" Remember to send me address.. " 

" Yes... " you nodded your head like you're a clockwork toy. 

"And.. if you ever need kimchi, you can always come by here.. "

" Yes... " Still nodding.. 

"Ohhh.. and when you are choosing furniture, let me go with you. You don't know how to choose, it would be bad if you choose a poorly cushioned pillow,.. or a terrible bed.. " 

"Yes.. " you simply can't stop your mum. 

Both of you were slowly walking to door, with your dad leaning against the door frame, chuckling at your mother's actions. 

"And,.. " your mum's face looks solemn, " ... " 

" What? " you raised your eyebrows. It wasn't natural for her to be speechless. 

"If.. If you..." she's stammering?

You gave an exasperated sigh, " What? " 

She looked into your eyes for a long moment. 

You could almost see tears rolling around her eyeballs, playing and threatening to spill over. 

" If you ever get back with him, " you stop breathing, " Bring him home for dinner. " She said with a smile. 

" What? " it was barely audible. 
Is she kidding you? 

She gave you a hug, " I love you. "

It was you fighting with your own tears now. 

" Thankyou, " you whispered. 

Your father gave a hearty laugh, " You don't know how long she took to decide those words, before you came she was already wearing her shoes off from walking all around the house. " 

You grinned, while your mother smiled bashfully. 




You left your house,
You had sent an email yesterday informing TS Entertainment of the interview. 
They had replied back saying it would be possible today after their music broadcast since they were running on a tight schedule and tomorrow they have another music broadcast, it would be difficult to arrange for another interview, unless you wait for three more week when their promotions ends. 

You gave a sigh. 
You looked at your phone, 19:07. 
23 more minutes. 
It was still early since your house was near to TS entertainment. 

You swinged yourself with the wind. 

You were actually feeling nervous. 
Undeniably nervous. 

"So.. this is it.. " You talked to yourself. 
"After two years of running, Life forces me to meet you through my job.. " 

You stared at the notepad of questions. 
You figured, it wouldn't kill to update yourself with their performance and..ask even more exclusive questions afterwards. 

You clicked on their performance just now, 
The very one you watched back at home. 
Your eyes were glued on Daehyun. 
Your heart triggered feelings, those initial feelings that you thought you have forgotten.. 

And when the video has ended, a black screen appeared. 
You stared back at yourself. 
You don't know what to think.




You scrolled through the related videos they reccomend. 
A fan posted, " B.A.P Question and Answer SHOCKING! " 
There was over 100,000 views. 

Being curious, you clicked on it. 

"Let's welcome B.A.P!!!"

"We are B.A.P! Hello it's B.A.P! "

You watched them performed all the variety games. 
And.. also noticed how quiet Daehyun was. 
Your heart aches. 
You hope you were not the reason for his behaviors. 

The six men sat down on comfortable stools and the MC began to speak, 

"So here are some questions that the fans have specially asked each of the B.A.P members"

'This is for YongGuk... B.A.P has been very successful since their debut.
How do...or where does B.A.P's co-songwriter/producer/leader Bang Yong Guk get his inspiration for writing these hit songs?" 

"Well, I often read books and movies to get inspiration. Sometimes I just get inspiration while I am doing daily work like dancing, bathing, eating. So I'll just note them down, or record them with my phone. 
I'm still learning and trying, thankyou for the support and love. "
 

"Thank you Yong Guk.. Next! HimChan!
Babyz have all recognised your beautiful features and perfect selcas that you had diligently updated on social networking sites.
What's your beauty secret, or rather fans wants to know your perfect selca taking tips!"

He smirked at that compliment. 
"The fans of course,..I think of them as I take the selca and it comes out beautifully.." and winked at some random direction. 

You laughed. Him Chan Oppa being HimChan. 

The MC laughed, " Thankyou HimChan-goon "

"Daehyunnie! You have a scenario question..
Imagine that you have a girlfriend, and both of you had a fight, and let's say... that she comes back, what will you do??" 

You stop breathing. What?! Do they know?

Daehyun shook his head. 

"Huh? " the MC asked. 

Daehyun looks shocked, 

"Sorry.. Can you repeat the question?"

The MC stared at him quizzically. 
She smiled before looking at her cue cards and repeat the question. 

"It is a scenario question..
Imagine that you have a girlfriend, and both of you had a fight, and let's say... that she comes back, what will you do??" 

What kind of a question is that? 
Are fans.. psychic?

"What?!" he exclaimed.  

"I... I.. " he was stammering. 
Your heart beat was getting more intense as you stared hard at him and his answer. 

He didn't reply but his mouth was wide open. 
Is he still in love with you? Do you dare to dream? 
Or has he moved on? 

Daehyunnie.. 
 

The MC looks uncomfortable with his long pause. 
She chuckled nervously and tried to help, 
" The fans have asked a question that puts Daehyun at a difficult position. 
It must be difficult to imagine since a fight could be anything.. and.. it may be awkward...  " 

He was still staring into space. 

" Ah... Daehyun-goon, shall I ask another question..? " 

" I will.. " he cut her words immediately

Breathe Ji Yeon Breathe

" I will..." 
 

" I will make up with her and get back together "

You broke down. 

You were not sure why you were crying. 
Emotions just washed up to your tears and spilling over the edges of your eyes. 

Did he answer this because he was on TV or does he truly means it? 

You scrolled through the comments. 

" Does Daehyun has a girlfriend?" 

" Awesome fan who asked this question, secret revealed!!  " 

" Woww... Daehyun is so sweet. " 

" I can't imagine any girl will leave Daehyun... " 

" ANY GIRL WHO LEAVES DAEHYUN IS A B*TCH AND DO NOT DESERVE HIM!" 

You closed your eyes after reading the last comment. 
It has already started, even before you meet him. 
It has started. 



You tried to calm down. 

You need to interview them in less than ten minutes. 
You are not showing up with teary eyes. 

You have got to be professional.  
Put down.. 
Put down those seven odd years of memories. 
Put them all down, 

You have got to be professional. 

You fanned your eyes vigoriously trying to cool off those swollen eyes. 

You huffed and puffed, 
You stood up.
You checked your reflections to make sure your eyes are not as red and swollen before walking to TS Entertainment. 

Baek Ji Yeon. 
You have decided this path yourself. 
And since there's no way out, 
You have to do it.. 

For the love of Daehyun. 

A short update. 
No big news here but just showing the war has started .. *sniff*
I thought I should separate the interview as a completely different chapter. 
If I am not that tired tonight, I may update again :DDDD 

And once again, I seriously  cannot love you guys enough, 
I am overwhelmed by the response. 
Please leave comments and let me know. 
I really love to hear from you guys, even the nastiest words, or the sweetest compliment :D