" Suzy.." I spell her name slowly, and that girl stopped, turn her face to me. 

She standing there with her brown hair. 

Those dazzling eyes lock into mine, watch her like this make me realized that i miss her more than ever. 

She bow to me and start to walk again, she's not recognize me? well, it can happen because i wore a lot of accecories to cover my self right now. 

But when i see that she walk slowly with her hand shaking, i know that she saw me, she recognized me.

 I'm following her from behind, not talking anything, doing nothing. Just want to make sure that she safe. 

She stopped and try to catch some taxi, but not even once is stoping. When i see one coming, i jump on the side of the road and call it. 

It stop. "

 Thank you." she talk to me with husky voice while get in to the taxi. 

I watch her gone, leaving me. So she's avoiding me. She's lying to me.

 I keep walking home, when i see her number is calling me.

 " Hello?"

 " I'm sorry." That's the first word that she told me after two months. 

" for what?"

 " for lying to you and avoiding you." She talk to me with that sweet voice, voice that i miss. 

" why are you doing that?" I can't hold it, but to ask about her behaviour. 

" This is my plan for moving on from you." I paused for 3 seconds, before can talk back to her. 

" is it working? i already done with so much plans, nothing is worked for me." 

I talk to her while laughing, an awkward laugh. 

" Sehun-a, we must doing that, we should try to moving on from each other." 

" How can i move on when i'm still in love with you?" 

" I try, you should do that too." She hang up the phone after talking like that. 

I take a deep breath, i choose to fall in love with her years ago and i choose to let her go months ago.

 How could i regret all my decision, i'm not the type of person who regretting things. 

My phone is ringing one more time, another text message from her. 

It worked really well, it nice if you can do the same things. 

I read it slowly, is she said it for real? worked? yes, we'd only dating for 5 months, but i've been loving her for the last 4 years. Nothing will work for me. 

I decide to not thinking about in on the end of the night, it just give me an heartache.

 Tomorrow morning, me and my members start to practicing for our new comeback. 

We practice for the dance step, the hard one. 

" we should go tomorrow morning, for our schedule" my manager come to our room and talking about the event that we shoud attend. 

That event, she'll be there for sure. an award special with so much idol attended. Seeing her in this state will be a torture.