HER POV

You walked around the streets for maybe about a good three rounds. 
You were getting stares from people around you. 
Not that you cared that much. 

This whole thing is too ridiculous.. 
What should you do? 

You sighed, you finally recognised where you are going. 
You glanced around the streets and saw a familiar looking shopping mall. 
You made your way into the shops. 
It was busy, and extremely crowded. 
Especially with the season coming, people are walking around with bundles and bundles of gifts. 
You smiled at the Chirstmas spirit lingering in the air.. 
All the smiles hanging on their faces. 
You folded your arms, keeping them close to your chest.  
You found your feets walking into a store that sells couple items. 

Its our second year anniversary if we...if I didn't break off. 
You went in with a glum face. 

" Hey! The usual? " 

" Yeah." you managed a smile. 

" What's wrong? " the cashier asked. 

She was one of the good friend you have made. 
You had told her a little about your story. 

" I'm going back to Korea... " You pull the ends of your lips into a tight frown.. 

" Ohdear, there's no way you could change that? " 

You shook your head and sighed. 

" Ohwell, cheer up sweetie! 
It will be fine. 
And, besides he may have forgotten about you. Don't worry. " 
She flashed you a warm smile as her fingers busily prepared your items. 

Forgotten me? I really do hope his heart has forgotten me. 
Though my heart... 

" Here you go dear! " She presented you the bag. 
You smiled and made payment. 

" And... Sweetie, I have placed something special inside.
Since Christmas is coming and you're leaving, treat it as a farewell gift from me!
And.. don't worry! " 
What an angel, you gave her a warm hug. 
"Don't worry, I'll keep in contact with you.. " 

You left the store and continue walking , letting your feet take charge... 


HIS POV 

" I will make up with her and get back together "

I flashed a smile. The smile I use on camera. 
Apparently that smile works wonders because it makes every comment I make seemingly perfect. 

" Aww.. what a dedicated boyfriend you'll be.
Your girlfriend will be a very lucky girl,..
I mean if you have one. " 
The MC hurriedly added. 

I flashed that smile again. 
Sighs, ...if she had never said that, I will have tons of fans stalking me to see if I have a girlfriend. 
Even though... I don't.. 

But what she doesn't know was, that was my genuine thoughts... 
I wonder if she'll come back. 
Honestly, after that day, I never tried to find out what happened. 
Though, her ex-boyfriend, what's that guy's name again...? 
Tom? Hank?... Uh... TIM! That's right. 
I happened to see him one day and he asked if I had see her off to Australia. 

FLASHBACK 
"Australia!?!" 

He looked flustered. 
" Oh... You... didn't know?  " 
He cautiously asked. 

At least she didn't went with him. 
That was how my heart took the situation.
Positively... sort of.
 
But she flew across the globe to leave me??!! 
What did I do to hurt her and make her leave me...? 

" Oh... I knew.. " I pull off a straight face to hide my shock. 
" I.. just didn't know she told you too. " 

His face relaxed 
" I didn't know until she sent me a letter.. " 
He searched my eyes carefully. 
" A letter of apology. " 
He rubbed the nape of his neck awkwardly. 

How can she give him a letter and not one for me! 

" She said she had a college attachment programme that grants her the job of a journalist. " 
He glanced into my eyes again.
"Which, I supposed you already knew. 
I gave a nod, but still hoping he could fill me in. 


" Oh well.. she's a great girl. " 
His face showed disappointment. 
I nodded. He's right. Where can I still find an angel like her?
 
" I... am glad to have met you. It was... really nice knowing you. So... I'll see you around. " 
We shook hands and walked in separate directions. 

Thanks Tim. I thought. 

So.. Australia. 
A country that B.A.P has yet to visit. 
She... had planned all these already. 
My heart ached at that thought. 
Was she planning to not see me forever?! 

B.A.P is always busy promoting, I barely have free time in Korea,
How will I ever have a chance to visit her in Australia? 
She... planned all these. 

My limps feels weak at that thought. 

I chewed my lower lips... 

"And, that's the end of the programme!
Thank you for watching! See you next time! " 

Applause. 

I recovered from my flashback. 
Right, I am still in front of the camera. 
I smiled and followed the crowd.

Applauding. 

Thank you.

Thankyou for asking that question. 

Sighs. 
 

HER POV

You thought that you should maybe start your Chirstmas Shopping. 
Since.. You'll be back home for Chirstmas. 

You found an old cafe that you visited frequently and bought Caramel Latte. 
You found a quiet seat in the corner of the cafe and took out your diary. 
You accidentally flipped to the page that you wrote two years ago.  

You scoffed at your own words.
You heaved a sigh and chewed your lips.
 Right.. so.. its fate right? 
Your heart aches. 

You took a deep breath and flipped to a nice clean page. 
 

아빠 ... Watch? Shoes? Maybe... A nice coat for the coming winter. 
엄마... Definitely a Scarf. She collects them. 

You tapped your pen and pondered who should be on the list. 
You don't have much friends in Korea. 
Or at least one that keep in contact with you. 
You do have your girl Friend, Ji Min. 
Not exactly.. 
You had always hung out with B.A.P. 

B.A.P. 
You sighed. 
Should you get something for them? 
You use your thumb to push up the pen cap, and shut it back down with your thumb again. 
That..means you must get for... *gulps*  Daehyun? 

Oh God, this is so hard. 
You messed up your hair in frustration and let out an agonising growl. 

You looked up to see a few people staring at you. 
You... looked back down on your diary.. 



HIS POV

" And... We're Clear! Thank you! You have all worked hard! " 
All the six of us stood up and bow, " You have all worked hard! Thank you!" 

The MC came over, " Daehyun-goon. I am so sorry about just now. " 
I smiled, that usual smile. 
" It is alright. " 
She smiled and hurried off. 
Thank Godness she is not some reporter to dig the secrets of my private life. 

"Hyung! " 

YoungJae called. 

" Are you..okay? " 
He knows me too well. 

" No.. " I frowned. 
" It.. well.. those.. " 

" I'm Hungryy!!! "  I cut his words. 

He gave me a bewildered look. 

" Un-be-li-eva-ble... " 
I smiled. 
He patted my shoulders and head to the table where our lunch was placed. 

They don't know. 
They didn't know. 

I didn't write any more letters for her. 
I didn't stay cooped up in my room. 
I smiled more often. 

I'm really glad they didn't asked or probed any further. 
I told them that she went to Australia. 
And they kept quiet. 
Since then, she has never been in our conversations
(Or at least they try to, unless someone accidentally blurts out. ) 

Let them believe that I have gotten over her. 
My heart has forget her. 
At least, that's what she wants right. 
And.. that's the least I can do to love her back... 




 

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