-- Donghyun's POV--

"Dasom-ah!", I heard Hyunseong called her in a shock tone.

I really wanted to check, and I was worried. But... She probably didn't need me. I was walking back to my room when suddenly Hyunseong went out from her room and called me, "Hyung!"

I turned around to face him. "She fainted."

Those words made me opened her door. She was there, laying down, helpless. "Hyunseong, call doctor."

He fished his phone and started calling. He was panic when he talked. Why would even he played this song? My anger was built. What had he done? She had had enough pain the day before, and now he made her like this. He ended the conversation but he was still nervous and worried.

"Hyunseong, calm down!" I snapped.

"I can't, Hyung. I can't!" he answered me, in the same angry tone.

"Stop being like this... we need to think clearly and wait for the doctor now, " I said, trying to calm down myself.

He sighed. I knew he was still nervous. He always bit his fingernails when he was nervous and he was doing it at the moment. 

I checked Somie and she was there, laying without her conciousness. I fixed her position, laying her down neatly on the bed and put a blanket on.

After a worrysome period of  fifteen minutes, the doctor came and checked her blood pressure.

"Her body is weak. She suffers from so much pain. What did she do? Did she force herself?"

Hyunseong nodded to him. 

"It is bad," said the doctor. He then checked Somie's eyes reaction. Suddenly, she reacted to the light. She opened her eyes but her body trembled. The doctor stopped and observing her reaction.

I could see she was hurt. Again, that cries from her lips. I didn't have any power to hold myself,  to hear it while standing still and not doing anything. But I couldn't do it. I had to restrain myself from caring too much. It was better for both of us. It was the best way to punish myself from being the reason she lost her memories.

She was crying and whining like it was really hurt her. She grabbed her hair, pulling it, as if that would make her condition better. Beads of sweat started forming on her forehead. The doctor took a small glass bottle and using a medium size syringe, he took the liquid inside the bottle out.

"Please grab her arm," he commanded.

Hyunseong and I walked closer to her and do as he asked. He then injected the liquid. Somie's reaction gradually became slower and finally she was calm. 

She breathed heavily, but the pain had subsided. She looked so weak, with that sleepy eyes, looking at the ceiling.

"This will calm her down for now. In a while she will sleep. She needs it, so don't disturb her. I will be back tomorrow." He packed his things and looked at me, "call me if something bad happen."

I nodded and I went to send him to the front door. 

"Doctor...," I called him, " will she suffer from that pain again once she's awake?"

"We still don't know about that," he said to me while we were walking. "But..." he paused a bit before she continued, " she said to me she wanted to regain her memories. She wanted to remember what she had missed."

Those words stopped my footsteps.

The doctor turned to me, " it seemed you are a special person in her mind."

I didn't answer him. We kept walking to the front door where he parked his car. 

"See you tomorrow, Doctor." I said before I bowed.

He left.

I felt like it was wrong for me to keep staying by her side. After all, when she remembered, how would she face me? I was a brother to her, nothing more. And that would never change forever. 

--

I called her before she had an accident.

"I love you, Kim Dasom..." I said it when I called her. She was in the car, listening to her favorite music as she drove. 

"I love you too, oppa, " she answered. I knew she would never took it seriously.

"Not as a brother to his sister. I love you as a woman, Kim Dasom."

I could tell she was shocked. Her breathing hitched.

--

I never knew what had happened after that. But that was enough. She maybe couldn't accept the fact that I loved her morethan a sister. I should have left the day she woke up from that accident.