HER POV
Everyone stood up immediately when the plane comes to a complete rest. 
It was instant chaos as you witness everyone busily grabbing their bags, clothes, passports, and their other belongings.. 


You were collecting and grabbing your emotions, just like them...
 You just sat at the seat, waiting for people to clear out, before you follow suit. 

" Excuse Me Miss... " 

You finally realising you have been spacing out for a tad bit too long. 
You looked around, and realised everyone was gone. 

This bad habit of yours. 

You hide that glowing pink tint in your cheeks as you bow embarrassedly, 
" I'm Sorry.. I'll get along now. " 

You finally got off the plane, walking down long roads.. 
And never ending signs that hung from the ceiling. 
Pointing in all directions. 

"Which..belt is it? " You muttered to yourself. 
You glanced at the screen to find the answer. 

HIS POV

The plane landed with a slight bump. 
Woking me up,... ohh..I fell asleep? 
I gave a soft yawn and stretched my arms accidentally hitting YoungJae,
I gave a cheeky smirk, " Sorry.. I have long arms. " 
He just rolled his eyes. 

One of the best thing about being a top idol, apart from sitting at first class cabin, 
Is that you never have to face the crowd... well.. at least during the process of leaving the plane and grabbing your luggage
We were lead down to a separate path to get our luggage. 

" BAP!! BAP!! " 
We heard fans screaming at their loudest voice. 

" OPPA OPPPA!!! " 
We all smiled and did some fan service, I waved at no where particularly. 

I smiled at some random girl... who held a sign that says my name.. 

I was about to take out my sunglasses,- don't ask me why I am wearing them indoors, it just looks good when reporters or fans take them-  to wink...
I stopped walking. 

I saw her. 



HER POV

You found the Belt Number, Belt 34. 
You heaved a sigh, and went towards to grab your luggage. 
It was just two lonely grey luggage, a little scratches here and there, sitted on the conveyer belt. 
You chuckled at the sight, it felt just like your heart. 
Lonely. 
Pathetic. 

You slipped on your aviator sunglasses. 
You hoped no one looks at you weirdly. 
But you just felt more secure with your sunglasses, who knows who you'll meet.. 

A frown found to your face as you thought of the low possibility that you might meet Daehyun. 
Your heart feels a strike of pain. 

You sighed again for the umpteenth time.

You pushed the trolley that had your two grey luggages and you walked towards the taxi stand, following the signs. 


You heard something faint shouting somewhere at the back. 
You groaned and rolled your eyes, 
" Young kids nowadays,... " that remark rolled off your tongue. 

You did a glare as you turned your head around. 

You saw a mass of crowd, you shook your head and walked towards the taxi stand. 



HIS POV. 

She turned around. 
Oh my god. It's her! It's really her!

My heart starts racing, no joke. 
It instantly pumps like ten times faster. 
I can barely hear the fans shouting. 
I only saw her. 

It was like a slow motion movie. 
How she turned around, and her hair flipped with the direction, 
How she look around.. 
How her face.. 
Her nose, 

Her lips,.. 
She wore sunglasses, Aviator Glasses... 
I did a short chuckle, her love, ahem, fan love, for Tom Cruise still had not died after all these years. 

She turned back.. 
And her hair followed along. 
Little by little, I can no longer see her face. 

I feel.. 
I feel a strong urge. 
Should I run...? 
SHOULD I?? 

I was panicking. 
WILL I SEE HER AGAIN? 
I SHOULD RUN AFTER HER RIGHT? 
I..I --

" HYUNG!" Zelo sharply smacked my shoulders. 

He harshly whispered to me, " What are you doing? Fans are taking photos, we need to hurry to the van." 

And.. there.. 
My legs were dragged by him. 
My eyes never lost contact with her. 
The back of her head, the one I have memorised by heart since High School since I sit behind her. 

She.. was gone, fans grew rowdier as they see us leaving. 
Some started jumping.. 
And.. 
I can't see her anymore. 
Fans' cries are getting louder. 

I'm back to reality. 
The one that I'm living without her. 



HER POV
You thought of going to a hotel to settle in first. 
Since it was so late, it wouldn't be nice to go back home. 
Besides, you never told your parents. 
You didn't them to do a elaborate.. celebratory party or who knows what. 
Your parents can be really ridiculous at times.. 


Finally you reached the hotel. 
Somewhere near your house. 

You threw your phones, wallets on the table. 
You bathed and changed into more comfortable clothes. 

You sat by the chair, facing the night view. 

"Seoul, Korea, I'm back. " You repeated again. 
Your face was glum. 

