Chapter 39.

The Heart Never Forgets

"Please... " his voice croaked. 
You bit your lips. 
He was crying. 

" Don't leave again.. " 




You bit your lips harder. 
You could feel the taste of metal. 
Your eyes were swollen and flooded with tears. 
This is so wrong. 
Too wrong. 
What is happening? 
How did I ever get here? 


" Please..." He begged you again. 
His voice, his honey voice was replaced with something hoarse and throaty. 

"Don't leave... " his voice croaked. 
His grip tighten as the words left his mouth. 

He... was crying when he saw you, or did he cry before seeing you? 
Daehyun-ah.. 
Did I cause so much pain in you such that you'll be crying at the sight of me. 

You squeezed your eyes shut, and you tried to soften the sounds of sniffing. 
You tried to control and alternate breathing from mouth and nose.. 
But, your nose was so blocked, and stuffed you were breathless. 
When you breathe through your mouth, the cold air freezed your trachea and made you have chills from it. 
Much rather, the chills form a trail down to your heart.. 


You couldn't speak a word. 

It's so wrong.. 
Daehyun. Let me go. 
Your Girlfriend will see this.. 
You.. You can't be holding like this.. 
You... 
You don't have to pity me or anything.. 
Daehyunn... 
Your legs gave away, and you were solely depending on his grip to stand. 


"Ji-Yeon.. " He was stammering as he spoke your name. 

" JiYeon.. " your heart ached at the repeat of your name 


"What? " it took you such a great effort to make sure that word sounded cold and emotionless. 

You swallowed the last of your tears, and you broke his grip.. 
He was shocked by your sudden surge of energy, his grip loosen, and there.. 
He.. well.. you let him go. 


" What?" you questioned again. 
Sounding fiercer than you look. 
Your eyes threatened war. 
But your tears gave you away. 

" WHAT DO YOU WANT JUNG DAEHYUN!?" You screamed. 
Who cares if there are people living in this building. 

You're tired. 
You're tired of being teased. 

It's not a matter about loving him anymore. 
This love.. 

This love is so painful. 


He kept silent. 
He blinked furiously at you. 

He was biting his lips. 
You could see a lonely tear held with his emotions trickling down. 
His lips was trembling from the uneven breathing.. 


You closed your eyes and gave a sigh. 
Stop crying Ji Yeon. 
Stop this. 


You gave him another stare. 

" Look... " you started off. 
Trying to be firm and break free from that vulnerable image you showed him. 

" I'm sorry. " Those words left a bitter after taste.
 How are you sorry? 
But... it seemed so right. 

" I... don't know how I came here.. " 
Right... Ji Yeon.. right.. 
How can you possibly not know? 
You took the subway trains.. you took the bus. 
How can you not know. 

" I shouldn't be here. " 
You ended off silently. 

You closed your eyes.. 

" WHY?! WHY shouldn't you be here?!" 

His outraged scared you. 
It felt all too familar. 
Like that fight that caused both of you to break up first. 
The start to all these pain. 

Or maybe, it wasn't the fight, but the reality ever since he chased this dream. 

Your heart shook with the feaar and terror, and that deja vuu overwhelming you. 

" Be-because... " your knees slowly lower themselves down. 
" Because... I still love you.. " you whispered between sobs. 

" I still love you Daehyun!" you screamed at him. 

" WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THIS?" 
Your palms were against the floor. 
It was supporting your body from crashing on to the ground. 

He was silent. 
You couldn't see what he was doing. 
He was probably mocking you. 
How pathetic you were. 


DAEHYUN's POV

I'm crying again. Why am I crying at the sight of her?!

I asked her, Why... she shouldn't be here? 
I need you JiYeon. 
Please.. 
Don't be like this.. 
You're always welcome to be here... 


But.. that question was too loud. 
I couldn't control my feelings. 
It was like joy at the sight of her, yet a mixture of pain seeing her suffering. And.. my pain, that I let her go. 



" Be-because... " she slowly drop her knees to the ground
" Because... I still love you.. " she said between sobs.
But... I heard her.  


I closed my eyes. 
Daehyun.. 
This is the chance you wanted.  
Please.. 
Make this the last time both of you crying over misunderstandings. 


I forced a smile.. 
I am happy,,... but for some reasons, I have no strength to smile. 

I made my way to her. 
I cautiously bend down. 
I stood there for a minute, pondering how I should hold her. 
Would it be wrong to hug her? 
Would it be awkward to pet her head? 

I closed my eyes again. 

I gave a sigh, and used the back of hand to carress her cheeks. 
She refused to look up. 
I gently cupped her face and made her loook at me. 
Her eyes were closed. 

I bit my lips. 

"Me tooo.. " I said softly, before closing my eyes, and kissing her. 
I didn't miss this kiss. 
I remember how she always wanted to try kissing with our eyes closed. 
It was a game she started back when we were loving, and now.. it was the first time we succeeded. 

