-- Donghyun's POV-- 

I heard a familiar melody came from Somie's room. The door was slightly opened and I peeked inside. She was there, sitting with Hyunseong. He was hugging her. And... she was... she was in pain. Why on earth Hyunseong didn't stop the music if it hurt her? I was emotional at that time, but I couldn't moved my body. My own mind stopped me.

Hyunseong was with her. So I just needed to pretend like I didn't know and let her be with him. Hyunseong knew what he had to do, right?

I realized what song it was. It was 'Do You', the song I used to play for Somie. Yiruma's song. It wasn't really a popular one, but it was the one we both liked. She would asked me to play it for her everytime she saw me practicing.

For me, that song was more than just a song for her. I even wrote the lyrics for this piece. Stupid lyrics that would have never been shown to her. Lyrics which were too honest and dumb. I remember every word, every single tempo it matched with the key.

The lyrics that I prepared if one day I decided to be truthful to her. But that day would never come. Never. She would be happy if I didn't tell her anything. She wouldn't have to went through this all if from the start I never loved her. If I never told her that day, she would not have to experienced an accident and had an amnesia.

I would forever only look at you from afar, do you know?

Tears again. I was sick with my own tears.

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*The song, just in case you don't know: http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=ZjtTZ__Tycg*

and the lyrics:

My heart just never seems to stop
Beating fast when I see you from a distance
I love to see you smile
It's so perfect
Your lips are fantasies, I want to kiss it
Your smile is so perfect that always shines mine
They cheer me up even when I'm deadly depressed
Do you ever think someone misses you?
Ever thought that it was me?
I know 
I will never be the one that you will pick
Do you even know I cry myself to sleep?
Jealous over something dumb to you 
It's nothing but you won't know the feeling deep inside
And I, will never leave you alone 
I'm not, like the others
Where they come and go 
And I, will always be there for you 
Even when I know you'll never love me back
Take my hands with you, and you'll know then
How important you are really to me 
Do you know that I always think about you?
Do you ever do the same when you are alone at night?
Do you know I have remember every scenes 
Cherish every moment that we spent
You're so hard to get and so hard to forget 
Do you sometimes feel all things I've done for you?
Every time I stare into your eyes
It gives me this feeling that no one ever can give
Do you know that I'll love you till I die?
Even when I know I will depress 
when you are with your lover, kissing your perfect lips 
Do you know that I wished upon the stars
Wish that they will protect you and will let you find your true love
That will love you forever
Hope you're always happy
That's enough for me to see you smile

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Soo, this is only a short, mellow, depressed chapter. ><

BTW, I didn't choose the popular ones from Yiruma's composition because it might be too boring for you. I just happened to find this beautiful composition and lyrics and it's just really really suits Donghyun's mental condition (?).

lyrics and link credit: OnesWithDreams

P.S. : I fix some parts of the lyrics (Adding punctuations and change some pronoun so that it would be more suitable and reasonable, but the meaning is still the same as the real lyrics)

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Cheers,

satsuyue

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