-Your POV-

“Breathe in~ breathe out~” I kept chanting as I jumped up and down. My MV was out a week ago and ever since I’ve reached few hundred thousand views. It’s not that impressive but hey it’s a progress. Although sometimes I think most of my views come from shawols and blingers. I know I know I shouldn’t be thinking like that but I just can’t help it. Jonghyun was so handsome when I watch the MV.

I’m in my changing room trying to keep myself calm. I’m finally going to debut. I told my mom and I think they freaked out more than I was. I breathed in and out as I try to shake off the nervousness.

“Eunmi!” I heard someone called my name. I turned to the door and saw SHINee members minus Jonghyun were all there with flowers. “Jonghyun couldn’t come so he sent us to fill in his place.” He said and smile. Oh by he, I mean Key.

“And he sent you 4?” I curiously asked.

“You’re gonna hurl when you know what his reply when we asked him that.” Minho snickered as he stood next to me and handed me the flower.

“Let me guess, it’s something greasy?” I giggled and placed his flower on the dressing table.

“He said that even the 4 of us can’t replace his presence.” I made a gag sound which made them laugh.

“Here.” Onew said as he hands in the rose in his hand. “These are from Jonghyun. The one Minho handed you is from us.” He said as he gave me his sweet smile.

“Thank you~” I said cheerily and sat down in the middle of Key and Taemin. “Are you guys staying till my performance?” I asked which made Taemin nod his head.

“Guess who else is staying to cheer you up.” I don’t need to guess who it was. Even from the voice I could tell!

“Minnie! Hyukkie!” I screamed as I launched myself towards them. “You guys came!” I said excitedly. It’s been weeks since I last saw them. Well come on they are busy with their new comeback thing.

“Why wouldn’t we come to support our little sister?” Eunhyuk said as he hugged me. “Guys gather around and lets take a picture!” We all huddle up and Eunhyuk snapped 3 pictures of us.

“Oh! Eunmi-ah! Lets take a picture together!” Key said as he took out his phone. Me and Key took 2 pictures together. “I like this one better.” He said and smiled. “Oh! I want you to sign my CDs too!”

“Nado!”
“Nado!”
“Nado!”

“Ah shikkero!” I giggled as I cover my ears. “I’ll sign them later.” I said as they groaned.

“Oh, Key… um… sunbae?”

“Go ahead you can drop the oppa things. It’s not like we don’t know.” He said as he sat next to me.

“Oh good! I don’t really wanna sound rude and all…” I said with a sigh of relief. “Are you gonna put that in your me2day?” I asked.

Key looked at me and nodded. “Wae?”

“Ah… nothing… I was just… curious.” A smile curve up my lips as I look at Eunhyuk and then to Taemin. We shot up and started to dance to Sherlock as we sing ‘Oh! I’m curious yeah~’

Laughter fills in the room and without me knowing it was time for my first stage. The rest followed me and as I was about to get on stage they all did a fighting pose for me. I am thankful I have a sunbae like them. I smiled and got on stage.

[You're My Star] CLICK to Listen to the song

I sang my other song from my album called shooting star before I sang the main song, you’re my star. I was immersed in singing when the crowd went wild. I smiled and look to my right Jonghyun was there holding a bouquet of flower.

‘I will fly high to that sky
Will you stay by my side too?
I will sit close to the starlight in the sky
And hold tight to your hand

I’m thankful for you, who extended your hand
On my exhausted shoulders,
I was able to wipe my tears, spread my arms
And gain courage once again

You’re my star, the biggest star in the world
Shining a light on my darkened heart
You’re my star, the biggest star in the world
Melting me, who was once frozen

You’re my star, the biggest star in the world
Shining a light on my darkened heart
You’re my star, the biggest star in the world
Melting me, who was once froze.’

We did a small scene from my MV where we hugged each other and ends it with a kiss. Well we didn’t actually kiss… believe me I argue with the director to the point where I wanna threw the camera at him. Good thing Jonghyun and my manager were there if not I am sure that director will be in the hospital right now.

