Finally, the day of our comeback in Korea is happening right now. The song material is given by the company, we practice and record the mini album for the last months. My activities become so much tight.
Me and my members practicing hard for this comeback. With anticipation from a lot of people we even working harder for this comeback
month after month we spend for recording and practicing.

" Are you nervous?" one of the reporters ask me  about our comeback
" a little bit, but we'll do our best." I talk while smiling to her and practice my dance again.

Our comeback is getting reported by the media, they showering us with attention. I feel proud but nervous, do we really deserve all this?
I can see that all my fans is really excited about this comeback, so it make us want to do something better than ever.
So i forget about Suzy's problem and focused on this comeback. Maybe Luna and Suzy was right, this is for the better.
Forget about her and focused to people around me, maybe right now i should moving on from her.
This is the only way for me and for her to avoiding getting hurt.

I remember when she said about "what if" condition years ago, when i feel down and start to desperate over my life as trainee.
I have no regret at all, for standing on this stage, shooted by the camera, hearing the cheers from my fans, dancing and singing with all my ability.
I'm thankful that i have this life, spending times with my members, finishing our schedules, everythings.

And one for sure, i have no regret for falling in love with Suzy, sharing my dreams with her, hold her in my arms, spending precious times with her.
and i don't have a regret too for broke up with her and letting her go.

Maybe this is the time for me living my life and for her living her life, maybe our chances for being together is gone.
So here i am, on the stage with my members having a comeback.

" How is your feeling?" a reporter ask me when i coming down from the stage.
" There's always something that lacking, but we did our best." I talking while looking at the camera and waving my hand.

" Sehun-a, have you ever met Suzy again?" Chanyeol hyung ask me at dorm when we're in front of a laptop watching our performance.
" Since that news broke out, no." I answer him while repeat the video and monitoring it.
" are you ok?"
I turn my head to him.
" I think i'm fine." I talk to him and give him a smile.
" How about her?"
I stopped my eyes on the screen. Is she ok? i don't know.
See me not talking, Chanyeol hyung leave me alone and he's out from the room.
I want to forget about her, i don't want to think about her, i just want to move on. But i can't, i still care for her.