after few months Some people keep hating on her, even hating on me. But some people already moving on, and start to put me and Suzy as the last on their priority.
we don't mind, this is how the industry works, me and Suzy choosed it years ago, so yeah there's no turning back, just face it confidently.
so here i am, in a tv station cafetaria, wait for her schedule to ended and have a cup of coffee together.

" why are you so late?" she looks exhausted when finally grab a sit in front of me.
" i made a lot of mistakes today, ya! why are you wearing that hat?" she point her finger to my hat, and give me an intense gaze.
" why?"
" it looks exactly the same with mine." she's now point it to her hat, and yeah we are wearing the same hat, just the color is different.
" i'm so sick of article and picture of us, wearing "couple items" when we're not." she start to drink her coffee slowly.
" i'm borrowing it from Chanyeol hyung, i didn't know you'll wear that too." i try to defence my self and talk to her slowly.
" i'm endorsing this brand, of course i'm wearing it." she talk to me and hit my feet under the table.
" ya!"
" you never bought me a present, or couple items, people will think you're a sweet boyfriend when you're not. it's annoying."
she keep talking rubbish and i really want to shut , but i just take a deep breath.
" i gave you a present before, that bracelet, the one that i gave you before you debut." i talk to her while drink my iced green tea latte.
She lift her face to me, and stop her drinking.
" heol.. that was 4 years ago, and you still showing it off." she talk while give me a sarcastic tone.
" at least, i didn't celebrate your birthday one month later, i'm googling your birthday when i didn't know, and i congratulated you right at 00.00"
i pout my lips to her, and she really looks annoyed. i know, we'll start the bickering.
" but i already apologize and made you one cake." she try to take my hat away and pull my hair, in here, in the cafe, when people eyes is focusing only to us.
I quickly get up from my sit before she can reach me, i walk closer to her and ruffles her hair while walked away. she looks annoyed.
this is for the best, everyone around here is someone who work in this industry, things will becoming so complicated if they found out that Sehun and Suzy bickering in public.
So i decide to change it into Sehun and Suzy are lovey dovey in public. that's better.

i watch tv at dorm, and i can see Suzy having a short interview live, in the tv. She looks beautiful and i know that my name will comeout like usual.
after talking about that and this, finally the mc mention my name.
" how about your boyfriend? is he doing well? i think that he's really busy abroad." the mc asking her, and i can see Suzy is smiling.
" i don't know, actually i'm having a fight with him, so i don't want to really talk about him."
she told the mc while smiling with a sweet and relaxing tone. The mc seems understand and start to laugh together with her.
That Suzy, she's doing it again. she's not even covering and just tell everyone the truth.
This past months, me and Suzy are showing our relationship without any fakeness, we rarely have times together, but we do it in our way.
and i think that's what the public needs, they accepting the fact, and they appreciate me and Suzy for showing the reality to them, we're not covering anything, we're not faking anything.
This is us, and we're happy with this. But for telling people about having a fight is just too much.