Honestly you don't know if you're prepared for this. 
Now that you're back, it seemed stupid that you left two years back. 
You heaved a sigh at that thought. 


After recollecting memories, and thoughts, as you stared out at the busy Seoul City. 
You snuggled up to the bed. 
But.. who are you kidding, you can't sleep. 

You.. 

can't sleep. 

Who can sleep knowing that the journey ahead is a choppy sea? 

You stared at the ceilling.. 
You had switched off the lights, you were staring at blackness. 
" Ji Yeon ah.. You can do this.. " 
Your voice echoed in the room, sounding more confident than you truly are. 



HIS POV

It's her.. 
She's back..
 
She's... back. 

Why is she back? 

Will she come back to me? 

But.. she left me two years back.. 

Will she come back.. ? 

Tim, is it because of Tim she came back??! 
Oh God.. 

This is so freaky, especially after how the fans have asked me.. 
I.. I don't know. 

Am I suppose to find her? 
Will it look too desperate?! 

"DAEHYUNNNNNN!" 
Someone.., no actually, the whole car was shouting my name. 
I shook my head slightly to recover from my thoughts. 
" What? " I asked flatly. 

Five pairs of eyes, okay, plus another pair of eyes with Manager Hyung staring through the mirror.. 

" What happened? " Yong Guk Hyung asked. 
His voice held such authority, I ... I don't know if I can say...or must I comply to his words.. 

"I.. I.. Its nothing.. " I stared out at the window. 
My heart was ramping violently against my ribcage. 

I can't ... the situation has not sinked in. 

Yong Guk held my hand firmly, Him Chan hyung grabbed my shoulders firmly.. 
"Don't lie. " 
His eyes, his eyes.. I can't help but comply. 

" I.. I... " I bit my lips..
Do I sound desperate in love if I say that I saw her? 
Will they say I'm having illusions or.. its just my imaginations? 

" I saw Jiyeon. " I scanned through all the pairs of eyes as my words sink into them. 

They all held the same emotions, shock. 

I'm sure my eyes held the emotions of shock too , and pain perhaps... 
I gave an unbelievable chuckle.

Its a joke right?
My mind was still racing trying to process the reality. 


I stared out at the window, 
I felt their hands loosening their grips and leaving me. 
The whole van was silent. 

I was surprised that they didn't accused me of imagining. 
It was either because they know that I am serious, if not they saw her themselves. 
I believe, and truly hope it is for the both reasons. 
It would make me less cynical. 

I fisted my hands,.. 
My heart,.. it hurts so much. 

Wh-What.. am I suppose to do now? 
Am... I.. 
Why is there still a part of me that wishes she will patch up with me? 

We reached our dorm. 
The members have been unusually quiet. 
I.. ignored the fact of what I've told them and assumed it was just the daily schedules taking a toll on them as well. 

I went to bathe first. 
No one complained. 
It was usually YongGuk hyung first,.. 
But he let me off first too.. 

After bathing,.. 
I laid on my bed. 

My body was yelling at me, for how exhausted it was.. 
But I couldn't sleep a wink. 
My mind.. My mind was busy. 

That scene replayed a million times. 
Ji Yeon ah, you have grown so beautifully. 
Two years without me, and you have grown so beautifully. 
If you had been with me, would you still grow as beautifully? 

Am I a fool? 
Am I selfish to hope that you'll be back? 
I grabbed my hair in frustration. 
I could feel tears welling up in my eyes.. 

I grabbed a sweater and went out. 
My members have all slept. 

I put on the jacket and pulled it closer to my chest. 
I should have grabbed a thicker jacket,
I had forgotten about the frost. 
Christmas was coming.. 
My heart pained again. 

I walked to the playground. 
The one, the one that has our memories. 
I the railings. 
I found a new mark, something that I had never seen before. 
I thought I had memorised all the vandalism on the playground. 
I wiped away the fallen snow and stared at it. 

정대현, 보고싶다
Jung Dae Hyun, I miss you

My tears spilled over the edge of my eyes. 
I cried, I cried my heart out. 
The tears I have hide for two years. 
They found their way to the snowy ground today. 
The wind, the cold, the snow didn't bothered me. 
All that bothered was that pain in my heart.. 


백 지연 나도 보고싶어.. 
Baek Ji Yeon, I miss you too. 

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I am trying to update more frequently... 
I promised someone that sun will shine after chapter 25,.. I hope I can still make that happen. 
It's just a sad chapter for today.. 
But hey, Daehyun saw her! :DDD