-Your POV-

URGH! Boys! When will they ever get things straight with themselves! One minute they are like sweet and stuff the next thing they do is breaking our hearts!

I ruffled my hair in frustration and stomped my way out. I didn’t care about anything right now all I care is I want every guys in the world to just kinda disappear!

“Eunmi-ah!” I heard Jonghyun cried as I continued walking. “Eunmi-ah wait up!” He said finally catching up to me. “Hey look you didn’t give me the chance to say anything.”

“Fine! Then say it!” I demanded. My anger was boiling in my blood as I tried to keep cool. Hey if I ever follow my feelings right now I would stab my nail filer at him multiple times and laugh as he die!

“You’re not a rebound Eunmi-ah. To be honest I kinda fall for your charms.” He held both of my hands as he looks deeply into my eyes. “Things with me and Sooyoung ended before I have feelings for you. I thought I wouldn’t fall in love again but then there’s you. You were like captivates me with your own special charms and make me believe there is someone for me.”

“Eunmi-ah, please believe me. I wouldn’t do things to hurt you. I promise.” Tears fell down my eyes as he spoke the last word. Promises. When was it ever being kept?

“Just like what Sungmin said. He’ll never hurt me. But now? I’m full of scars. My heart ached and I just don’t know what to do anymore.” I confessed. Pouring all my emotion as Jonghyun pulled me into a hug.

“Things were fine till everything just falls apart! It is simple for you guys to just shake things like this off when it is so difficult for us girls to do.” I sobbed in Jonghyun’s embrace. “One second someone told me he likes me then the next day he confessed he just like me as a sister? I mean is that possible? How am I supposed to react?”

“Eunmi-ah,” He said as he rubbed my back, soothing me down. “I know it hurts. I know how you feel.” I couldn’t control my emotion as tears keep flowing like a waterfall. “Hey relax.”

He escorted me back to his car and closed the door. “Where do you want to go?” He asked as he fastens his seatbelt. “I’ll take you anywhere you want to go.” I was still trying to keep myself calm but it was just too hard.

My life is so complicated right now. Things just don’t work out the way I wanted it to be. Why am I so persistent with my feelings for Sungmin when I know someone is here for me? When I know he’ll never treat me badly?

Jonghyun handed me the tissue box as he started his engine. “Jonghyun-ah, I wanna go back home. I wanna go home.” I spoke still sobbing. Jonghyun nods his head and drive off.

As soon as we reached home I unlock the door and ran to the living room where umma always be with appa. But unluckily no one was home. I slouched on the couch as Jonghyun found his way in.

I dialed umma’s number and after a few ring she finally answered.

Umma: Oh! My aegi~ how are you? I haven’t heard from you in years! Baby-ah, where are you?
Me: Umma, I’m home… where are you?
Umma: Baby-ah, is something wrong? Omo! We’ll be home in a minute you just stay put!

With that umma hung up. I look at Jonghyun who sat uncomfortably on the sofa just opposite from mine. “Make yourself feel like at home. You’ll get used to it.” I said and sniffed.

It wasn’t long when the living room door flung open as my mom ran towards me. I didn’t wait any longer and pull her into a warm hug. I miss her. Missing home and stuff made me cry harder.

“Who made my daughter cry? Is it you?” Appa said as he points at Jonghyun who panicked and waved his hand frantically at appa. I managed to laugh at Jonghyun’s scared expression which made my umma smiled.

“Jakiya~ cool down.” Umma said as she reached out for appa who was throwing daggers at Jonghyun with his eyes. Seriously Jonghyun’s expression was pure terrified which made me laughed so hard.

“Appa~” I said as I got up and hugged my dad. Sometimes I do love him so much to the extent where I just couldn’t hold it in. Appa and I rarely hugged nor exchange emotional conversation. But I guess this is optional.

I finally cooled down with the help of umma, appa and well Jonghyun. I finally opened up to umma and told her everything. Appa was furious but mom managed to get him to sit.

But he kinda flips when he heard Jonghyun made me cry. We were too slow to hold appa back. He kinda hits Jonghyun on the arm which made a little scratched on his right arm.

“Ah! Appa!” I whined as I stomped my feet. “You shouldn’t be here! This is why I wanted you to go out! You always act irrationally!” I said well more like half yelling. I took a closer look at Jonghyun’s scar and wiped it with a tissue.

“Gwenchana.” He said as he took the tissue from my hand. “It’ll heal soon. Plus it’s just a small scratch.” He added with a smile.

“Appa really has done it this time! Aish!” I said as I took the first aid kit from mom. Umma walked out shortly after leaving Jonghyun and me alone in the living room. I keep on muttering to myself as I treat Jonghyun’s scar.

After I was done I look up to Jonghyun as he smiled from ear to ear. “What’s with that erted smile? Were you thinking of erted things?” I said as I back off slightly from Jonghyun.

“What is it with you and this ert stuff? I am not a ert!” he flailed his hand around as he was annoyed with me. I couldn’t help but laugh at him. “What now I’m funny? Is it funny? Huh? Huh?” He kept repeating his annoyed look at me which made me laugh harder than ever!

“Stop! Stop! Have mercy on me!” I shouted as I clutched my tummy. “I think I tear up a little.” I said as I wipe the tears from my eyes. As I finally stop he was staring at me with that intense look of his. “What?”

“Nothing.” He said still smiling like an idiot. I don’t know what runs in his mind right now but surely I don’t even want to know. “Eunmi-ah, do you think you could give me a chance?”

I was shocked when I heard it. I wasn’t sure what to say or even what to do. I know he’s trying hard to win my heart and there is something about him that made me fall for him but can I trust him?

What if he isn’t worthy for me? What if he’ll just hurt me? I mean maybe this is only on the first stage. Once he got me will he change? Will he treat me differently? Or is this only his tactic to get me to soften up?

Question after question filled my mind as I look at Jonghyun full of question marks. “You don’t have to answer now. I know how you feel and how messed up your mind is right now so I can wait. I’ll wait for your answer and whatever your choice is I respect it and of course obey.” He said with a smile. He walked up to me and gave me a warm hug.

“I have to go. I have to fly to Japan less than 3 hours from now.” He said and kissed the top of head. It wasn’t anything erted or anything it was sweet and well I kinda like it. “Hey I learn my mistake. I’ll be patient from now on.” He added again and smile.

He was about to leave when my voice finally manage to found their way out. “Wait Jonghyun-ah.” I in all the confidence I could find in me and smiled. “Maybe I could give you a chance if you could prove me wrong about you.” I said which made him grin.

I have to admit I just have to smile back. It’s like there’s this weird tingly feeling in me. I walked up to Jonghyun and gave him a quick peck on the cheek before I push him out of the living room and shut the door behind me. My heart was beating faster and it feels like it was about to explode into tiny winy little pieces of hearts.

Kim Jonghyun what have you done to me? Even so I couldn’t help but smile.

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Hey guys!

So um just to let you know this story will end soon...

But anyway you know How I used to do a double update...

well here's the FIRST Update :)