Chapter 19: The Start of Something New

The Heart Never Forgets

HER POV

 

You were seated at a cafe. 

English oldies were blaring not to the level of annoying, but it was rather good at distracting your thoughts.

You were thinking. 

Thinking is something you detest since young..but somehow as you grow older, you're expected to think. 

Think of your actions, the consequences, the purpose, the long run and short run, the benefits, the losses... 

So much.. To think. 

 

Today's occasion? Two year anniversary since the day you initiated the patch up. 

You did a mental calculation, if the two years of breakup were ignored, today would be exactly..2676th day. 

Your heart had a tug of pain. 

We could be so much more. 

Regrets often come and go, it stung your heart leaving you daze for a few hours occasionally. 

You still love him, no doubt, it took your greatest will power and effort to not look up for B.A.P. 

Or  just...Daehyun.

Kpop was no longer on your playlist, or anywhere, nothing to remind you of him. 

You left all of your memories in your house back in Seoul under your bed in a sealed box. 

You deleted images in your phone. 

You even removed his birthday on your calendar. 

That was a futile attempt since that day has ever since became a special day.. 

 

 

You heaved a sigh at these thoughts. Two years,...did he found someone? 

Is he happy? 

Did he eat his meals regularly? 

Does he... 

STOP STOP.. STOP feeding those thoughts. 

You instantly shook your head in attempt to shake these thoughts out before grabbing your paper documents. 

 

 

You're a pretty famous  journalist for a rookie. 

You had done so well in school that you graduated slightly earlier and earned a full scholarship that grants you to renowned companies that made you who you are today. 

Maybe...work was a great distraction. 

You slurped your latte as you glanced through your schedule for the week. 

 

From: Pat

Hey Girl, I have a job for you! 

Boss wants you to take this.. I'll give you more information when you're back from lunch break. 

Hurry~ 

 

 

You gave a slight groan, your week was already filled. 

Sure, an extra job won't kill, in fact it was rather beneficial since every job promises a good pay. 

But... Christmas is coming and you wanted your own shopping time for a long time. 

You glanced at clock on your phone, 12:34pm. 

Exactly 26more minutes, your sandwich was finished, your cup is almost empty. 

Maybe you can head back early ... 

You gulp down the last few sips and grab your documents and left. 

 

HIS POV 

Two years.. 

I think it's perhaps about 2676th day? 

Am I a fool to be thinking of her after two years? 

I flicked my phone screen on, I navigated to the gallery. 

My thumb grazed the outline of her face. 

My princess, I miss you. 

 

This two years was not as hard as I had thought.. 

Maybe, I had gotten used to it. 

Maybe.. Work was a good distraction. 

B.A.P has been successful, both in Japan and Korea. 

We had achieved the dreams that we dared to dream as a trainee. 

We have achieved that. 

YongGuk hyung found a nice girl. She's a really good artist. 

HimChan Hyung, /chuckles/ still single..
It was surprising since, we all thought that he would be the next one to get a girlfriend. 

But instead, guess what, maknae Zelo had one first.
She's a Noona, same age as me.
But just as adorable as Zelo, shy and gentle. 

The next one that was attached was YongJae, with a girl that sings just as well as him. 

And finally Moon Angel.
That girl unlike him is so talkative.
But she's nice and fun.
She often join me and YoungJae to play tricks at the rest. 

 

That's the update for the guys. Who would have thought the future looks like this?
Two years. 
Two years of pain. 
Yet nothing waits for you. 
Everybody had moved on. 

As for me, I am still as dashing, 
Well... maybe less dashing. 

They say a person looks prettier/ more handsome when she's/he's in love. 
I wonder how does a person lost in love looks like.. 
The fans can't tell that I have aged right ? 

I twirl the pen in my hand. 
A few more minutes to the show's live broadcast. 
Sighs, was it a mistake to take on this life? 

"B.A.P, going live in 30 seconds. " 
I set the pen down, and left. 

 

 


HAPPY THANKSGIVING (a little late... ) to everyone. 
Thankyou for being such a dearie and showing support for my modest story. 
I honestly don't know what to do.. /hugs everyone/ 
This is really a short update. 
I actually planned for something really tragic like she met an accident and lost her memories.. T.T
But ...the last few chapters already drew so much emotions, I think I shouldn't eh? :( 

Teehees, LOVE YOU ALL once again. 
And thank you :D 
Please also do support my other stories :D 

 

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vivibest21 #1
Chapter 17: Omg im reading chapter 17 in the train! I just cant stop cryin why do you this to me?????
krystalsulli
#2
This chapter was beautifulllll
sapphire11 #3
Chapter 53: Omo....this is all channie fault..
Daemibaby #4
Chapter 51: Hello i read you're fanfiction since a week and.. i swear i cry i laugh i was sad and same time soo happy i usaly sleep not good..but since i read you're fanfiction i sleep very very well have nice dreams and no horror dreams like couple if years in the past my dreams were the real hell and i don't want too sleep i always stay until i sleep with tears in my pillow...thanks you and daehyun i can finally sleep without tears... i really really love youre story its like i read my thoughts... thank you very very much.. please write this for a long time i hope you're months get better no stress or something... I'm looking forward for the next chapter.... ps: sorry for my bad english.. I'm always support you.. you're the best
am5284
#5
Chapter 51: This chapter was beautifulllll <33
I hope your months get better from now T.T don't be so saddddd
Mangegardien #6
Chapter 51: Stomach is growling... You never know...

Thank you for updating, and congratulations for your uni =)

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Ok . My emoticon is horrible, but it's my creativity mood right now with my maths lessons =P
Mangegardien #7
Chapter 51: Mangie is a nice sasaeng, but still a sasaeng... Though she chose the wrong person because she should be after purplegyu... I need to tell her.

Ahahah I'm not confused at all because I know who was talking with who (or more accurately I guessedit because you haven't told me anything) but it's nice not to say it now.

Ahahah maybe Dae was just hungry and he wanted to go to a late night restaurant and now his.
Mangegardien #8
Chapter 50: Is it this chapter confusing people ? Case it's not really confusing. It's totally normal Jiyeon doesn't feel good enough to be revealed as Daehyun's boyfriend, when we all know how fans usually react when you tell them their biases have girlfriends. And it's a happy ending.. Well a happy ending chapter okay, but still it's fluffy and stuff and it's adorable and you just want to hug them both because they're adorable (... yeah yeah more than I am XD).

I look forward to reading the next chapters, cause right now there are some black holes I need to understand ^.^'
sarahsohn77 #9
Chapter 50: HanBYUL...... I don't like this (even though I actually love hanbyul haha) himchan needs to get a girlfriend haha