The event that held on this weekend is only involve Suzy and not her entire members. Everything when smoothly at the beginning, i haven't met her yet.
Me and my members performing near the end of the show. I feel relieved that Suzy and my members doesn't have a chance to meet.

" Sehun-a, let's go?" my manager ask me out from the waiting room.
" eh, why what?"
" For the closing stage, every performer stand together at the stage."
I'm not really remember what happened, i just realized that now i'm standing on the stage with my members.
Clapping and smiling to the audience. Sometimes i swipe my eyes to see Suzy. She standing on the corner of the stage with her friends.
I shouldn't let her meet my members, at least i should tell her first about the truth.
I really want to walk toward her, and talk to her. But i realized that so much camera pointing at her and focusing at me.

The closing stage was finally ended, we coming down from the stage. At the backstage we encounter a lot of artist and exchange some greetings with them.
" Oppa!" I can see Sulli come to Suho hyung and i see them talking to each other
Suzy is walking with her, linking arm with each other. Suzy and Suho hyung exchange some greetings.
I feel nervous and afraid, the feeling that you have when you bring a girl to your family.
What Suho hyung think about her?

Suzy leave first and walked behind my back. i stare at her for a while, when Chanyeol hyung whispering me something.
" Stop looking at her like she still your girl." I turn my head to him quickly, although he whispered, i think Suzy can hear that.
" Hyung, she can hear it."
" really? i talk slowly." He looks surprised and cover his mouth.
I can see Suzy turn her face to me, I look at it, and i know she hear it.

I don't know what to do, i feel like, i should have told her first about my confession to my members.
But i feel like, this is my right to do this, she doesn't need to angry or mad. But still i can't choose what should i do that night.

want to meet me? at the cafe near my apartment, i'll wait for you .

I receive that text message from Suzy at night. I don't really want to meet her, this meeting will end up as a fight. and i hate it.
Fighting with her is annoying.