona’s face smiling sadly at me,

 

“hey”

“hi unnie”

“jessica’s up?”

“not yet she’s in the guest room” I nodded as she let me went inside.

“where’s yuri?”

“she already went to work she needed to do something and she told me that you and her should talk later” I nodded again and look at her saying.

“yoona” she looks at me.

“you know that I can’t hurt Jessica, I hope you will believe me” she smile at me and holds my shoulder rubbing it slowly and said..

“I know unnie just go talk to her” I give her a smile and told her that I’ll go to Jessica now, she nodded telling me that she will just prepare breakfast, I thank her and went to guest room.

I slowly approach the room and hold the knob and slowly opening it, I saw Jessica in the corner sitting while her head leaning to her arms hugging her knees, I slowly close the door and approach her, I heard her say,

“please yoong I want to be alone” but I didn’t answer her and continue to approach her,

“just go for now yoong”

She looks up and saw me walking towards her, she got shock when she see, as she give me that glare, I jolted but I keep walking towards her and heard her say,

“don’t ever come near me” she give me that deadly glare again but I don’t care, I need to talk to her.

“please sicababy let’s talk” she gritted her teeth and said,

“I ask you to leave me alone can’t you not understand me huh?!!!!” I was now in front of her and slowly sat down to her level and holding her hands but she steps back as she doesn’t want to be touch.

“just go ____”

“sicababy let me explain please”

“just go!!!” she push me harder as I landed on my she just looks at me while standing up and walk towards the bed, I stand up and follow her.

“please nothing happen between us sicababy can you just please trust me”

She looks at me cringing her nose and said.

“trust huh? You can’t even say that taeyeon was there???!!!!”

“please stop shouting”

“I am not shouting and wae? Are you afraid that yoona and yuri might heard me saying about you and taeyeon huh???”

“god sica taeyeon help me and that’s it nothing happen towards us and I am sorry for not telling you about her just please don’t be like this”

I approach her but she told me not to come as I stop and said.

“did you hate me now for that?”

She didn’t response and just looking at me.

“please let’s fix this it’s near Christmas now and I don’t want you to be mad at me, you know that I only love you sica please”

She looks at me as she told me the hurtful word she ever said…

“I don’t trust you right now and I don’t wanna see your face” I bite my lower lip looking at her. As my tear fell down on my cheeks but she didn’t see it as she looks down, I just told her..

“okay I give you time just be careful” I slowly walks out from the room and saw yoona looking worried about me, I just give her smile and told her.

“just give this to her, I guess she doesn’t trust me enough I’ll go ahead then”

 

She was about to talk to me but I just shook my head and walks out from her apartment as my heart burns a lot… my tears fell down nonstop and walks faster, I called a taxi and told him to go to han river as he nodded and drove off….

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Jessica’s pov:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I just cried a lot when ___ left the room, I don’t know why I’m acting like this, I was just jealous and mad about taeyeon is there, I don’t know what happen to them and I know I hurt ____ too for what I said to her I didn’t mean to say that but I couldn’t control my angry and told her hurtful words, I just hugging my knees now and still crying a lot I heard the door open and i immediately look up and got disappointed yoona give me a sad smile and approach me, she sat just a few inch away from me telling me that ___ left already as she handed me a flower and some stuff, I look at her asking her about it, she just told me that ___ wants her to give it to me, yoona holds my hand as I cried harder, she quickly hugs me so and rubbing my back, I cried harder in her embrace, she just calm me down, after some minutes I slowly look up to her as she handed me the things that ____ give me, I slowly get it and thank her, she told me that she will leave me alone for now , I just nodded and heard her footsteps walking away from me and going out from the room, I just look at the flower and some chocolate and a small box but, I got mad remember what happen as I throw that stuff away, and get the blanket and covered if over my body,

 

 

 

 

After a week

 

 

 

 

 

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It’s been a week that I haven’t seen her, I miss her .. damn Jessica you and your pride and it’s Christmas in two days, yoona and yuri will be celebrating it with yoona’s parents, yuri invited me to go with them as I don’t know if I want to go or not and that girlfriend of mine didn’t even called me she will just message me once in awhile and I hate my pride because I haven’t reply to her message at all, you should message her Jessica why are you acting like this, ___ won’t hurt you she promise that  to you, sighing as I just stay all day in my room and krystal  been staying here with us, and I feel guilty because ___ must have been alone if umma have a night shift..

 

I’m now at the mall with krystal dragging me all the way to a lot of stores, if I’m in the good mood right now I probably have a lot of bags carrying now but I’m not in the mood to buy anything, krystal even told me to buy some gifts now for Christmas but I just shrug that off and told her to buy for me, she just said okay, and I was just following her around,

 

She walks towards the store and told her that I will follow her later on she just let me be as I walk a little and saw and shirt that ___ would really like, I smile looking at it and couldn’t help but went inside and buy that shirt, I guess I’m missing h