" do you call your parents?" she ask me and sit in front of my chair.
I nod and give her a smile.
" my parents's cafe in gwangju is closed for few days, some of your fans keep coming there." she talk to me, and i lift my face to her.
" really? are they ok?" 
" they're fine."

I don't know that the first meeting after that news broke out will be so awkward like this.
" you didn't cry?" i ask her carefully.
" what are you talking about? of course i cried, a lot." she talk to me with low voice. i don't know how to react so i just stare at her.
" i failed everyone because of this scandal." she talk again with low voice, i feel surprised with her talking.
" what are you talking about?"
" i don't know that people will react this badly over our relationship."
That's right, well said. I feel the same too. I feel like a superb criminal for having relationship with Suzy.
" let's just end it for good." i can hear she take a deep breath before talking.
i lift my face to her and see Suzy, my bestfriend, my fan, my girl, hold her tears while smile.

That must be so hard for her, i know that Suzy is the one who most hurt than other people.
" do you hear me? let's just end it." she start to talk with husky voice. 
" you can't hold it anymore, can you?" i talk to her with low and deep voice.
She reply me with a nod.

" There are two sides to every love story, always. We experienced the happy one." I talk to her start to reach her hand.
" Sehun-a, you storage all my love story until now, you think i can endure seeing both of us is sinking because our sellfishness?"
She talk to me while wipe her tears. She's got the point i know it, but i can't give up on her like this.

I get up from my sit, i feel like this is such a waste to hear that she ask me for this instead to try fight for our love and make it works.
"where are you going?" she's following me to a door and i turn me face to her.
" let's talk later, when you realized that there's only one heart in my body and you're the one who have it."
I leave her place after talking like that, having a fight in this situation is not really good.

the next days of my life is quite awkward, weird, sad, and bad.
i'm not talking with suzy at all. I feel sorry to my members anytime i see them.

" that's fine Sehun-a. we're good." that's what they told me, but i know that's slightly a lie. i feel bad to them, especially for the one who have SNS.
our fans is really mad to us, to me. They feel betrayed. and i understand about it.