KHJ POV

i m here with him in the hospital... he is still sleeping... Jae.. i shouldnt doubt u.... it is a hasty and selfish act of me... mmm... it is really fortunate that his manager called... if not.. i may be blaming myself if anything happened to him.... mmmm... Jae... wake up soon... i miss u laugh...

a few days after that .. he is coming home.. the doctor insist that he should stay at the hospital, but he said he wanted to near to me... we all tried to make him stay at the ward.. he said if we force him... he will run back home... so he leave us no choice... i am attending him at home... ah.... he is like a kid... always wanting this and that.... he sleep in my bed... wanting me to be with him ... mmm... he such a baby....

he always call his dad lately... reporting everything... sometimes... telling the same story twice a day... this side of Jae i never see before.... he insisted that he cannot sleep until i kiss him everyday... such a naughty boy... my heart being taken again....

until one day...

i got call from my dad..

"son... "

"yes dad..'

"mmm i have a request ... i hope u will agree..... "

"what is it dad... just say it... "

"mmm.. i cannot let u live alone.. so i ve agreed to a plea from  son of family s friend.... u are engaged and the marriage will take place soon... "

"dad... i..i...."

"please say u agree..... i...i....i dont have longer time to live......"

"what do u mean by that? dad!!! u are hiding something from me?? why do u push for this marriage? "

"i really like him - ur the boy that will marry u... he came and beg for ur hand.. he said he had like u for a long time... he really a nice boy.... the family both had agreed... son... u didnt have anyone u love... why dont u give him a chance... please... for me... and yunho...."

"dad... what do u mean u dont have longer time?"

"the doctor found out something... i have cancer"

"dad!!!... u cannot have cancer... oh dad!!!"

i dont know what to say...... i know i like Jae.... but... i love my dad... he had given me a chance to live again.... god.... what should i do??????

i turn around.... i see Jae is sitting on the floor.... he fall down... his eyes is full of tears.... he heard the conversation.....