I got off stage with Jonghyun and as soon as we’re out of the camera I look at Jonghyun and smacked him, HARD. “What did I do?” He said and avoided my hits.

“They said you couldn’t come!” I said and hit him repeatedly.

“I wanted to surprise you.” He said and smiled as he caught my hand. He hugged me and kissed my forehead. “Congratulation on your debut baby~” He said making me smile.

Yes, we’re together. He proposed during the MV shooting and the director film it as if it was part of the MV plan. Though it wasn’t an act we did it naturally which made the MV look so real.

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It was Show Championships and it’s my first interview before my debut stage. “So Eunmi-sshi,” Shindong said as he faces me.

“Ne,” I said as I smiled nervously.

“Are you feeling nervous?” Shinyoung-unnie asked making me giggle.

“I’ll be lying if I said I don’t.” I said and keep smiling.

“So is there any funny scene when you were recording the MV?” Shindong asked as Shinyoung-unnie nod her head approving look.

“I don’t know… my mind kinda shuts down right now.” I said and giggled. It’s true I can’t think of anything right now. My mind just went blank…

“Shindong-sshi, do you think there’s a switch to switch it back on?” Shinyoung-unnie said as she walked to my right and start checking me. I couldn’t help but laugh. “Anyway, when I was watching your Music Video I can’t help but feel this chemistry between you and Jonghyun-sshi, is there any story you wanna share?”

“This is my second time working with Jonghyun-sshi, so I kinda feel comfortable with him.” I stated making the two MCs go ‘eyyy…’

“I think she’s hiding something.” Shindong said as he gave me a sneaky look.

“There’s nothing, really, I treat Jonghyun-sshi as a sunbae and a brother. He’s really nice.” I said and hoped they would stop asking me questions any more of these questions I think I might faint.

“Netizens commented that you two should date. Do you think Jonghyun is your ideal type?” Shinyoung-unnie questioned which made me think of a response.

“Maybe…” I said with a cheeky look.

“Oh? Maybe we should ask Jonghyun-sshi if you are his ideal type.” Shinyoung-unnie said. I think I might faint if they are going to ask me again but luckily they changed their target to my ideal type in B.A.P who just released their new song.

“I have to say Jongup-sshi. I seriously like the way he dance. Maybe he could teach me someday.” I said making them go ‘aww’.

“But Jongup-sshi is a few years younger than you are am I right, Eunmi-sshi?” Shinyoung-unnie said as I nod my head.

“Yes we are. We’re actually 2 years apart.” I confirmed. We did a little chat and finally it was my turn to get on stage. As soon as my song ended I saw Jonghyun standing there ready to greet me.

“I’m jealous right now.” He admitted making me laugh.

“Aigo~ is my jakiya jealous? Because of Jongup?” I said and pinched his cheek. “You know you’re the only one who has my heart.” I said making him smile. I linked hands with him as we walked out of the place.

There weren’t many fans so we were comfortable with walking in our disguise and walked in his car. I’m not there till the encore I don’t think anyone will be searching for me anyway, so I just went back with Jonghyun.

Being with him ease my heart. I wondered why I was being so foolish sometimes. Pursuing something that I know would break my heart. I look at Jonghyun and smiled. “Are you looking at me with erted thoughts?” He said as I gape at him.

“I am not a ert like you, you know.” I said and crossed my arms. “Pfft. ert.” I rolled my eyes at him and frown.

“Aw, I’m sorry baby, I was just kidding.” He held my hands and pull it before kissing the back of my hand. “I love you~” I couldn’t help but smile. I don’t know what has he done to me and I just don’t know what to do with him anymore.

He keeps on doing stuff that makes me go crazy. Maybe this is what it feels like to be in love. Feeling like I’m his world and I’m his. Just like the lyrics of You’re my star.

I’m thankful for you, who extended your hand
On my exhausted shoulders,
I was able to wipe my tears, spread my arms
And gain courage once again.

He’s my star...

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