Wavering Heart
The Man Who Can't Be MovedThe situation for Suzy after the scandal broke out is far from good.
her company is held her activities.
" i'm not really talk to her for this past few days." i told Kai about her.
" She must be really tired, with her activity being suspended, and all the hate that coming to her." he talk to me while showed articles about me and Suzy that keep flowing.
" This is almost 2 weeks, after the news, but i feel like the attention still on us." i cover my face and take a deep breath.
" what do you expect? your girlfriend is super famous, she's the moneymaker for her company, our nation's first love." he told me while smiling.
i feel a little dissapointed to my agency, why they confirming my relationship with her. But when i saw pictures that the media released, i think not confiriming it just make things worse.
i'll becoming an obvious liar to the whole nation.
yeah, right. Suzy must feel really tired and sad. maybe she's really can't take the hate anymore.
maybe she can't handle the tears that keep flowing because of me.
That time, i recalled the things she said to me. About end the relationship for good.
is it really for good? maybe it is.
Suzy is getting hate from everywhere, there's so much people who turn their back from her, maybe i did that too without i realized.
Maybe there's only Luna and me who think we look good together. Maybe it was only me who dare to imagine our future. Maybe this is the reality that i need to face, letting her go once again to protect her.
I kept thinking about what should i do, i can say that i'm close to let her go and end our relationship for good.
I decide to try this way.
" Meet me." maybe end this will make her happier.
" i'm on my way to your dorm, where do you want to meet me?" i feel surprised hearing her talk with calm voice, and she's on her way here.
" anywhere is fine."
" the comic cafe near your dorm, i'll wait for you." she hang up the phone after talking like that.
On my way to that comic cafe, i kept ask my self,
is this really what you want, Oh Sehun?
once you said it, there's no turning back.
you need to moving on from her, there's no the man who can't be moved anymore.
Sometimes, i decide to not end this, but sometimes i think that i should.
When i arrive at that cafe and coming in to the room, I see her sitting there, smiling to me. She looks so much skinier than before.
This is for her happines, i need to do this.
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