My lips were shivering at the taste of her lips. 
It has been so long Jiyeon. 
I miss you.. 



My lip danced around hers. 
It was slow, and I was so concentrated on showing her how much I loved her. 
Sounds of smacking of lips, and gasps, as I slowly tugged her lips with my both lips. 
And shifting my head a little to give attention to her other corner of her lips. 
I realised she was kissing back, and dancing with me. 
I could taste her salty tears as our saliva mixed. 
But, I smiled. 
I know that you love me JiYeon. 
All I need, is to tell you how much I love you too. 

I gently pulled her lips with my teeth. 
And... she gasped at the sudden action, and I slipped my tongue in. 
I twirled my tongue in , 
I felt her sobbing harder. 
It's alright, dear.. 
I miss you too.. 

I helped her shift from her kneeling position to upright. 
I ran my fingers through her dark hair. 
I felt her hands dangling in awkward position. 
I smiled, and as I work on , I guided her hand to wrap around me. 
The moment I touched her hand, 
She instinctively wrapped them around my neck. 

I shifted my head in different angles. 
I love you JiYeon. I love you. 
I chanted these in my head, as I shared our first kiss together after so long. 

In that instant, I wasn't searching for anything. 
I wasn't crying. 
I was happy.. 
I was excited to be kissing the girl I love. 

I teasingly tugged her hair from time to time. 
She bit my lips in response. 

And when both of us were out of breath. 
We broke free from the kiss, a trail of our mixed saliva linked both of our lips. 

Both of our eyes were still closed. 
I opened them first, and caught the beautiful sight of her. 
She was panting. 
She fluttered her eyes open. 
And she looked at me.. 
She bit her lips.. 
And tears started falling again. 




My heart dropped. 
I took a finger and wiped her tears. 

" Shh... Please don't cry love.. Please.. " 

She closed her eyes and she tried to stop crying. 
She nodded her head in response. 

I smiled. 

I let my hand roam to her back, and pulled her closer to me. 

" That's my girl.. " I whispered. 
Those words have so many meanings behind them. 

I held her so tightly against my chest. 

" I'll never let you go again... " I continued. 
My fingers were still running  through her hair. 

" I...love you. " 
I sang those words, like how I would sing a love song of confession for her. 
Her hands wrapped around my waist. 
And.. that moment  I knew... 
We're together again. 








JiYeon's POV

You have no idea what happened. 
It has never triggered you that he would still love you. 
But.. 
That kiss. 
That kiss spoke of his heart. 
His heart hasn't forgotten you. 

You closed your eyes. 
You wondered if this was for the good, or the bad..

But you still do love Daehyun. 
You do. 

After being in his embrace for so long, and having his scent so close to you. 
He smiled, and let you in the dorm. 

You giggled at the sight, five guys rolling their eyes at you. 


" You could go into acting you know.. " Himchan rolled his eyes again. 
Daehyun chuckled and held your hand protectively. 
" That wasn't acting, Hyung. " He stressed on every word. 

YongGuk gave a chuckle. 
"Welcome Back JiYeon."
That words felt so.. cold against your heart. 
Almost making you feel guilty. 

" Thankyou. " You nodded your head and smiled. 

You caught Zelo glancing around, before running to you.. 

" NOOOONAAAAAA!! " 
He was so much taller... 

Or had he always been this tall. 
The interview was held sitting down and you were so focused on your emotions, you barely took note of stuff like this. 

Daehyun frowned and pull you close to him, and back face Zelo. 

" No. " He said sternly. 

Zelo pouted. 
And attempt to get his way through with aegyo faces. 
Daehyun just tutted and shook his finger. 

You grinned. 
" A while.. " you whispered to Daehyun. 

Daehyun frowned. 
He glanced at the both of you, and gave a sigh, before letting you go.. 
Wait.. not completely. 
He still held your hand. 

Zelo grinned and hugged you. 
It was like a giant hugging a little squirrel. 
You giggled at that thought. 

" I miss you tooo... " 
You huggged Zelo back. 



"So.. I guess this means you're not coming with us?" YongGuk gave his famous gummy smile. 

Daehyun gave you a warm gaze. 

" Just tell Manager Hyung I have cramps or something.. " his eyes never left yours. 

" Cramps?! Isn't that for girls?" Zelo..asked cautiously, giving side glances at everyone. 

You giggled. 
Everyone shot him a look, and sighed. 

" LEG CRAMPS LEG CRAMPS! " Daehyun flared up. 

Zelo pouted and ran behind YongGuk Hyung. 

You lightly smacked Daehyun, " Don't scream at my Dongsaeng! " 
Daehyun widen his eyes..." B-ButBut... " 

You giggled.. " NO butts darling, only kisses.. " you cheekily gave him a peck. 

" OH GOSH, GO AND DO IT SOMEWHERE ELSE" Himchan left the dorm doors throwing his hands up. 

You were trying to control your smile from growing too wide. 





"Daehyun-ah.. " You heard YongGuk calling Daehyun over. 
Daehyun unwillingly let his hand go from you. 

"Please don't do anything stupid. " He said sternly and gave you a glance. 
You gave a shocked face, and a face of disgust. 
Daehyun chuckled. " Yes, Hyung. " 

"I guess,... this is both of your happy ending? "YoungJae teased you. 

You smiled.. 
" Y-" 

" Not Quite. " Daehyun cut in before you could speak. 

You gave him a shocked face, " Why?!" 

He pinched your nose, " Somebody needs to be punished for leaving me three times. " 

You rolled your eyes. 

" ARE WE LEAVING?!" HimChan glared at everyone. 

Everyone hurriedly left the dorm while bading farewell.. 



The door closed, and you felt yourself pulled closer to Daehyun. 
"Whoa..." you gave a surprised remark. 
He smirked. 
" You're all mine now.. " He gave a chuckle. 

You gave a sad smile. 
"Why?" He asked. 

" I..I..am sor-" 
He hurriedly kissed your lips. 

" No more of such words. 
Each time you say that, I'm gonna kiss you. " He smirked as he his lips. 

" Right... Where were we?" 
He grinned as he leaned forward. 

You hurriedly broke free of his grip and ran ... 
He went to catch you. 



" I'm not letting you go this time! " He screamed at you. 
You smiled. 
" Me neither. " 
You turned around and went for his embrace. 

" Good. " He your hair. 

" Cause I can never love anyone apart from you... " 
"Cheesecake?" 
" JiYeon, please.. " he gave a sigh. 
" Cheese cake is exceptional. "
"WHAT?" 

"But, you're extraordinarily mine. " 
" That.. doesn't make sense. " you giggled. 

"Yes it does, as long as it means I love you, I love you, I love youuuuuu" 



 


( Peeps at your reaction) 
So much flufffffff.. 
A little angst.. 
But I had to make up for that horrible previous chap T,T 

I HOPE YOU GUYS LOVE THIS :D 
AND.. 
No.. 
It's not the ending. 
I wouldn't do this to you guys:D 

Hold your horses people! Hehehehes.. 
I'll try to update as much as I can, before my life gets stuck with work and work. 
I don't wanna leave you guys in cliff hangers. 

(And.. as a small note, I didn't know if I should set this as rated M.... 
It was the first time writing this.. 
If you had noticed, I would normally make a kiss scene brief... 
But.. it was like the first chap, first kiss after two years.. 
So.. I had to do this.. 
If.. any reaaders feel I should set it to rated M let me know.
Though,... there isn't any ual scenes :/) 

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vivibest21 #1
Chapter 17: Omg im reading chapter 17 in the train! I just cant stop cryin why do you this to me?????
krystalsulli
#2
This chapter was beautifulllll
sapphire11 #3
Chapter 53: Omo....this is all channie fault..
Daemibaby #4
Chapter 51: Hello i read you're fanfiction since a week and.. i swear i cry i laugh i was sad and same time soo happy i usaly sleep not good..but since i read you're fanfiction i sleep very very well have nice dreams and no horror dreams like couple if years in the past my dreams were the real hell and i don't want too sleep i always stay until i sleep with tears in my pillow...thanks you and daehyun i can finally sleep without tears... i really really love youre story its like i read my thoughts... thank you very very much.. please write this for a long time i hope you're months get better no stress or something... I'm looking forward for the next chapter.... ps: sorry for my bad english.. I'm always support you.. you're the best
am5284
#5
Chapter 51: This chapter was beautifulllll <33
I hope your months get better from now T.T don't be so saddddd
Mangegardien #6
Chapter 51: Stomach is growling... You never know...

Thank you for updating, and congratulations for your uni =)

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Ok . My emoticon is horrible, but it's my creativity mood right now with my maths lessons =P
Mangegardien #7
Chapter 51: Mangie is a nice sasaeng, but still a sasaeng... Though she chose the wrong person because she should be after purplegyu... I need to tell her.

Ahahah I'm not confused at all because I know who was talking with who (or more accurately I guessedit because you haven't told me anything) but it's nice not to say it now.

Ahahah maybe Dae was just hungry and he wanted to go to a late night restaurant and now his.
Mangegardien #8
Chapter 50: Is it this chapter confusing people ? Case it's not really confusing. It's totally normal Jiyeon doesn't feel good enough to be revealed as Daehyun's boyfriend, when we all know how fans usually react when you tell them their biases have girlfriends. And it's a happy ending.. Well a happy ending chapter okay, but still it's fluffy and stuff and it's adorable and you just want to hug them both because they're adorable (... yeah yeah more than I am XD).

I look forward to reading the next chapters, cause right now there are some black holes I need to understand ^.^'
sarahsohn77 #9
Chapter 50: HanBYUL...... I don't like this (even though I actually love hanbyul haha) himchan needs to get a girlfriend haha